why is everything you make so beautiful? how can someone convey such raw feelings in music like this? you are insanely skilled. it's wild to me how accurately your music depicts emotion.

so amazing, where can i get your stuff? I'd gladly buy your albums or EPs.

Ataraxia, a state of freedom from emotional disturbance and anxiety, especially as an ongoing condition of soul-fulfilling attainment. Unconditional tranquility.

Ataraxia

Feeling tired?

falling, faded

made this on a rainy night,
alone in my bedroom
i hear people partying outside,
it feels so peaceful and lonely <3

it's been more than 1 year since my last upload,
thank you so much for all the support<3

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guarded by the storm outside

you know when i said i knew little about love; 

that wasn't true. 
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thanks for listening. ☺♥ 

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the universe inside of you

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rumination till the end of time

the fall brings chills as my heart grows cold.

white noise experimental drone.

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thanks for listening.

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my heart longs for warmth

sigh;

i hate thinking about the future.

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thank you for your support.

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i wonder what's out there for me

i have become everything i never wanted to be

i am disgusted with what i have turned into.

save me from myself

before it gets even worse.

i'm so sorry.

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thank you for your support.

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who have i become

this piece isn’t about any event in particular. Nothing special happened a year ago today, but that was when I recorded the central chord structure, close to midnight in July of 2016, and let it drift into the past, unfinished, un-listened-to until today. Stumbling across this recording was unsettling because it reminds me how frequently we encounter fantastic things and fail to meet them, to integrate them into our lives. Living in anticipation of the sublime, the unforseen imposition of the other onto mundane life, carries the pretext of our being able to adequately respond; this piece has something to do with the realization that I am not always able to. I'm trying to accept that.

one year ago today

affection

the only thing we can predict is unpredictability

don't mind me,
just uploading my life

~clicking buy always leads to a free download~

my heart longs for warmth

unforseen

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