produced by alastxrr and bughvvl
bughvvl:
https://www.youtube.com/c/bughvvl/videos
alastxrr:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbk2JJgxxcqBSzxczxdWfOw/videos

Lyrics:
Imma be your downfall, supernova if you try me boy, long sword swingin straight comin for your neck

Imma hit you with that combo till the pressure makes your bones snap, backstab seein through your fake shit shape shift 

I’m coming for your weak spot, I’m your manifested nightmare, pull up with the demons black magic I don’t fight fair

stun you like a flashbang take away your field of vision you will never see me coming when I’m going for that bloodrain

I ain’t down with you bitch
I ain’t down with you bitch
why you all up in my face yuh
why you all up in my face yuh

all up on your knees now you’re sucking for attention yeah say you making moves but you got no recognition I see through you like a ghost you can't hide your true intentions, kissin asses on the daily but they know you just pretendin

bloodrain (prod alastxrr x bughvvl)

re-mixed version
check out kianna:
https://soundcloud.com/kiianna
check out pinomin:
https://soundcloud.com/pinomin

Lyrics:
I still remember the things that you said
when you told me you love me I knew that you’re lying
wasting my life getting high all the time
don’t tell me you need me I know that you’re lying

baby don’t hold me I’m dying inside
I’m wasting away I will ruin your life
I’m desperate for change, I’m so tired of life
crying for help holding on to my knife

crying for help holding on to my knife
not a single tear shed if I’m taking my life

I still let the pain sink
I hold my breath
I throw it all away
I still cry for help
When you’re not around
And I’m falling down
when I’m falling down

the pain keeps coming back

I still remember the things that you said
when you told me you love me I knew that you’re lying
wasting my life getting high all the time
don’t tell me you need me I know that you’re lying

baby don’t hold me I’m dying inside
I’m wasting away I will ruin your life
I’m desperate for change, I’m so tired of life
crying for help holding on to my knife

I gave you my trust and you tore it to pieces
you left me alone when I was the weakest
too many times I’ve wanted to end it
the pain is intense and I know that it’s endless

crying for help holding on to my knife feat kianna prod. pinomin

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUEtORp9PiEebqS0F2zrp-w

Lyrics:
you can’t find me cuz I’m hiding in my paradise
hiding in my paradise
psychedelic paradise

I am not real everything is fake
I been searching 
searching for the evidence
I am surfing
surfing through the universe
I am changing
changing my reality

ever changing state of mind
I’m microdosing sanity
maybe I am far behind maybe I’m too fast for you maybe I’m too fast for you
do this when I feel like it, feel like it, feel like it
do this cuz I feel like it, feel like it, feel like it

psychedelic paradise prod. jxey

check out poena:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZu3zdnPOE94gmoMDvZzo9w

Lyrics:
damn, yeah got no money in my wallet, Imma fuck up baby I be acting outta pocket 

oh, shit,

broke boy lifestyle, kick it with the gang whole clique shining like the nightsky, living life in the night like a vampire

hunnid grams in my blunt boutta blast off, zoom zoom I be goin too fast, you can try to catch up but you come in last what shame bro

double up, ah shit, uhm

double up my pockets till I blast off like rocket,
blow the speakers out the socket when it’s nightskyclique, better turn it up we gon make you bounce yeah

out of pocket  (prod Poena)

check out the producer of this track:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCdchtolAS5xabnO4K8topw

Lyrics:
fuck the mainstream yeah I don’t wanna ride that
wanna be unique yeah I can’t even hide that
always on my grind yeah I be living like that
found myself a queen yeah I don’t need a sidechick

damn

I be on my lost boy shit
always gotta be urself
don’t sell urself short don’t drag urself down
let em say what they want cuz they really don’t know shit bout you really don’t know shit bout you bout you
bout you bout you bout you

do it all myself I don’t really need assistance
I do not comply save the world fuck the system
live your life in the way you want yeah
choose your path and chase your dreams yeah

all you need is passion and a little persistence
fuck it if they hate they don’t share your vision
life is not what seems like nah
life is not what they teach you 

imma leave the past behind me
won’t let my mistakes define me
getting in my way don’t try me 
I’ll keep moving

fuck the mainstream yeah I don’t wanna ride that
wanna be unique yeah I can’t even hide that
always on my grind yeah I be living like that
found myself a queen yeah I don’t need a sidechick

damn

never on no fuckshit 
kick it with my gang till we dust in the ground
talkin ride or die bitch

uck the mainstream yeah I don’t wanna ride that
wanna be unique yeah I can’t even hide that
always on my grind yeah I be living like that
found myself a queen yeah I don’t need a sidechick

like that (Prod by rouxch)

check out tsuji boy:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeKuF_rYjSmjTSHZH73oZ2Q

Lyrics:
fuck it imma pull up in a super fast ferrari
rollin rollin round super hot jus like wasabi

feelin extra  rare
makin wishes with jirachi
ballin with the gang
you may call it katamari
 
you can’t tell me what to do, I’m doin what I want
makin music when I want to move in silence then I haunt u

I keep doin me
till the people start to see
that I’m riding on a wave others couldn’t fuckin reach

super fast ferrari (prod tsuji x forty)

had this sitting in my projects for over a year cuz I forgot about it, yeah

check out my bro wafes, he made the beat:
https://soundcloud.com/wafeswafes

Lyrics:
I been feelin too low too low too low
gotta catch a flight
gotta get out of my mind yeah 
maybe I should I take a step back 
(step back)

take a look at what I have
take a look at who I am
tell the mirror I have come so far
(so far)
take the needles out my heart 
pick me up and carry on
tell the mirror I have come so far
so far
take the needles out my heart 
pick me up and carry on

try so hard to teach myself how to walk
I’m so tired I don’t know if I can do this anymore
living through the shit
through the shit I’m talkin bout
life's so hard when you don’t know how to walk

too low prod. wafes

show some love to pinomin:
https://soundcloud.com/pinomin
https://twitter.com/thepinomin

check out the producer of this beat:
https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997
https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

Lyrics:
[unhappyisdead]
tired of the same shit
each day feels like the last
I don’t know how to save me
everyone is watching as I fall apart

dissociating
contemplating
suicide
I killed myself a long time ago

and I don’t recognize myself in the mirror
a stranger to my own fucking world
I spectate my life
see the years racing by
counting down all the days till I die

I’m not the one living this life
I’m not the one living my life
I’m not the one I’m not the one I’m not the one 
I killed myself a long time ago

[pinomin]
i wish to sever these ties
i wont be the same again
my heart died when you went away
in debt to your priceless advice

and heaven seems so far away
im packing my bags for the road
im leaving this place on my own
if i die i know where im going

n feel it break somehow
n im feeling colder now
im being torn apart
im never sober now

killed myself a long time ago feat pinomin prod. CapsCtrl

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/c/Discent

lyrics:
I look in the mirror and I don’t recognize the person I see
ghostly figures in my vision I know they're comin for me

tryna disappear, please don’t bother looking for me
everyday is a challenge I can barely stand on my feet

hunt me down hunt me down hunt me down yeah
tear me down tear me down just tear me down yeah
let me drown let me drown let me drown yeah
just don’t say you gave a fuck bout me when I’m gone yeah

hunt me down prod discent

made this song for fun

check out xnull, the producer of the beat:
https://www.youtube.com/@prodXnull

Lyrics:
I don't want no medication yeah I’d rather be insane
pump me full of drugs take the creases out my brain

everythings blurry I’m unsure of what I see yeah
never feel alone cuz the shadows talk to me

smoking cryptid gas gettin high with mothman
benadryl for breakfast, I don’t want ur fucking bran

moving aimlessly cuz Ion have a plan yeah 
I’m just doin me, doin whatever I can

gimme

drugs x 2235623

only feel myself if I don’t feel myself at all
when I’m high I’ll fall cuz sober I feel small
swear I’m not an addict I just do this shit for fun
I can stop whenI want and everything I want is

drugs x 1355
barf x 1

benadryl for breakfast (prod. xnull)

show some love to @noxisdrunk:

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@madnox_weirdposse
soundcloud: @noxisdrunk
twitter: https://twitter.com/brauchecuddles
instagram:https://www.instagram.com/we1rdspirit0mb/

check out the producer of this song:
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@bughvvl
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bughvvl/

Lyrics:
[unhappyisdead]
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF 
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

PAINT THE TOWN RED
NO REST
NO CHANCE TO GET A GRIP
GROWN SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT

6 FEET DOWN WITH THE BLADE TUCKED CLOSE
THROAT SLIT
BLOODSTAINS ON MY CLOTHES

I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

AND I MIGHT DISAPPEAR DON'T MIND ME WHEN I

GO MISSING FOR A WEEK
YEAH YOU KNOW HOW IT ENDS
YEAH YOU KNOW THAT IMMA

[nox]
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel my self at all

alone in my room you know i’m smoking dope
but not to get high i just do it to cope
the thoughts in my head tell me to grab a rope
silent hill my is last shimmer of hope

i‘m out of air like i‘m under the sea
i‘m out of this shit bitch i‘m gonna flee
with a pumpgun barrel to my head
watch the sun set smoking up my set
hotbox with some cigarettes

yeah i smoke up in every season
and i won‘t quit cause i don‘t have a reason
shoutouts to the gang and to all of my demons
i‘m a zombie not a sentient being

[unhappyisdead]
AND THEY DONT WANNA SEE ME
BREAKING ME DOWN
THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT FEELINGS

PUSHING YOU BACK
DON'T SAY THAT YOU CARED 
WHEN I HANG FROM THE CEILING

[Outro]
SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
MY STORY ENDS IN TRAGEDY
THE THOUGHT OF YOU IS KILLING ME
CANT FIND THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT FOR ME
I GAVE YOU ALL THATS LEFT OF ME
PLEASE SPARE ME WITH YOU SYMPATHY

I NEED TO LET GO OF EVERYTHING THAT KEPT ME HOLDING ON

ITS NO SECRET 
THIS LIFE DONT MEAN SHIT TO ME
IT’S NO SECRET
I MIGHT THROW IT ALL AWAY
ITS NO SECRET
I BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME SHIT YEAH
ITS NO SECRET
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

I DONT FEEL MYSELF AT ALL  feat madnox (Prod Bughvvl)

check out bughvvl, the producer of the beat I used:
https://www.youtube.com/@bughvvl

Lyrics:
I'm falling apart
yeah everyday feelin the same

can’t seem to find peace
no matter where I try to look

the pressure keeps rising
don’t know if it’s me or the kush

maybe I’ll get help
maybe I’m going to hell

all things feel the same
and I’m growing so tired
growing so tired of it

all things feel the same (prod. bughvvl)

check out the producer of the beat:
https://www.youtube.com/@vhxxl

Lyrics:
Fuckin with me you cuz you don't know any better

my vision is blurred out by anger
depressed and addicted like everyone else
last time I felt hope was when I was on pills

fuck

my life is a mess cant hide where I’ll end up
you fuck with me cuz what I’m sayin is real
fuckin with me cuz I know how you feel
need a fat blunt for all these wounds that I heal

fuck with me
lie with me
cry with me
die with me

killin myself b4 I fuck with these hoes
willing to die for the path that I chose

pretend they don’t know me till the money is flowing
they wanna be homies
aha

tying the noose b4 fuck with the fake shit
authentic as can be don’t care don’t fuck with it

fiending for feelings the drugs can’t replace
what living has felt like when I was alive

DONT KNOW ANY BETTER (prod by ⱯRMØR)

Check out nox:

https://soundcloud.com/noxisdrunk
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/artist/2ThCSkSIIXUqgYzfQdDSLJ?si=yAuqHa51Tka5dyrE6iV9bg

show some love to COFFINS for making the beat:
https://soundcloud.com/coffinsfuneral

CUTTHROAT feat madnox prod COFFINS

remaster of the original track I posted a couple years ago

rip 2 myself (prod. BUGHVVL)

show some love to d3lusion:
https://soundcloud.com/d3luxion

give the producer of the beat some respect:
https://www.youtube.com/@vhxxl

check out the artist behind the cover art:
https://x.com/hurtjutsu
@hurt

mr nice guy feat d3lusion (prod by. VHXXL)

backstage clubbin, you can find me where the drugs are
stoned out my  mind, now I’m feeling like a rockstar,
cute girl over, yeah she’s movin like a pornstar,
says she wanna be with me but I gotta move on

no more love I gotta get my head straight,
stuck in the past but I’m living in the future,
constantly cryin got me feelin like a looser,
nowhere to go and nothing to loose

I keep grindin, till the day you see me ridin,
don’t give a fuck bout you unless I think we’re vibin,
way too insecure about myself now I’m hidin,
stay the same or change myself, I’m the one deciding

backstage clubbin, you can find me where the drugs are,
stoned out my  mind, now I’m feeling like a rockstar,
cute girl over, yeah she’s movin like a pornstar,
says she wanna be with me but I gotta move on

leave me alone if you’re not tryna make me happy,
stay out my life if you’Re just lookin for some fame yeah,
fake friends annoy me you better be a real one,
it’s up to me if I let you in my life let me tell you

backstage clubbin (prod. smokerose)

6 feet down, life in the underground
tear my life to pieces light em up and watch the ashes fly
baby I’ve seen angels die, baby I’ve made angels cry
tear my life to pieces light em up  and watch the ashes fly

I chose my own my fate yeah I walk my own way
our planet is dying and so is my faith
you’re nothing but dirt why you up in my face
I’ve been through some shit you could never relate
you tryna be friends but now it’s too late
you could never understand the pain that I felt
so stuck and lost in my head,
yeah I’m tryna get rich but I’m better off dead

got nothing to lose so i’m tryna get rich
take care of your bitch, she’s into my shit
won’t get off my dick, she knows I ain’t fake
take my name out your mouth you’re not part of my clique
still chasin my dream, till my body decays and my soul fades away, got no reason to stay you got nothing to say
so i’m running away and I’m chasin my goal so get out of my way

tryna get rich but I'm better off dead (prod. pinomin)

fuck life baby I’m about to loose my mind
feel like it’s my last night night hope it’s not my last night nightskyclique find me hidden in the bluntsmoke
way too high got me thinking bout my life goal

big dreams baby I got big dreams with me
ask me if I’ll make it imma tell you imma make it
yeah I came from nothing and I still ain’t nothing
make my words come true till then I just want to be

left all alone, I just wanted to be left all alone
in my room gotta  cope on my own
tears dropping gonna die all alone let me die on my own

[brockboy]
hi girl gonna suck me dry then say bye girl 
sike girl gotta catcha flight i'll get high girl
shine you know i gotta shine like a light girl
grind girl yeah im on my grind i'll eat fine girl
rain can see straight through the shade 
imma take another shape
voices all up in my face
wish that it would go away

die on my own feat brockboy (prod discent)

chasing dreams, smoking gas I’m livin like a rockstar
making big moves got me feeling like I’m up now
nsc with me I can never feel alone now
chasing dreams, smoking gas I’m livin like a rockstar

baby you don’t know what’s best for me
I can never go back it’s my destiny
just gimme some time and Imma set you free
Imma show you everything that you wanna see

people keep on talkin people keep on doubting
I don’t give a fuck I just gotta keep on walking
people keep on talkin people keep on doubting
I don’t give a fuck I just gotta keep on walking

chasing dreams, smoking gas I’m livin like a rockstar
making big moves got me feeling like I’m up now
nsc with me I can never feel alone now
chasing dreams, smoking gas I’m livin like a rockstar

Imma prove my worth, Imma grind till I made it
need an iced out smile to show the world that I made it
make em choke on their words, live so good that they hatin
cuz you know I won’t let go of the dreams that I’m chasin

shoutout to curtains :)

chasin dreams smokin gas (prod curtains x iof)

shooting stars collide when you look me in the eyes girl
it happens everytime yeah your presence get’s me high

I’m addicted to your vibe like the drugs I need you in my life
slowly glowing up like my blunt in the nightsky

[brock]
yeah your kiss got me really fucking faded
chasing dreams, getting high you know I'm wasted
blurry vision can't remember your faces
rockstar lifestyle we never changing

I’m falling down into endless depths
I can’t save myself waiting for my death
down so weak tryna catch my breath
I can see the light yeah I know I’m blessed

I know how you feel I know all about your pain
I can see it in your eyes, I know why they lost their shine 
forced smile on your lips, feelings breaking down
emotions come in close, you don’t wanna be around

baby let me heal you, I wanna make your eyes glow,

baby let me save you, I’m tryna fix your broken heart

shooting stars collide feat brockboy (prod HXRXKILLER x vaegud)

Check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXvWcA9-5e-hkgOzxL4_IuA

leave me alone bitch you know that I can’t fuck with you
leave me alone bitch you know that I can’t fuck with you 

leave me alone, Imma smoke you like a blunt
no mercy if you cross me hatred running through my veins
cuz you fake like the rest I can see it in your faces
livin lies, no respect, bitch you actin like a toddler

leave me alone bitch you know that I can’t fuck with you
leave me alone bitch you know that I can’t fuck with you

kill me motherfucker can’t you see that I’m just waitin for it
feed me with your threats boy I know that you just full of shit
big mouth big words but nothing else is backin it
keep living in your fairytale petty lil bitch 

you can say what you want but I’m never gonna fear you
barkin like a dog  Imma put u on a leash boy
I know you a poser, you a book I can read you

I can't fuck with you (prod LUWR)

this song is part of my ep "almost killed myself in the same room I grew up in", this is a project that has a lot of emotional value to me since all of the songs are about major parts of my life and feelings, those songs are meant to be seen as a window to my emotions and feelings, as a way to relate to me. Thank you for listening. Update: I won't release the ep until a lot later or never, most of the songs have been more of a coping mechanism for me than they should've been and I don't feel comfortable releasing these songs atm

Lyrics:
last nail in the coffin, put my body to rest
I still wish you the best but your words left me broken
they scared me for life, when I looked in your eyes
I knew they would end me, made me wish I was dead

almost died in my room, can’t get out my head
nothing feels real
yeah the scars they may heal but the memories stay
I forgot how to love
my heart is so empty
my world is so grey

I gotta let go, I need to let go
I can’t keep on going like this anymore
holding on to the past, you’re stuck in my head
I just wish you would leave me alone in my dreams
still looking for peace I don’t know where to find it
I die every day but I really don’t mind it
I don’t even know if I’m alive anymore
this life feels so fake, I think lost my mind

last nail in the coffin (prod pinomin)

check out the producer of this beat:
youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl/featured
soundcloud:
https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

surrounded by friends but I feel so left out
cuz I’m always in my head, lotta shit I’m thinking bout
got me so messed up, wish I didn’t have to feel like this
but I’m used to it, yeah I’m used to it

surrounded by friends but I feel so left out
cuz I’m always in my head, lotta shit I’m thinking bout
got me so messed up, wish I didn’t have to feel like this
but I’m used to it, yeah I’m used to it

I’m a young dumb boy making songs about his pain
steady reachin for the stars tryna be a rockstar
but you’ve seen that before
yeah you’ve seen that before

hate can’t face me cuz I hate me the most
overthinking every move, but this dream is all I have
so I’m holding on to it
I’m holding on to it

used to it (prod. CapsCtrl)

check out wafes:
https://soundcloud.com/wafesm8
https://twitter.com/wafesmusic

Lyrics:
fuckin with me cuz you like the way I glow
always on my grind it’s just the way I roll
shawty vibin yeah she like the way I flow
theres nobody that can stop me
I need all the cameras on me yeah

leave
me alone
if you ain’t fuckin my gang
I don’t want you around

see me baked as fuck
red eyes black dragon
spread my wings now I’m flyin away

mushroom kingdom
I be trippin with my clique yeah
send me to farplanes
don’t care if I’m dying today

all night I been feelin fuckin alright
call me yung godzilla
shootin lazers from eyes

I been 
kinda geeked up
but it’s alright
I been vibin like I’ll never have to worry again

yung godzilla (prod. wafes)

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxFiJWixhdVMDn2TtN0L8rQ

Lyrics:
look at me baby I wanna see the stars in your eyes
it’s those drugged out nights that got me feelin alive

playin games with my life
I’m playin games with my life
don’t care about shit I’m just tryna get high

you don’t gotta tell me I got problems cuz baby I know
I’ve been so fucked up
I have lost all hope

I know the drugs won’t help
but they keep me alive
dead inside like the rest
so I gotta stay high 

no money, no talent but I’m chasing my dream
keep walking my way I stay true to my team
nightskyclique always by my side bitch
gonna shine like stars in the night bitch

no ice on me I got no eyes on me
I’m a broke ass boy but I know what I want
and I know imma get it, imma work till I have it
cuz I know no limits, yeah I know no limits 

you don’t wanna spend your time with me
I’m a lost cause baby there's no hope for me
I been loosin my mind
sold my soul for the grind
imma drown when nobodys around

baby I know (prod. smokerose)

check out CapsCtrl:
https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo2VAt6iCrkCA1kREwwfhyg

Lyrics:
crucify me with a nail through my chest
yeah this world is too broken, humanitys rotten
we’re killing our planet just tryna make profit
these bitches want power and money supplies it

so sick of these games they be playing
no passion no love only lies and opression
yeah where is the honesty
swear they all wannabes

and you wonder why I stay alone

I’m not afraid to die
life is what I’m afraid of cuz nothing is certain but death is a promise
I’m not afraid to die
I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid

crucify me with a nail through my chest
yeah this world is too broken, humanitys rotten
we’re killing our planet just tryna make profit
these bitches want power and money supplies it

hell is on earth, you reap what you sow
we built it all up to burn it back down
fueled by the hatred we have for each other
stop tryna be better than everyone else

open your eyes you got nothing to prove
when you die it’s all gone
your money your power
you’re ruining lives, only care bout yourself
take a look in the mirror and face the demon you are

I’m not afraid to die
life is what I’m afraid of cuz nothing is certain but death is a promise
I’m not afraid to die
I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid

I'm not afraid (prod. CapsCtrl)

please check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/c/kuroime/videos

Lyrics:
baby

break me

treat me like you never wanna see me again

hold me

closer

tell me that I’m going to hell

baby I’ll be going to hell for you but I’m never coming back, I’ll be right there waiting for you

please don’t tell me

that you want me

I know when you lie and I can see right through

I been waiting for your love and I would do it again
but you kept me waiting over and over god damn

please don’t tell me

that you want me

I know when you lie and I can see right through

tell me I changed but I’m still the same
goin through the same shit as I did before

fast life, die young
I ain’t tryna last long

love me 

while I’m still right here

tear me down into little pieces
and throw em in the wind so I’m finally free

I gave you my heart cuz you said you wouldn’t break it

fuck my life yeah you made me wanna take it

baby I’ll be going to hell for you but I’m never coming back, I’ll be right there waiting for you

please don’t tell me

that you want me

I know when you lie and I can see right through

babygirl I been
tryna get you out of my head
but you’re stuck inside

and I remember

 everything that you said, like your favorite song playing on repeat

going to hell (prod kuroime)

please check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo2VAt6iCrkCA1kREwwfhyg

Intro [Unhappy]
lately I been feeling like my life is outta line
I could fix it if I try
but I don’t know if it’s worth it
tell me that it’s worth it
cuz I’m feeling like a burden
I just wanna see you smile
but you know I wanna die

I been

so lost

I can’t find my way out of here

hold my hand
and tell me that I’ll make it if I try hard enough yeah

Hook [Unhappy]
sitting in my room making songs you can cry to
feeling all alone yeah I know you feel the pain too
noone is around when you’re hurting the most
yeah they treat you like a ghost and that shit got me fucked up

spending all night in my head yeah I’m locked up
trying my best to keep a smile on my sad face
wipin my tears before I walk out the room
I don’t want em askin what is up hey how you doin

Verse [Mefumetto]
How should I not feel so empty when nobody gets me again?
And I wanna feel all the sunshines but the clouds are not letting it in
And I could just die in your arms and you could just take out my heart

Take out my heart so I feel like I am dead
I got so tired of laying in bed

Outro [Mefumetto]
This might be my end tonight
I have to give up this fight
I just prefer to stay quiet
I don’t know wanna live this life

out of line feat Mefumetto (prod. CapsCtrl)

feelin like a wizard off them shroomies mixed a potion
+5 luck on my armor I’m enchanted
route 104 and I kick it with my mudkip
level up my team, goin wild in the moshpit

fuck your rules yeah Imma do it my way
doin what I want like I’m using action replay
I’m chasing all these gems spittin fire call me spyro
smokin all this gas till my stats way too high yeah

shiny charizard I fly away from the fuckshit
all black fit like my cat  boy we dressed up
making moves but no sound
like I’m snake
still unfound
found my home underground
yeah shoutout to the shadowrealm [love ya'll <3]

I keep an open mind for all the things I never see
I be smokin big doinks with my boys we livin free
keep the vibes pristine
gem mint 10 my whole team
fuck the drama keep it clean
nsc we boutta gleam aye

and how are you gonna tell me that my life is going nowhere
yeah you know that I’m forever dreaming
aiming for the stars, stay away with your bullshit
I don’t need no money cuz  I’m flexin all my friends
keep the target in my scope and my goals inside my head
got way too many thoughts, layin wide awake in bed
stayin up all night on the switch playin smash

shadowrealm soldier (prod stea)

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo2VAt6iCrkCA1kREwwfhyg

show some love to mefumetto:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUV1OG6xr_5bygG4Eno-pfA
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5S7NWg67tS7VvP2d4ctiPF?si=tuJ9kTtlR3igTrwAsFZCBg&nd=1
https://soundcloud.com/mefumetto

Lyrics:
wake up so tired I can’t rest in peace 
cuz my heads tryna kill me
I’m feelin so weak
overwhelmed with myself will I ever succeed
will I break out my prison before I concede

pressure keeps rising till I cannot breathe
I don’t know if I’m dreaming but this is a nightmare need someone to save me but I don’t want help yeah I build myself up just to break down again
and again

just to break down again x4

[mefumetto]
And I just break down in so many pieces
Pick up my heart, drop it just down - that's how I am feeling
And I'm just falling into hell
I'm falling right into his hands
I'm calling for someone to help
But nobody is hearing again

[unhappy]
don’t know what is real I don’t know what is fake
I look in the mirror and see the person I hate
I know I need change but it might be too late, broken shards of my life open wounds I had closed

falling again but I won’t hit the ground
I’m stuck in a maze can’t find my way out
always looking for guidance 
I’m feeling so lost
I’m still losing my mind yeah I’m losing myself

unhappyisdead

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