re-mixed version
check out kianna:
https://soundcloud.com/kiianna
check out pinomin:
https://soundcloud.com/pinomin

Lyrics:
I still remember the things that you said
when you told me you love me I knew that you’re lying
wasting my life getting high all the time
don’t tell me you need me I know that you’re lying

baby don’t hold me I’m dying inside
I’m wasting away I will ruin your life
I’m desperate for change, I’m so tired of life
crying for help holding on to my knife

crying for help holding on to my knife
not a single tear shed if I’m taking my life

I still let the pain sink
I hold my breath
I throw it all away
I still cry for help
When you’re not around
And I’m falling down
when I’m falling down

the pain keeps coming back

I still remember the things that you said
when you told me you love me I knew that you’re lying
wasting my life getting high all the time
don’t tell me you need me I know that you’re lying

baby don’t hold me I’m dying inside
I’m wasting away I will ruin your life
I’m desperate for change, I’m so tired of life
crying for help holding on to my knife

I gave you my trust and you tore it to pieces
you left me alone when I was the weakest
too many times I’ve wanted to end it
the pain is intense and I know that it’s endless

crying for help holding on to my knife feat kianna prod. pinomin

check out the producer of this track:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCdchtolAS5xabnO4K8topw

Lyrics:
fuck the mainstream yeah I don’t wanna ride that
wanna be unique yeah I can’t even hide that
always on my grind yeah I be living like that
found myself a queen yeah I don’t need a sidechick

damn

I be on my lost boy shit
always gotta be urself
don’t sell urself short don’t drag urself down
let em say what they want cuz they really don’t know shit bout you really don’t know shit bout you bout you
bout you bout you bout you

do it all myself I don’t really need assistance
I do not comply save the world fuck the system
live your life in the way you want yeah
choose your path and chase your dreams yeah

all you need is passion and a little persistence
fuck it if they hate they don’t share your vision
life is not what seems like nah
life is not what they teach you 

imma leave the past behind me
won’t let my mistakes define me
getting in my way don’t try me 
I’ll keep moving

fuck the mainstream yeah I don’t wanna ride that
wanna be unique yeah I can’t even hide that
always on my grind yeah I be living like that
found myself a queen yeah I don’t need a sidechick

damn

never on no fuckshit 
kick it with my gang till we dust in the ground
talkin ride or die bitch

uck the mainstream yeah I don’t wanna ride that
wanna be unique yeah I can’t even hide that
always on my grind yeah I be living like that
found myself a queen yeah I don’t need a sidechick

like that (Prod by rouxch)

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/c/bughvvl

Lyrics:

crossfaded solely for the peace of silence
paranoia lurking now I think I’m hearin sirens

running running running through a maze of my emotions
clipping out my conscious now I’m feeling like I’m floating 

please don’t perceive me I like to be lonely
so stay out my way bruh I know you don’t know me
don’t call me your homie, whats up to the phonies,
refuse to be fake all that shit so below me

pressure pack on me you know I stay faded,
depression stay lurking, don’t ask about life yeah I’ll tell you I hate it
all contacted evaded
if you come too close then I’ll push you away

rip to myself

tortured by the thought that all my time is wasted
had to kill myself I didn’t like what I created
  
I don’t wanna take my life just like to contemplate it
theres no way to stop me you just really gotta face it

rip 2 myself prod. bughvvl

had this sitting in my projects for over a year cuz I forgot about it, yeah

check out my bro wafes, he made the beat:
https://soundcloud.com/wafeswafes

Lyrics:
I been feelin too low too low too low
gotta catch a flight
gotta get out of my mind yeah 
maybe I should I take a step back 
(step back)

take a look at what I have
take a look at who I am
tell the mirror I have come so far
(so far)
take the needles out my heart 
pick me up and carry on
tell the mirror I have come so far
so far
take the needles out my heart 
pick me up and carry on

try so hard to teach myself how to walk
I’m so tired I don’t know if I can do this anymore
living through the shit
through the shit I’m talkin bout
life's so hard when you don’t know how to walk

too low prod. wafes

show some love to pinomin:
https://soundcloud.com/pinomin
https://twitter.com/thepinomin

check out the producer of this beat:
https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997
https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

Lyrics:
[unhappyisdead]
tired of the same shit
each day feels like the last
I don’t know how to save me
everyone is watching as I fall apart

dissociating
contemplating
suicide
I killed myself a long time ago

and I don’t recognize myself in the mirror
a stranger to my own fucking world
I spectate my life
see the years racing by
counting down all the days till I die

I’m not the one living this life
I’m not the one living my life
I’m not the one I’m not the one I’m not the one 
I killed myself a long time ago

[pinomin]
i wish to sever these ties
i wont be the same again
my heart died when you went away
in debt to your priceless advice

and heaven seems so far away
im packing my bags for the road
im leaving this place on my own
if i die i know where im going

n feel it break somehow
n im feeling colder now
im being torn apart
im never sober now

killed myself a long time ago feat pinomin prod. CapsCtrl

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/c/Discent

lyrics:
I look in the mirror and I don’t recognize the person I see
ghostly figures in my vision I know they're comin for me

tryna disappear, please don’t bother looking for me
everyday is a challenge I can barely stand on my feet

hunt me down hunt me down hunt me down yeah
tear me down tear me down just tear me down yeah
let me drown let me drown let me drown yeah
just don’t say you gave a fuck bout me when I’m gone yeah

hunt me down prod discent

made this song for fun

check out xnull, the producer of the beat:
https://www.youtube.com/@prodXnull

Lyrics:
I don't want no medication yeah I’d rather be insane
pump me full of drugs take the creases out my brain

everythings blurry I’m unsure of what I see yeah
never feel alone cuz the shadows talk to me

smoking cryptid gas gettin high with mothman
benadryl for breakfast, I don’t want ur fucking bran

moving aimlessly cuz Ion have a plan yeah 
I’m just doin me, doin whatever I can

gimme

drugs x 2235623

only feel myself if I don’t feel myself at all
when I’m high I’ll fall cuz sober I feel small
swear I’m not an addict I just do this shit for fun
I can stop whenI want and everything I want is

drugs x 1355
barf x 1

benadryl for breakfast (prod. xnull)

show some love to @noxisdrunk:

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@madnox_weirdposse
soundcloud: @noxisdrunk
twitter: https://twitter.com/brauchecuddles
instagram:https://www.instagram.com/we1rdspirit0mb/

check out the producer of this song:
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@bughvvl
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bughvvl/

Lyrics:
[unhappyisdead]
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF 
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

PAINT THE TOWN RED
NO REST
NO CHANCE TO GET A GRIP
GROWN SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT

6 FEET DOWN WITH THE BLADE TUCKED CLOSE
THROAT SLIT
BLOODSTAINS ON MY CLOTHES

I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

AND I MIGHT DISAPPEAR DON'T MIND ME WHEN I

GO MISSING FOR A WEEK
YEAH YOU KNOW HOW IT ENDS
YEAH YOU KNOW THAT IMMA

[nox]
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel my self at all

alone in my room you know i’m smoking dope
but not to get high i just do it to cope
the thoughts in my head tell me to grab a rope
silent hill my is last shimmer of hope

i‘m out of air like i‘m under the sea
i‘m out of this shit bitch i‘m gonna flee
with a pumpgun barrel to my head
watch the sun set smoking up my set
hotbox with some cigarettes

yeah i smoke up in every season
and i won‘t quit cause i don‘t have a reason
shoutouts to the gang and to all of my demons
i‘m a zombie not a sentient being

[unhappyisdead]
AND THEY DONT WANNA SEE ME
BREAKING ME DOWN
THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT FEELINGS

PUSHING YOU BACK
DON'T SAY THAT YOU CARED 
WHEN I HANG FROM THE CEILING

[Outro]
SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
MY STORY ENDS IN TRAGEDY
THE THOUGHT OF YOU IS KILLING ME
CANT FIND THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT FOR ME
I GAVE YOU ALL THATS LEFT OF ME
PLEASE SPARE ME WITH YOU SYMPATHY

I NEED TO LET GO OF EVERYTHING THAT KEPT ME HOLDING ON

ITS NO SECRET 
THIS LIFE DONT MEAN SHIT TO ME
IT’S NO SECRET
I MIGHT THROW IT ALL AWAY
ITS NO SECRET
I BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME SHIT YEAH
ITS NO SECRET
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

I DONT FEEL MYSELF AT ALL  feat madnox (Prod Bughvvl)

check out bughvvl, the producer of the beat I used:
https://www.youtube.com/@bughvvl

Lyrics:
I'm falling apart
yeah everyday feelin the same

can’t seem to find peace
no matter where I try to look

the pressure keeps rising
don’t know if it’s me or the kush

maybe I’ll get help
maybe I’m going to hell

all things feel the same
and I’m growing so tired
growing so tired of it

all things feel the same (prod. bughvvl)

check out the producer of the beat:
https://www.youtube.com/@vhxxl

Lyrics:
Fuckin with me you cuz you don't know any better

my vision is blurred out by anger
depressed and addicted like everyone else
last time I felt hope was when I was on pills

fuck

my life is a mess cant hide where I’ll end up
you fuck with me cuz what I’m sayin is real
fuckin with me cuz I know how you feel
need a fat blunt for all these wounds that I heal

fuck with me
lie with me
cry with me
die with me

killin myself b4 I fuck with these hoes
willing to die for the path that I chose

pretend they don’t know me till the money is flowing
they wanna be homies
aha

tying the noose b4 fuck with the fake shit
authentic as can be don’t care don’t fuck with it

fiending for feelings the drugs can’t replace
what living has felt like when I was alive

DONT KNOW ANY BETTER (prod by ⱯRMØR)

Check out nox:

https://soundcloud.com/noxisdrunk
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/artist/2ThCSkSIIXUqgYzfQdDSLJ?si=yAuqHa51Tka5dyrE6iV9bg

show some love to COFFINS for making the beat:
https://soundcloud.com/coffinsfuneral

CUTTHROAT feat madnox prod COFFINS

backstage clubbin, you can find me where the drugs are
stoned out my  mind, now I’m feeling like a rockstar,
cute girl over, yeah she’s movin like a pornstar,
says she wanna be with me but I gotta move on

no more love I gotta get my head straight,
stuck in the past but I’m living in the future,
constantly cryin got me feelin like a looser,
nowhere to go and nothing to loose

I keep grindin, till the day you see me ridin,
don’t give a fuck bout you unless I think we’re vibin,
way too insecure about myself now I’m hidin,
stay the same or change myself, I’m the one deciding

backstage clubbin, you can find me where the drugs are,
stoned out my  mind, now I’m feeling like a rockstar,
cute girl over, yeah she’s movin like a pornstar,
says she wanna be with me but I gotta move on

leave me alone if you’re not tryna make me happy,
stay out my life if you’Re just lookin for some fame yeah,
fake friends annoy me you better be a real one,
it’s up to me if I let you in my life let me tell you

backstage clubbin (prod. smokerose)

things will never be the same feat. 24chandeliers (prod. HXRXKILLER)

dreams of suicide (prod. vaegud & HXRXKILLER) bad mix

stayin the same feat 24chandeliers (prod Vaegud X Sketchmyname)

could spend all day screamin into the mic
how I hate my life and I'm ready to die
and baby let me tell you that I mean what I say
because I just can't put these feelings aside
yeah I feel like shit but I grind everyday
won't die like this, I got places to be
yeah I chase my dream till the end of my life
and I couldn’t care less if you’re in on the ride

iced out dreams every day of the week
I just can’t fuck with no one cuz my mental is weak
finna die alone, not a soul around
when I close my eyes for the final time
goodbye to anyone I ever knew
goodbye to all the people that kept me alive all the time,

I owe you my life

iced out dreams (prod Hxrxkiller)

I’ll be over you, I’ll be over you
just a couple more lines and I’ll be over you

I’ll be gone I’ll be gone I’ll be over you
couldn’t live my life in the way that you do

I don’t really care bout shit cause I hate my life
build me up break me down, I won’t change my mind
can’t go back in time and change my life
so I’m stuck in my ways till the end of time

I’ll be over you, I’ll be over you
just a couple more lines and I’ll be over you

pain pills in my pocket let em waste my mind, throw my life away I don’t take my time, sick and tired of this shit so I stay on my grind

over you (prod Sketchmyname & Vaegud)

6 feet down, life in the underground
tear my life to pieces light em up and watch the ashes fly
baby I’ve seen angels die, baby I’ve made angels cry
tear my life to pieces light em up  and watch the ashes fly

I chose my own my fate yeah I walk my own way
our planet is dying and so is my faith
you’re nothing but dirt why you up in my face
I’ve been through some shit you could never relate
you tryna be friends but now it’s too late
you could never understand the pain that I felt
so stuck and lost in my head,
yeah I’m tryna get rich but I’m better off dead

got nothing to lose so i’m tryna get rich
take care of your bitch, she’s into my shit
won’t get off my dick, she knows I ain’t fake
take my name out your mouth you’re not part of my clique
still chasin my dream, till my body decays and my soul fades away, got no reason to stay you got nothing to say
so i’m running away and I’m chasin my goal so get out of my way

tryna get rich but I'm better off dead (prod. pinomin)

burn me down baby I got nothing to loose
I’m a drugged up idiot with my head in the noose
see the blunt smoke lurkin, I ain’t sippin no juice
only smoke the best strains I got plenty to choose
I can see the reaper creepin comin straight for my soul
but I ain’t dyin till I reached the end of my goal
don’t care about no haters, their lack of passion is lame
keep on talking shit baby you’re just passin the blame

burn me down baby turn my body to ash
yeah you made me feel safe but your lies made me crash
scars on my body they got storys to tell
tripple six on me wastedfuture apparel

got a long backstory I’ve been going through hell
dead look in my eyes I wanna die you can tell
didn't feel alive since two thousand and twelve
so take your feelings for me and put em back on the shelf

long lost memories light em up into flames
watch the sky burn red while I’m fading away
one last kiss I don’t want you to stay
not a single look back as I’m walking away

burn me down(prod. discent)

underground, scheming, I’m that psychopath lurkin
hear the pill bottle rattle when I pull up to the party
yeah I hate the way the world around me feels when i’m sober
voices in my head tellin me my life is over

moonlight shining I can’t sleep I wanna die
running out of time, get me high I wanna fly
away from this place, I am drowning in my past
i can’t take it anymore I need the change or I won’t last

still searchin for a reason not to end my life, I’m bleeding
I can’t feel a thing, I’m ceding, find me hanging from the ceiling
hide away the pain till I feel it in my veins
till I’m blowing out my brains say goodbye to all my friends

starlight in my dead eyes, keep my knife close, eyes closed see my life glow, I’m a psycho, frown upon my past, I can’t change it anymore, need to move on fast, cry about it in my songs

psychopath (prod. discent)

fuck life baby I’m about to loose my mind
feel like it’s my last night night hope it’s not my last night nightskyclique find me hidden in the bluntsmoke
way too high got me thinking bout my life goal

big dreams baby I got big dreams with me
ask me if I’ll make it imma tell you imma make it
yeah I came from nothing and I still ain’t nothing
make my words come true till then I just want to be

left all alone, I just wanted to be left all alone
in my room gotta  cope on my own
tears dropping gonna die all alone let me die on my own

[brockboy]
hi girl gonna suck me dry then say bye girl 
sike girl gotta catcha flight i'll get high girl
shine you know i gotta shine like a light girl
grind girl yeah im on my grind i'll eat fine girl
rain can see straight through the shade 
imma take another shape
voices all up in my face
wish that it would go away

die on my own feat brockboy (prod discent)

I’m the worst yeah baby I know
I'm a nightmare but gimme one call and you know that I’ll be right there, fucked up every day and I know that you don’t like that
hands around your neck babygirl I know you like that

want a couple thousand black roses on my tombstone
maybe I will fall in love maybe I will loose hope
numb myself just to keep on going
numb myself just to keep on going

baby I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t wanna hurt your feelings
maybe you’re too blind to see it
maybe you’re too proud to notice

I ain’t got no time for feelings
I ain’t got no time for feelings
I ain’t got no time for feelings
I ain’t got no time for feelings

no time for feelings (prod blade901)

I’m lost in the hell of my everyday life
feels like whatever I do I will never suffice
baby please tell me if it’s worth to survive
I’m goin insane girl i’m loosin my mind
I’m denying all help but I know that I need it
In love with the pain, yeah I feel so defeated

I’m constantly living in spite of myself
it’s an endless abyss I will never escape
cherry red tears dripping down from my knife
keep telling myself that I wasted my life
I’m desperate for change, I’m destroying myself

my thoughts chew me up, tearing right through my flesh
so scared of the future I live in the past
memories fading, time is going too fast
I’m telling you that I’m not going to last, 

day for day I waste away
making songs about my pain and smoke the time away
suicidal thoughts are roaming through my mind
but you know that I could never leave my friends behind

so I’m stayin high just to free my mind of all the bullshit I can’t cope with would rather have my throat slit
ashes on my outfit
baby I’m a mess and you know it
moonlight on my skin as I close my eyes

Moonlight On My Skin As I Close My Eyes (prod. pinomin)

you can't save me feat. 24chandeliers(prod pinomin)

I still remember the things that you said
when you told me you love me I knew that you’re lying
wasting my life getting high all the time
don’t tell me you need me I know that you’re lying

baby don’t hold me I’m dying inside
I’m wasting away I will ruin your life
I’m desperate for change, I’m so tired of life
crying for help holding on to my knife

crying for help holding on to my knife
not a single tear shed if I’m taking my life

I still let the pain sink 
I hold my breath
I throw it all away
I still cry for help
When you’re not around
And I’m falling down
when I’m falling down

the pain keeps coming back

I still remember the things that you said
when you told me you love me I knew that you’re lying
wasting my life getting high all the time
don’t tell me you need me I know that you’re lying

baby don’t hold me I’m dying inside
I’m wasting away I will ruin your life
I’m desperate for change, I’m so tired of life
crying for help holding on to my knife

I gave you my trust and you tore it to pieces
you left me alone when I was the weakest
too many times I’ve wanted to end it
the pain is intense and I know that it’s endless

crying for help holding on to my knife feat kianna (prod pinomin)

I’m not the one to save you
I’m not the one to save your soul from this rotten world
cuz all I do is smoke yeah all I do is grind
and try to stop myself from suicide

imma leave without a trace, imma leave you left behind

I’m done saving souls, no return to the real world
livin in a dream world, imma make it out you will see girl

big dreams imma make em real girl
all I wanna do is set my tortured soul free girl

done saving souls (prod, LUWR)

shooting stars collide when you look me in the eyes girl
it happens everytime yeah your presence get’s me high

I’m addicted to your vibe like the drugs I need you in my life
slowly glowing up like my blunt in the nightsky

[brock]
yeah your kiss got me really fucking faded
chasing dreams, getting high you know I'm wasted
blurry vision can't remember your faces
rockstar lifestyle we never changing

I’m falling down into endless depths
I can’t save myself waiting for my death
down so weak tryna catch my breath
I can see the light yeah I know I’m blessed

I know how you feel I know all about your pain
I can see it in your eyes, I know why they lost their shine 
forced smile on your lips, feelings breaking down
emotions come in close, you don’t wanna be around

baby let me heal you, I wanna make your eyes glow,

baby let me save you, I’m tryna fix your broken heart

shooting stars collide feat brockboy (prod HXRXKILLER x vaegud)

dedicated to someone I once used to call a friend

check out the producer:
https://soundcloud.com/pinomin

Lyrics:
hate me
tell me that you hate me
hold me till you break me
love me till you fake it

just treat me like your bad memories

hate me
tell me that you hate me
hold me till you break me
love me till you fake it 

pay no respect to my soul make me regret all I’ve done for you

murder me, burry me
you don’t what’s going on inside of me
threaten me
treat me like we’re enemies
but keep in mind which shoulder you’ve been crying on
holding on to pieces of my broken heart
tell me what you want but don’t tell me that it’s my fault

hate me, tell me that you hate me
hold me till you break me
love me till you fake it

just treat me like your bad memories

break me (prod. pinomin)

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqK9NQtCkaRb-o2-fMYN6Q

check out Kawaii:
https://soundcloud.com/kawaiiry
https://www.instagram.com/kawaii.ry/
https://twitter.com/ry2kawaii

Lyrics:
fill me up with drugs and tell me I’ll be fine
baby kiss me in the club lights kiss me in the club lights
tonight you lookin so fine
I’ll be thinkin bout u all night
hold u in my arms till you’re alright

late nights wasted, tell me that you missed it
long walks, nightsky, talkin with u all night
your vibe got me feelin so high
got me ready to fall again do it all again

[kawaii.ry]
baby kiss me in the club lights
tell me everything’s gonna be alright
i don’t wanna fight all night 
baby go and hit my line like 
i don’t know why we gotta fight
going back and forth 
going back and forth
now my heart so cold
babe i miss your warmth
your touch
i’m sorry it had to be this way
i’m sorry i caused you all this pain
(look)
but baby kiss me in the club lights
i promise everything’s gonna be alright 
you ain’t even gotta think twice
baby just kiss me
kiss me in the club lights 
the club lights, yeah

[unhappy]
fill me up with drugs and tell me I’ll be fine
baby kiss me in the club lights kiss me in the club lights
tonight you lookin so fine
I’ll be thinkin bout u all night
hold u in my arms till you’re alright

late nights wasted, tell me that you missed it
long walks, nightsky, talkin with u all night
your vibe got me feelin so high
got me ready to fall again do it all again

girl let me take you home with me tonight

[Kawaii.ry]
you ain’t even gotta think twice
baby just kiss me
kiss me in the club lights 
the club lights, yeah

club lights feat @kawaii.ry (prod. discent)

show some love to pinomin, the producer of this beat:
https://soundcloud.com/pinomin

give kianna a follow aswell
https://soundcloud.com/kiianna


LYRICS:
hold me, don’t save me, I just need a moment of clarity

purple lights in my eyes, I don’t feel alive
looking into the sky, praying I’ll be alright
tryna get through the night
baby I’m way too high can you see that i’m dying inside

my life is a mess tryna piece it together
sky full of stars, seconds lasting forever
moments ago yeah I was doin better
now I’m back in head, getting lost in my feels

I dream way to much and I reach for the stars
I think of the future and  I live in the past
holding grudges against me, I know you can’t save me
now what does that make me now what does that make me

I don’t have a halo girl I ain’t no angel
I’m falling apart every day a bit more
all alone with my pain cuz I can’t open up
keep it all to myself and let it out in my songs

I dream way to much and I reach for the stars
I think of the future and I live in the past
holding grudges against me, I know you can’t save me
now what does that make me
now what does that make me girl

I know I’m a mess but I don’t want to hurt you
would give up myself if it meant I can heal you
my heart is in pieces
I can’t let you go yeah I still want to save you

I’m screaming for help but no one can hear me
my life ain’t the one that I’m living, please tell me it’s real
I don’t know if I’m dreaming cuz nothing feels real anymore

purple lights feat kianna (prod. pinomin)

Lyrics:
distant, I’m too far away
would you cry if I would die today
did you really love me or did you love my pain

girl you knew that I’m insane
yeah I told you that I lost my mind
now I’m breaking down
breaking down again

distant (prod capsctrl)

check out the producer of this beat:
youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl/featured
soundcloud:
https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

surrounded by friends but I feel so left out
cuz I’m always in my head, lotta shit I’m thinking bout
got me so messed up, wish I didn’t have to feel like this
but I’m used to it, yeah I’m used to it

surrounded by friends but I feel so left out
cuz I’m always in my head, lotta shit I’m thinking bout
got me so messed up, wish I didn’t have to feel like this
but I’m used to it, yeah I’m used to it

I’m a young dumb boy making songs about his pain
steady reachin for the stars tryna be a rockstar
but you’ve seen that before
yeah you’ve seen that before

hate can’t face me cuz I hate me the most
overthinking every move, but this dream is all I have
so I’m holding on to it
I’m holding on to it

used to it (prod. CapsCtrl)

check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxFiJWixhdVMDn2TtN0L8rQ

Lyrics:
look at me baby I wanna see the stars in your eyes
it’s those drugged out nights that got me feelin alive

playin games with my life
I’m playin games with my life
don’t care about shit I’m just tryna get high

you don’t gotta tell me I got problems cuz baby I know
I’ve been so fucked up
I have lost all hope

I know the drugs won’t help
but they keep me alive
dead inside like the rest
so I gotta stay high 

no money, no talent but I’m chasing my dream
keep walking my way I stay true to my team
nightskyclique always by my side bitch
gonna shine like stars in the night bitch

no ice on me I got no eyes on me
I’m a broke ass boy but I know what I want
and I know imma get it, imma work till I have it
cuz I know no limits, yeah I know no limits 

you don’t wanna spend your time with me
I’m a lost cause baby there's no hope for me
I been loosin my mind
sold my soul for the grind
imma drown when nobodys around

baby I know (prod. smokerose)

please check out the producer of this beat:
https://www.youtube.com/c/kuroime/videos

Lyrics:
baby

break me

treat me like you never wanna see me again

hold me

closer

tell me that I’m going to hell

baby I’ll be going to hell for you but I’m never coming back, I’ll be right there waiting for you

please don’t tell me

that you want me

I know when you lie and I can see right through

I been waiting for your love and I would do it again
but you kept me waiting over and over god damn

please don’t tell me

that you want me

I know when you lie and I can see right through

tell me I changed but I’m still the same
goin through the same shit as I did before

fast life, die young
I ain’t tryna last long

love me 

while I’m still right here

tear me down into little pieces
and throw em in the wind so I’m finally free

I gave you my heart cuz you said you wouldn’t break it

fuck my life yeah you made me wanna take it

baby I’ll be going to hell for you but I’m never coming back, I’ll be right there waiting for you

please don’t tell me

that you want me

I know when you lie and I can see right through

babygirl I been
tryna get you out of my head
but you’re stuck inside

and I remember

 everything that you said, like your favorite song playing on repeat

going to hell (prod kuroime)

feelin like a wizard off them shroomies mixed a potion
+5 luck on my armor I’m enchanted
route 104 and I kick it with my mudkip
level up my team, goin wild in the moshpit

fuck your rules yeah Imma do it my way
doin what I want like I’m using action replay
I’m chasing all these gems spittin fire call me spyro
smokin all this gas till my stats way too high yeah

shiny charizard I fly away from the fuckshit
all black fit like my cat  boy we dressed up
making moves but no sound
like I’m snake
still unfound
found my home underground
yeah shoutout to the shadowrealm [love ya'll <3]

I keep an open mind for all the things I never see
I be smokin big doinks with my boys we livin free
keep the vibes pristine
gem mint 10 my whole team
fuck the drama keep it clean
nsc we boutta gleam aye

and how are you gonna tell me that my life is going nowhere
yeah you know that I’m forever dreaming
aiming for the stars, stay away with your bullshit
I don’t need no money cuz  I’m flexin all my friends
keep the target in my scope and my goals inside my head
got way too many thoughts, layin wide awake in bed
stayin up all night on the switch playin smash

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