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Lyrics:

crossfaded solely for the peace of silence
paranoia lurking now I think I’m hearin sirens

running running running through a maze of my emotions
clipping out my conscious now I’m feeling like I’m floating 

please don’t perceive me I like to be lonely
so stay out my way bruh I know you don’t know me
don’t call me your homie, whats up to the phonies,
refuse to be fake all that shit so below me

pressure pack on me you know I stay faded,
depression stay lurking, don’t ask about life yeah I’ll tell you I hate it
all contacted evaded
if you come too close then I’ll push you away

rip to myself

tortured by the thought that all my time is wasted
had to kill myself I didn’t like what I created
  
I don’t wanna take my life just like to contemplate it
theres no way to stop me you just really gotta face it

rip 2 myself prod. bughvvl

IHATEU! (Prod. Grayskies)

To The Grave (prod. @jdollaprod)

up in orbit (ft. RESPEK! + SLASHY)

al0n3.com NEW CLOTHES OUT NOW!
Mixed/Edit by Chae beat by chill denis
Insta: @Chaesps
@4l0n3uk
@chill_denis888

im doing drugs so man this life is the payment
life ix amazing
when your minds on vacation
i know i lied in my statement
but you aint have to leave
now i cry in amazement
cause you had everything i want and need
thinking back it wasnt love but it was fuckinggreed
now my veins they always gonna bleed
the only thing that heal this shit is all this fucking weed
it dont even heal this shi
im popping xans and smoking weed butstill cant deal with shit
if theyll come a day where i wont feel this shit
in the meantime find a beat and then i kill this shit
have you ever made ur mother cry
tell her that ill stop im getting clean but thats another lie
dying young so imma fucking try
look me in my eyes if you was me then you wont wonder why
i remember back then
we aint have no dough
we aint have no heating
every winter freezing in the snow
all the fucking things i did so i could grown
all the fucking sins i did bbut on the low
im doing drugs so man this life is the payment
life ix amazing
when your minds on vacation
i know i lied in my statement
but you aint have to leave
now i cry in amazement

Chae ~ Life is the payment [Prod. Chilldenis]

pussnboots

Prod me 



lost in the moments 
I’m so exhausted 
my fucking lungs are hurtin 
don’t know how to stop 

breaking myself
making it hurt 

contemplating 
contemplating

loss of patience 
speculations

see in my head
while I end it 

visit my mind 
while I lose control 

it’s hard to not cry 
when you lose it all 

can’t act like I ain’t know better 
I’m a piece of shit
and I’m dying 
 sooner than later 
 
cross my heart 
I hoped to die 
I’ll be on the way up 

I’m headed straight down to the ground 
bury me with nothing but my fucking head 
listen to these songs when you ain’t got me there will be times 
and it’ll be hard 

what the fuck you want I’m empty?
I’m falling apart

falling apart 
my heads in the sky 
go too much on my mind 
I’m turning to god 
I’m looking for god 
I ain’t going back to the place that caused harm
I can’t take you there 
I won’t take you there 
its nothing but 
empty 
spaces 
I’m feeling anxious 
that’s all it takes

CryToSleep

Do I run
Do I Runaway 
Away and not look back?
Can we try 
Can we try again ?
Is this love for me?
I’m scared to let go 
To let go of you 
Where are you 
Where are you 
Where are you
I need you 
Where are you 
I need you
Where are you
I need you 
Where are you 
I need you 
Where are you 
I need you 
Where are you 
I need you

where areyou?

ZOMBII (Interlude) Prod.Romeboy

levitated while i'm medicated self (hated)
fucking frustrated roll a blunt
shackles on my wrist 
as i bleed 
self inflicted i'm not free (set me free)
how many more battles can i take 
to see the end 
close my eyes take a deep breath try to comprehend 
every second i’m awake 
i’m closer to suicide 
 like some pesticide 

 like some pesticide 
like some pesticide yuh yuh 

lost inside my head 
wishing i was dead 

I’m a dead man walking on a Monday on a Tuesday on a Wednesday then I end it 
Hope you like it 
Switch blade in my pocket 
Keep my heart and  lock it 
I don’t need it where I’m going 

Passed out on the floor woke up on a Thursday 
I’m so fucking thirsty 
Pill bottles on the floor
My head is spinning 

I’m leaning 
I can’t walk
Am I dreaming ?  

Did she really leave me ?

i hate this place (prod suzukki)

7 pills in and my body is still kicking i play i spy all alone i spy the blade at the end of my bed how many more days can i take of this pain from a failed attempt yuh yuh yuh

it’s been a damm year nothing really changed i fell to my knees from the sight of my hell 

even made some friends at the bottom of the well somehow i still feel alone 
still feel alone in a room full of people  
everyone’s happy and i’m stuck in the past 
Regretting every decision i made 
i don’t know how to move on

C$



wake up in bottomless pit
Wake up n I’m feeling so sick
walk down and I can’t even see
loosing everything that I weep 4x 

yuh 

I don’t know what to do
I don’t got any clue
looking to the sky
thru the fucking stars 
in the light
I don’t know what to do

rip 2 myself prod. bughvvl

unhappyisdead

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