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One of my earliest tracks, back when I was first figuring out who I was as an artist. At the time, I was heavily inspired by XXXTentacion and wanted to try my hand at scream rap. X’s vocals are sampled from his original track CAUTION, and I built this as a raw sequel in that same aggressive energy.

Looking back, I quickly realized this wasn’t my true sound but this song is part of the journey. It’s messy, loud, and not really “me” anymore, but it shows the trial-and-error of finding my voice. That’s why it lives here in the Archives.

CAUTION - EP

CAUTION, PT. 2

CAUTION, PT. 2 (feat. XXXTentacion)

This was the other track I made in the same vein as CAUTION, PT. 2, my early experiment with scream rap when I was heavily inspired by XXXTentacion. It’s pure aggression, chaotic energy, and a reflection of how lost and angry I felt at the time.

Looking back, the lyrics are reckless and unpolished, a raw outburst more than a crafted song. I don’t stand by the message anymore, but it shows where my head was at and the extremes I went to while searching for a sound.

This is the kind of track that belongs in the Archives: a snapshot of a phase I grew out of, but one that still shaped who I became as an artist.

SUCKER PUNCH

This was the very first song I ever released. It’s raw, messy, and full of anger... but it was the start of everything. I was just a kid trying to figure out who I was and where I stood with God, and all that confusion bled out into the lyrics.

It’s not polished. It’s not pretty. But it’s real. Every line is me wrestling with faith, doubt, and the silence that comes when you beg for answers and don’t hear anything back. The chorus, “Where the fuck is God?”, wasn’t about shock value, it was the most honest question I could ask at the time.

Looking back, this track is heavy, but it captures a version of me that needed to be heard. It was my first time putting my pain and questions into music. Even now, it stands as proof that I’ve always been searching, always trying to make sense of the weight I carry.

Chapter of Enlightenment - Single

Chapter of Enlightenment

Snowflake is one of the hardest songs I’ve ever written. I made it when I was 16, after losing a close friend to a cocaine overdose. At that age, I didn’t know how to process grief, guilt, or the weight of losing someone so young... so I poured everything into this track.

The song is messy. It’s full of pain and anger, and I said things I wouldn’t say now, including language I don’t use anymore. At the time, I was heavily influenced by the music around me, and I didn’t understand the weight of certain words. But I’ve grown past that, and I want to own up to it rather than erase it. This track captures a moment in time, who I was, what I felt, and how I was trying (and failing) to cope.

Lyrically, “Snowflake” is me trying to make sense of something senseless. I wanted to immortalize my friend, but also to be honest about how broken and guilty I felt for not being able to stop what happened. Lines like “Snowflakes in the air, snowflakes on her hair” became symbols of fragility, beautiful but gone too soon.

I don’t expect this song to be perfect, because it isn’t. It’s flawed, raw, and unfiltered. But that’s what makes it important. “Snowflake” is a timestamp of my pain at 16, a track that’s as much about losing someone I loved as it is about showing how lost I was myself.


Snowflake - Single

Snowflake

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