Sad songs for 3am

Suicide thoughts🫀

Sad Rap

Juice WRLD - Adore You (Dark Knight) (Instrumental Remake) Prod. Nick Mira & mjNichols

runaway

runaway (OG Version)

Chance Peña – I am not who i was

You Promised A Lifetime

Solo

numb

Tear It All Apart

✏️ LYRICS:
[Hook - Kee Nola]
Swerving off the drugs causing mayhem
I can't shake the demons goddamn
When I gaze in her eyes I awake them
Look in the mirror every day and say I hate him
Yuh cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Yeah cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Yeah cause I gave my heart to a party girl

[Verse 1 - Speedz]
Love
I need the love
If I don't get it I feel dead it's like a drug
No matter what I do I know it's not enough
Give me one chance imma show you what's up
'Cause I gave my heart to a party girl
It didn't end well
It's laying heavy on my heart it's like an anvil
I showed her love she flattened that like a road kill
Don't know if imma ever learn, for real
'Cause I gave my heart to a dumb*** b****
But I don't give a f*** 'cause I know I'm rich
She tried to put my fire out, now I'm lit
Yeah I'm doing better now I'll admit

[Bridge - Kee Nola]
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
(Now She Got Me)

[Hook - Kee Nola]
Swerving off the drugs causing mayhem
I can't shake the demons goddamn
When I gaze in her eyes I awake them
Look in the mirror every day and say I hate him
Yuh cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Yeah cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Yeah cause I gave my heart to a party girl

[Verse 2 - Kee Nola]
Drugs
She love the drugs
She never call back
When she hang up
I never gave a shit
Or gave a fuck
But then I fucked up
When I fell in love
Never loafin I keep a toaster
But I'm still feeling hopeless and fucked over
I could have the whole world and still feel nothing
I'll just be a sad boy in a Range Rover
They say goddamn that shit sad
As fuck
I don't give a fuck haters mad
As fuck
I don't give a fuck if she bad
As fuck
I'll never trust
Again
The fuck

[Bridge - Kee Nola]
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
But then I gave my heart to a party girl
(Now She Got Me)

[Hook - Kee Nola]
Swerving off the drugs causing mayhem
I can't shake the demons goddamn
When I gaze in her eyes I awake them
Look in the mirror every day and say I hate him
Yuh cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Yeah cause I gave my heart to a party girl
Yeah cause I gave my heart to a party girl

Kee Nola - Party Girl [Remix] (ft. Speedz)

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Deep End

i'm still forgetting you

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

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let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

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Let Me Down Slowly

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

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Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

Stream this on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7BdlyzVvOqmwPH9dYtZfsx?si=LZrEShAqSpmw0Z2TehbxfQ

Play this on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n78Gg6_zEQg

Dead Eyes

Powfu & Promoting Sounds - dead eyes (ft. Ouse)

This Is Home

Sik World - 7 Years Remix -RyZeSynx

i'm still forgetting you

Unicity