lyrics by @dreich_squirrel

every time i remember your touch it feels like you're cutting me to shreds
i hear your name and i have a panic attack, you mess with my head
i try to sleep, but i cant because you arent next to me in bed
this is so pathetic and i know it, i know you wish i was dead
i cant lie, so do i, i cant do anything so i just curl up and cry
most nights, you're what i think about, im losing my mind
im going crazy, you did this to me and i hate it know im gonna die
i smell your hate from miles away, the stench is so vile
all of the blood pools up in a pile, cut my skin in lines
i know it may not seem like it but mom i swear im fine
im sorry that i said that, i know you see through my lies
i should have known better, why did i even try?
went through ten months of isolation because of this shit
YOU TOOK MY ALL OF MY FRIENDS I HOPE YOU DIE YOU LITTLE TWIT
I WANNA GIVE UP SO DAMN BAD BUT FOR MY FAMILY I CANT QUIT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO I KNOW I NEVER GIVE IN
YOU DID THIS ON PURPOSE AND I KNOW IT YOU BITCH
WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? WAS I TOO UGLY? CAUSE IM NOT RICH? 
TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG BECAUSE I CANT FIND IT
I TRIED MY HARDEST AND DID WHAT YOU WANTED
BUT NOTHINGS EVER ENOUGH FOR YOU YOU CANT HELP BUT COVET

gruesome

expiremental type sh

i just wanna talk i dont wanna go home tonight
dont wanna repeat myself, i said that a thousand times
ive been here before and i know i dont wanna take it light
he wanna walk up to me but dont just wanna make it right

i just wanna talk i dont wanna go home tonight
dont wanna repeat myself, i said that a thousand times
ive been here before and i know i dont wanna take it light
he wanna walk up to me but dont just wanna make it right
im telling the truth, i know u believe that i dont lie
u tell me that ur okay but ur just gonna take ur life
im not gonna push u or rush u just go and take ur time
u fill my mind with intrigue and im not gonna let you die

i dont wanna die, and i dont like to cry
i guess ill still try since i still have a life

i just wanna talk i dont wanna go home tonight
dont wanna repeat myself, i said that a thousand times
ive been here before and i know i dont wanna take it light
he wanna walk up to me but dont just wanna make it right
im telling the truth, i know u believe that i dont lie
u tell me that ur okay but ur just gonna take ur life
im not gonna push u or rush u just go and take ur time

intrigue

lyrics by @dreich_squirrel

i love you oh baby, i truly do
i say that i hate you but you see the truth 
i'm trying my hardest, not enough for you
i understand baby, i promise i do
sick to my stomach, detaching from you
this is the worst feeling, oh my goodness i miss you

this infatuation is messing with my head
i dont understand why you want me dead
i try to suffice, but fail in the end

its okay my love, i know im a wretch 
its okay my love, i know im a pest
its okay my love, i know im a mess
its okay my love, i wish you the best

im sorry i messed up, i know im not perfect
atleast i still try, god im so worthless
sit alone and cry, i know im a burden
im new to all this, im still just learning 
i utter excuses, im sorry you're hurting
i know i did this, it was not on purpose 

im losing my shit, im losing my cool
im cutting myself, just watch the blood pool
im sorry i relapsed, im such a fool

its okay my love, i know im a wretch 
its okay my love, i know im a pest
its okay my love, i know im a mess
its okay my love, i wish you the best

infatuation

(chbv)
i tell u my lies and ill never know it’s right
ur always by my side and ur never tryna hide
are u down for this ride? cuz if u are then so am i
we’re driving on the road and every time i feel alive
life has all these obstacles, ill die or have a stroke
im living my dreams and u aren’t here to give me hope
i dont need a therapist, i promise i dont cope
i can see you from a distance i feel so alone

running from a distance i can see it in ur eyes
i been working my ass off, ive been so preoccupied
i pretend that i dont see you cuz im living not to bribe
ill forget our entire past and move on with my life
blood is leaking through the floorboards, am i scared to die?
ill see you talking with him you know i dont mean to pry
i know a way out of this it’s never too late to try
im harboring these feelings and then you told me goodbye
WANNA WAKE UP NEXT TO U BUT I JUST HEARD GOODNIGHT
I DONT WANNA TALK AND IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO FIGHT
I KNOW YOU WERE MESSING WITH ME YOU WERENT ALWAYS MINE
I GUESS ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT I DONT HAVE TIME TO CRY

(cherry)
i tell u my lies and i will never know its right
always by my side n u never tryna hide
r u down for this ride? cuz if you are then so am i
drivin on the road every time i feel so alive
ill die or have a stroke
ur not here for my hope
i promise i dont cope
here i feel alone (so alone)

forget all my times i spend with u
i dont give a shit cuz i hate you!
omg i hate that new song
i dont wanna love but its so hard
hold me its all the pain in my heart
but you know me i could never go n fix it 
and the old me could tell u that i really cared
all that rlly fuckin up my new hair
all black fit in the middle of juLY

HOODIE ON MY BACK AND I TOLD U I WOULD DIE
FROM THIS FUCKIN HEAT BUT IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE
SITTIN AT THE WATER AND MY LEGS STARTED TO TWITCH AND
AND I DONT FEEL SAFE AROUND U ANYMORE
IF EVERYONE AT THIS PARTY TURNED INTO AN ANIMAL 
U WOULD STAY THE FUCKIN SAME
STAY THE FUCK AWAY
YOU SHOULD TELL UR FRIENDS  THAT YOU JUST FORGOT MY NAME

harbor w/ cherry

how could you leave (w/ chbv & byeito)

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i swear i did not do that
a boom fottle an ticklewitts

ive been tryna get up out of my habits
i know i love lying
reset
dont wanna talk no more
i get why ur gonna start crying
leave me like u did before
im so confused right now
enlighten
so relaxed right now
i promise soon im gonna start trying
didnt deserve that treatment
assumed u were not prone to fighting
dont take care of ur body no more
i can see ur teeth
they arent whitened
im looking at the good things in the world
i can see all its brightness
protect her
thats what they told me
why u acting so damn frightened

hiding away from ur fear and ur kindness
i knew that u really just like it
i think u lost ur mind
ur just mindless
mindless

im not tryna get up in ur business
im just peering in
seeing all these people happy
that in my heart is a win
im not tryna copy but
its been so long so how u been
my bad
im another pawn in ur game
why am i giving in?
i apologize for being the way i promised not to be
all these problems in my life and look at the ones ur giving me
ur so petty
"i promise not to get in ur way"
thats what u said
man ur giving me no leeway
ur not right in the head

tick

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left the door open and i see u outside
we'll go our seperate ways, what's urs isn't mine
legally i cant do that, but for u i would lie
our differences are settled when our fingers intertwine
lately u been letting loose, im tryna be serious
staying up like every night, i feel so delirious
check ur phone, dont text back, why u wanna reel it in?
just dont wanna look right now, im not really feeling this

PICKING UP THESE ITEMS LIKE IM A MONKEY OUT OF THE ZOO
LEAVING MY PAST BEHIND AND UR GIVING ME THIS ATTITUDE
REACHING FOR THE STARS, TOUCH MY HEART AND MAKE ME ANEW
RACING OUT THE DRIVEWAY, JUST CANT GET OVER U
PLEASE SAY THAT U LOVE ME, U HAVENT TOLD ME ENOUGH
PULLED U OUT THE DIRT, PROMISE IT WAS ALL OUT OF LOVE
TALKING TO U IS LIKE HITTING A 135 OUT THE ROUGH
DONT EVEN BE CALLING MY PHONE, ARE U JUST MAD OR WHAT?

lethality

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now that i know back them i was so dumb
a crash course in make believe and a bottle of rum
i might just

crash
crash
crash
crash
crash
crash
crash
crash

people say my voice sounds good but i don’t think they’re right
i sound like a kid even if i use all my might
people hear my age, their eyes light up with shock and fright
i wont do anything, im young and not the type

crash
crash
crash
crash
i might just
crash
crash
crash
crash

how could you leave (w/ chbv & byeito)

unit33