normal. (snippet)

Lyrics

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

Another mind gone to waste at a job
Another dream down the drain for a cause
That isn't original, only typical
Make you believe what you want only fictional

Feel like I'm violet, invisible
Don't ask how I been, I feel miserable
Happiness only been miniscule
I got a void growing in my skull

*auditory agony*

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

violet. | Produced by p4ra

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

[lyrics]

[benzo]

shawty told me that she wanna take a trip tonight
me and carter getting fucked up till the day we die
shawty told me that she wanna take a trip tonight 
i'm gonna have to lace the shrooms with some kryptonite 

take a tab of acid watch me talk to the sun
my ego's dissipating & my conscience far gone
this is the life i'm living and it is so fun
so addictive 
i've got nowhere else to run

Kryptonite w/ Carter Tomorrow (prod.flower)

Lyrics

I'm fucking up again, so God, forgive my sins
I'm losing all my friends, how did I come back to this?
I ran away till it caught up, fuck all these games tear the card's up
Don't know what this is but it's not love
My heart's put away and it's locked up
You can't save me, not like you'd give it a try though
I'm still breaking down but I sing on the high note
It's okay if you hate me, I know you used to have high hopes
Please don't chase me, if yes really meant no, I would be right
How far could I get if I really tried? Don't care about shit, if I do, then I lied
I found a genie stuck in a bottle, I wished for death, and I still havеn't died
Why can't I get out of my head? I think I'd bе better off dead
Lies making me say that again, life took me back to the bottom again

sins. (2019)

Lyrics: I be loving green 
Money and my weed 
California dreamin in my fucking jeans 
Smoke a whole pack 
Smoking on some tree
Leave it all at last 
Finally be free 

I be loving green 
Money and my weed 
California dreamin in my fucking jeans 
Smoke a whole pack 
Smoking on some tree
Leave it all at last 
Finally be free 

Now let me prepare for the long road ahead 
Roll up a few, pass the penjamin instead 
Roll up Benjamin, pull out the coke instead 
Coke so dark look like I’m snorting lead 

Coke too weak might cut this shit with fent 
In my mentality, it’ll leave a fucking dent 
Every fucking day I snort up my fucking rent
Every fucking day I get closer to the end 

Coke too weak might cut this shit with fent 
In my mentality, it’ll leave a fucking dent 
Every fucking day I snort up my fucking rent
Every fucking day I get closer to the end

K TOO STRONG 
MOLLY GOING OFF 
BACKYARD BITCH FUCKING TOOK IT ALL OFF
BACKYARD BITCH FUCKING TOOK RIGHT OFF 
GHB ON MY MOFUCKING TONGUE 
12347 TABS ON MY TONGUE
BLANK SHEET BITCH FINALLY WROTE SOME 
BACKSEAT BITCH SHE FINNA DO SOME
KICK HER OUT AND WATCH THAT BITCH RUN 
(It’s all because)

I love it when my nose runs
I love it when the crows hum 
I love it when the bright sun 
I hate it when the coke’s done 

I love it when my nose runs
I love it when the crows hum 
I love it when the bright sun 
I hate it when the coke’s done 

(Would you cry for me?
Would you die for me? 
Would you kill for me? 
Or would you lie to me?)

coke dreams (prod. nova chance)

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Never againe! #7

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

What I feel I don't know why
Feel like I been killed but I won't die
All I feel is pain but I won't cry
Told me that you'll change but it's all lies

Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?

Where you going? Can you hold on?
I'ma hold onto the pain cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on

I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding

You don't wanna know the real me
You won't ever understand, you don't feel me
I ain't dead right now but I will be
You should give up now, I ain't healing

You don't need me, you should leave me alone
Fuck how I feel, I don't need you to know
If I don't exist then I can't feel alone
Don't say that you cared when I'm long gone

They think I'm off cause it's all on
What they think is right I think all wrong
The shit that I know I can't talk on
Cause I'm in a place you can't walk on

*auditory agony*

Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?

Where you going? Can you hold on?
I'ma hold onto the pain cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on

I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding

agonys allegory.

Produced by 6astard

Lyrics

I been up all night long, you're in my mind but I'm on my own
Get off of work and I go back home, sit in my driveway way too long
Close my eyes and I pray everyday but a part of me thinks that we're all alone
Part of me knows that that part is wrong, part of me knows that I'm more than bone
Part of me knows that this body is part of me, pardon me if I may come off strong

I'm not the person you think that I am
I'm not even a person to begin with
I know that most of you won't understand
But if everybody has diamonds then what are they worth anyway in the end?

Where'd you go? Why you ain't think that you could of took me?
I'm so cold, if I got cut then I wouldn't even bleed
I'm so cold, I went to hell and I ain't even leave
Where's my soul? I know I got one but it ain't with me

I'm not yours anymore, don't give me love I don't know what it's for
I learned to live off pain, something is wrong in my brain
Already tried won't change, damage is my only aim
This is the part where it gets hard to leave my bed like a graveyardwraith

melancholy melody.

Produced by vertigo x centrlx

Lyrics

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

All I feel is anguish, feel like I'm corroding
Nothing could extinguish all the flames when I'm exploding
I'm on a new level, I think you're still loading
Im not saying that I'm better, I'm already where you're going

I can't let you stop me, I cannot let you delay me
Please don't waste yo time, I'm out my mind & you can't change me
Girl, I appreciate the fact you tried but you can't save me
I never wanted to leave june in july but now you hate me

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

bitter ballad.

Produced by luffy

Lyrics

No one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

I got colors on the palette for some reason I can't paint it
I lost what I had then, what it was I can't explain it
I'm not what you want but I need what you are
I got all these thoughts but I can't see what they are

I'm a corpse of who I was, I'm just a ghost, I'm a nobody
Waking up feel forced, I'm fucking stuck, this ain't a hobby
Tried to let it go but they told me that they own me
Wrong is where I go, I'm not alive, I'm just a zombie

I got something in my soul that I can't get out anymore
I used to be sure but I'm not so sure anymore
I miss who I was but I can't be him anymore
I don't wanna do this, not again, not anymore

Because no one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

Told her I would follow her through any door
Then she said, "I don't love you anymore"
She ain't stab me in my back with a knife, she used a sword
Everything I feel is black, I don't see color anymore

I think I'm drowning, can somebody help me?
I don't think I meant for the dreams I'm always having
They'll always be dreams and I'll always have to wake up
Always have to clock in and always wear this make up

Make you think I'm okay cause you could never save me anyway
Reminisce on old days cause I won't ever feel happy any day

agonys allegory.

unknxwn.

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