i love how your music is relatably sad and mad at the same time, sometimes to extremes

Produced by flower x 5head

Lyrics

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

Everything I touch, I kill
Waited for years and this feeling is still eating inside of me
Fucking anxiety, can't get away from it, why would you lie to me?
Why would you tell me you care but you don't?
Why would you tell me you'll call but you won't?
I'm fucking lonely, I feel so alone
I just wish you would tell me that you're coming home
But you won't cause your home is with him
And I thought this was real, you were playing pretend
Ain't no amount on how much you could hurt me
That would change the fact I would trust you again
So lie to me however much you please, however much you need
I'll accept anything keeping us tethered
'Cause I didn't lie when I said that I would never leave

"A lot of the things that I say aren't really what I'm trying to say, and as deep as you can relate to the things that I do say, I want you know that they're still fucking a thousand miles away from what I actually mean, so, do with that what you will."

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

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