Still loving it so much.. ~,♥,~ Everyone left, now I'm alone

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

Lyrics

Don't know how to rid all the anger I'm in
Unless I let it out on a song
But lately I been kinda shit at that too
That's the point where I start feeling wrong

This is all that I'm good at
Not really good at nothing I know in this life
I never really like talking bout mine
I'm kinda always wishing I'd die

Don't take it to heart at all
If you know me, don't mention this at all
I make this shit because if I didn't
I'd end it, this music my witness

I'm losing focus, I'm losing control
Honestly broken, I'm losing my hope
Scream till my throat split cause I cannot cope
With every whisper deep down in my dome

Don't know how to rid all the anger I'm in
Unless I let it out on a song
But lately I been kinda shit at that too
That's the point where I start feeling wrong

This is all that I'm good at
Not really good at nothing I know in this life
I never really like talking bout mine
I'm kinda always wishing I'd die

Don't take this too light at all
If you know me, you know I'm bound to fall
Back to habits I left behind
Sinning, I missed it, addicted I'm itchin'

sindifrinse. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

Another mind gone to waste at a job
Another dream down the drain for a cause
That isn't original, only typical
Make you believe what you want only fictional

Feel like I'm violet, invisible
Don't ask how I been, I feel miserable
Happiness only been miniscule
I got a void growing in my skull

*auditory agony*

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

violet. | Produced by p4ra

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

addict.

Produced by nowhere valley

Lyrics

Winter's here now I feel at home
If you're not here then I don't have one
I feel fear when I don't feel you
How could I not fall apart when you
Left here but didn't take me there with you
I guess what you are to me I'm not that for you
Every thing that I said bad for you
I tried my fucking best to be there for you

winter.

DRAGI I MIAMI

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Music not mine, all rights goes to the respected owners.

bert - caffeine

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

this whole beat was made with sounds my followers on instagram sent me. follow me on instagram (@bae.oh.wolf) to be apart of the next community beat :)

@playboi.lopez - sent me the fresh prince vocals 
@_ishaan_805_ - sent me the sound of a phone hanging up 
@foxxer.productions - sent me the tapping sound 
@wunlayer - sent me the guitar sample 
@break_a_rib - sent me the snare
@lizzyvcarpio - sent me the kick

beowulf - i don't need him (community beat)[NOW ON SPOTIFY!]

S P O T I F Y

@prodreaper

Lyrics

Honestly havent had happiness happening hollow inside of my mind
Its hard not to hate everything when its all that you feel and its all you can find
Don't hold your breath waiting for me to save you, I'm too far away from divine
We can talk or whatever but dont catch no feelings cause thats where I'm drawin' the line

I don't mean to sound like a bitch but thats just how I feel and I'm not gonna change
I learned if don't let your heart get involved when they leave you won't feel any pain
Don't get upset about losing me, from the start there was nothing to gain
Is the shit that I feel even real or just chemicals making their way through my brain

Frozen I'm cold, broken to bone
Everyone left, now I'm alone
I don't think anybody really cared
Cause when I went ghost no one hit up my phone

I haven't left my room for months
Sneaking and smoking on broken blunts
Why do I feel like all hope is up
Why am I wishin' on broken luck

Avoiding my dreams, so I'm staying up late, I seen the night turn to morning
Avoiding all people, don't wanna go out, everything too fucking boring
Drownin' my issues when they come to shore, with all the poison I'm pouring
Leaving no space for nobody to love, with all the shit that I'm storing

unknxwn. - dark light

dark light.

spotify.

dark light. | Produced by reaper

beowulf - the answer is love

beowulf - hopeless 

a bootleg boy exclusive.

listen on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/album/7pIt4Zur73rH4v3ck4FsMn

beowulf - hopeless

S P OT I F Y

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - babyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Damian goin hard w Detmer😈 

Lyrics~

Feelin like I’m fuckin lost
If I took my life would you care when I’m gone?
I try to write out what I feel in a song 
But whenever it’s on, who sings along?
I feel like I’m so fucking lonely
Nobody knows me
Does anyone here give a damn?
I don’t know what the fuck broke me
They say find a coping
Im reaching for help, theres no hand

All of my demons 
Know all of my weaknesses
They keep on creepin in
Shit is so frequent and 
I keep believing them 
Saying I’m weak as shit
I’m just a piece of shit
Constantly seeking bliss

At the end of the day, i won’t find it
At night I debate, should I keep tryin
Life’s full of pain, death stop hidin
I’m going insane, don’t know where my mind went

Falling apart more and more every day
Im just a memory, soon to fade

Whats my purpose? I only feel worthless 
What in the fuck, have I been cursed with 
I always wonder if im just a burden
I don’t know but I am sick of the hurtin 
Inside i am nervous but calm on the surface 
I know im a fuck up but nobodies perfect

Who can save me, I don’t know
Im slowly breaking, im so cold
I’ve got scars that I cant show
The darks where i will, die alone


Sober me woke up the demons in me
I'm fucked up without a drug, a cup, a pill to cut
I'm numb inside, don't feel the love
Red in my eyes, I feel the rush
I'll beat a fucking mountain with my hands until it falls to dust

We need a new fucking song
Why ain't you rapping about what is wrong?
I swear it's okay if think you're alone
Cause you got us, you don't need no one

You get plays, you don't need that love
The shit you say makes me feel loved
But I can't go to sleep and hold my stats
If I went big, I'd break my plaques

Cause all of the time that I spend talking bout all the shit in my life
I could change my life
I always miss where I been my mind is not right
Honestly I don't see why try
I hate the place that I'm in, shit I could die right now
I can't say when but I just know when I'm 6 in, that you'll forget

So don't come at me talking about what I have
And everything that I could gain
Cause I swear to god if I could get love in place of my dreams
I'd wake right away

But at the same time sometimes I'd trade my soul for cash
I like to say I'm a pretty good person but honestly it just depends on how bad
The place I'm in is, I'm not as mended as I may seem to be
I just got good at pretending, I'm really sickened, you shouldn't cling to me

I can switch face in a minute, I might get wicked, if I see need to be
You might just think I'm a misfit dumb fuck dimwit but you ain't seen the beast

Wretch ft. unknxwn.

Lyrics

I can't stop feeling numb
Why though? I can't spot
Bitch I'm not, not enough
My soul gonna rot
Before all of this is over
I'ma be on top
If love had a server
You could say I'm logging off

Fell in love, I got fucked, I can't fall again
Who this is? This ain't Ken, bitch it's me, I'm pain
Panic attacks back, dressed in that all black
You were broken when we met, bitch I didn't cause that

Keep on fucking sayin' that I did, I can show you something
I gave a fuck about that bitch, not another one
You want a sorry? Hop in line hoe
You gone wait for that until you fucking die though

I can't let you in my head
I got words better left unsaid
Hit me where it hurt but I'm still not dead
Bitch you far from the first, what you think that I'ma miss? (not shit)

Nauseous, I'm sick of all of it
I'm pissed, I get so lost in this
I miss, I miss not missing shit
I quit, ain't got time for no bitch

All they wanna do is fucking lead me on
If they don't they got nothing going on
I don't another thing to care about right now
I'm too busy, bitch I'm tryna make it out right now

And that's so hard when you get around
Like I need a crowbar just to get you out
I don't mean no harm, I'm just letting out
Everything I didn't for minute coming out

I can't stop feeling numb
Why though? I can't spot
Bitch I'm not, not enough
My soul gonna rot
Before all of this is over
I'ma be on top
If love had a server
You could say I'm logging off

dark light. | Produced by reaper

unknxwn.

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