Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

Lyrics

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me supress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time atleast

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

How could I love you? I don't even like me
Why do I wake up? Death doesn't want me
I'm stuck in my room, they won't let me leave
One day I'll kill them all, they don't believe me

Cause you won't, cause you're weak
You ain't got the strength to fight us
We don't like the way you push away
You don't invite us

To anything anymore, you treat us like we're not you
We can't go away if you don't let us from inside you
Shit, fuck, I ain't even think about that
Was tryna keep you here, cause you the reason that I wrote raps
Guess I gotta let you go, honestly I want you gone
I guess I can't progress if I keep crying and I don't move on

Don't worry, won't hurt me
Take your time, no hurry
Without pain, no glory
No climax, no story

spotify.

climax. | Produced by røse

normal. (snippet)

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

shallow. | Produced by greaf

curse.

Heart Of The Pit(Prod.Lz)

my ideals are dead, now i stare at the tv

Photo: @agailimmk

Lyrics

Just because that one time I got fucked over, think she might
Go around and do the same shit, then the pain sits, and I be like
I don't wanna love no bitch no more cause I fear the time when it left me sore
So I don't need yo reassurance, don't hold me down, just let me soar

Heavy feelings on my chest from my regretting
Letting everything get to me is a deadly
Way to believe that the negative shit is the only thing that's coming at me
Soaking in tears and I don't wanna change cause I know in my heart I'm not ready

Leave me, you can leave me cause everyone does
Bleeding from who I am now to what I once was
Breathing, I know I'm breathing, I wanna stop it
Feeding me lies that you care, you can stop it

leave me the fuck alone if you don't care. | Produced by Ryini

Lyrics

Shawty don't you break my heart
I don't think you know how to sew up
Baby girl you sick, I caught
I already know I'ma throw up

I don't know how much I'm off
But I know my heart rate rose up
If I don't stand up I can't fall
So don't ever ask me why I do nothing

I'ma fuck up because I can
Do another drug, that's my plan
Wanna fall in love but I can't
I just need a hug, hold my hand

If you won't love me, don't date
That's worse than a heartbreak
On the clock so don't waste my time
I know that you won't stay
You're a game I won't play
Why you wanna fuck with my mind?

There's only so much I can hold up
Don't breath fire if you don't want me to blow up
Don't you make a mess you can't clean up
I can take a step you can't dream of

Now you wanna make me calm down
All that you can do is run now
Oh you see where I'm from now
Why you wanna play so dumb now?

Shawty don't you break my heart
I don't think you know how to sew up
Baby girl you sick, I caught
I already know I'ma throw up

I don't know how much I'm off
But I know my heart rate rose up
If I don't stand up I can't fall
So don't ever ask me why I do nothing

detmer. | Produced by metlast

Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I swear this is the last time I make a song about you
I know I said that last time but this time I swear I'm through
You hurt me so much and I can't take it
Every time I give you my heart you just break it

Baby I swear you're all I need
Turn back around you know where I'll be
Waiting right here for you, you'll see
No one else means what you do to me

Wish you were in my arms
Telling me everything about all
My other half without you I'm not strong 
You're in the sky, see you all night long

I was afraid of losing you
Fuck it, I guess I'm through with you
I swear to God I was true to you
Fuck it, go do what you want to

I made that song and I lost her
I thought that she was a dime but she copper
Seems that I just gotta toss her
I think the person I need is not her

I don't wanna turn this page
I rather throw this book in the fire
"Ken, I love you" bitch you a liar
Thought you were golden, you're just some iron

Leave me alone I don't care about what we could be anymore
Used to warm now you're so damn cold
No need to go back to things that are old

Losing my mind over girls that would never take time to try and find how I could be better
Dropping that bitch in the eye of abyss
With no hesitation, I will not even flinch
Fuck your existence, if you were on fire
And I had no water, I wouldn't even piss
Why you so dark in yo songs? This ain't who I know
This is how I choose to vent

Stop with the telling me what I should do
When I wanted a hand, you would leave when I ask
Help that I had it was never from you
Don't come look for a seat when you stuck on yo ass
Started from nothing, did this on my own
I ain't really got shit to give back
I was made in time left long ago
This body I'm in is not more than a mask

garrett.

Lyrics

I might swing fist at all of this
I'm stuck, it's fuck my monument
I'm sick as shit of all of it
I wanna make you feel just how I get

When I'm stuck in the back of my mind
Where no one even looks just to see if it's fine
I feel like a book that ain't got any spine
So when I turn a page, I don't know if it's mine

Love is a drug and I'm fiending
I fucking mean it
Thought she was who I should be with
But that ain't even close to attaining
I don't like this shit, wanna be faded

The fuck is this shit?
I'm not amazing
So fucking pissed
It's fucking amazing
How I could hold all this pain
Until I find the words that can take it away

I'm not a goat, I'm not a legend
I'm nothing special, I'm not eleven
I'm just a ghost, sending a message
This where my head go when I get stressin'

I'm on a road headed to nowhere
Stay out my head, ain't nobody should go there
My body soaked with all the toxic shit
I don't get how anyone could like this

Numbers don't help, I'm stuck in hell
I don't like the shit that I felt
I'm a lost cause, blow my top off
I'm on the edge, think I'ma walk off

I made an album to let go but it ain't work out
I can still feel all the hurt now
I know that I am a mess so no need to point out
All expectations I won't mount

Tell me please, am I really helping?
By talking bout all the pain that I dealt with
I can't see, who I'm affecting
So I appreciate when I get messaged

I'm just a human going through it
I got some thoughts I don't know what to do with
Other than turning it all into music
I don't what I would do if I lose it

This ain't a song, this an attempt
To show myself that I can get a grip if I really try
Because sometimes I feel like
Life ain't worth the time

Thoughts in my mind
That I don't like
I feel like I'm
Running out of time
I can't take another night

detmer. | Produced by metlast

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