normal. (snippet)

Lyrics

Don't know what I did so wrong
That would make you fucking think that apart we're better off
Cause it's only been a week and I promise that I'm not
Any better than I was when I thought you were the one

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

I can't let this happen but we don't have to go there
Don't tell me you're moving on or you ain't going no where
Promised you would never leave, I won't let you break that
You say I'm the problem well you gone have to face that

Don't say "we should slow down"
I can't let you go now
You've dug way too deep
I won't ever let another get as close as you to me

I wanna know what I did to make you hate me
I wanna know why you thought you had to break me
Don't wanna know where you been as of lately
Because girl, because baby...

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

without me. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Lost inside my stupid fucking head again
Honestly I think that I'd be better off on meds again
You don't wanna know where the fuck my head's been
I don't really like how the fuck my head spins

Thinking bout shit that don't matter like the past
When my heart was broken it was shattered like a glass
Now I'm picking up the pieces, sometimes I get cut
That's what's really happening with me when I be fucking up

So please don't judge too quick, I'm too sick
Tryna find love is pulling teeth & I'm toothless
It's time that I start living life for me, I'm sick of "you" shit
Now why did I like ever giving time to you to lose it?

You don't understand but I'll try to make you
Grab a fucking brick and tie it tight around your fucking ankle
Jump over the bridge and pray to god and tell him fucking save you
Yeah that's the feeling that I get when I start fucking trippin'

Now this the feeling that I get when I can write it out
Words in flow like water ain't no thinking I just type it out
I cannot explain bliss, that's not what my thing is
So don't you tell me "make a happy song" bitch I'm shameless

I like talking bout death, bitch I'm talented at this shit
Fuck a message to the youth bitch I'm happy I'm a misfit
Bitch I'm glad I'm not like stupid fucks
When I'm sad the only time I'm good enough

Life's a game, play your cards
I play mine by living hard
Endless light in total dark
I'm a wildfire

Started by a spark, all I needed was desire
Every time I died, music was my sole reviver
Only time you told the truth was when you told me you're a liar
That pain was all I needed though, that shit left me inspired

You can keep on hurting me
I'll just keep on making these
Songs about the dread I feel
When lay in these burdened sheets

spotify.

wildfire. | Produced by sorrow bringer

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

wired.

Produced by metlast x luffy

Lyrics

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

Maybe I won't ever know, maybe I won't ever get
Better than what I am right now, baby girl you heaven sent
Told me that you're here for me but I don't see no evidence
Graveyardwraith, I don't open up I'm reticent

I slept better with the false belief that you had loved me
Always tried my best for you, you made it look so easy
Why do I still call knowing you won't ever answer?
Staring from the window that my bloody hands have shattered

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

graveyardwraith.

Lyrics

I ain't got shit left to give
I ain't got shit left to share, don't even care
I ain't got shit left to feel
I ain't got shit left to heal, life isn't fair

I ain't got shit for a friend
Don't wanna make any amends, I burned the bridge
I ain't gone build it again
I would just burn it again, just for the sin

I feel alive when I'm detmer
Only to feel like I died when I'm better
I won't let me turn to Ken again ever
That was a bad link, I had to sever

They think I'm gone but I'm clever
I can come back where I wanna whenever
I learned to feel pain like it was pleasure
I'll cross the line to the point of no measure

Don't even need me a reason, sometimes I do it because I know I can
Knew it was wrong for reason, I knew just what it would cost but I did it again
Told me don't talk to the demons, I went and sat at the table to meet with 'em all
Now I got a few in my body that won't ever leave until I'm just a body

Till I'm just a pile of dust, till I'm just a pile of ashes
Highschool got on the bus, just hoping the driver would crash it
I don't know why I'm in a rush for a promise that never was broken
On the edge so I just need a push, chaos is all that I'm hoping

I ain't got shit left to give
I ain't got shit left to share, don't even care
I ain't got shit left to feel
I ain't got shit left to heal, life isn't fair

I ain't got shit for a friend
Don't wanna make any amends, I burned the bridge
I ain't gone build it again
I would just burn it again, just for the sin

left to. | Produced by septfree & inbloom

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Met her, fell hard, broke up, was alive but I died and I'm dead again
I'm not sure if I can heal my heart and I lied if you ever heard me say I did
There's no cure for the hate inside my veins, all I'll really ever know is pain
I woke up day after day tryna find her, I ain't even know her name

Then I did and I realized she lied about every thing that she said
All those tears that I fucking shed, I don't want your love no more, I want you dead
I can't take this, I don't wanna face it
When you see what I've become, remember that you made this

Can't hold on, I don't wanna go on
I think my soul's gone cause I don't care bout no one
Look what you did bitch, there's no way to fix this
Don't look at me different, you're the reason that I slipped to this

If you think you love me, please don't mention it
Don't think I'm meant for it, if it's anything good I don't fit in it
Fit I'm pitching it, your love I'm missing it
But you fucked me over, I wish it was over

Met her, fell hard, broke up, was alive but I died and I'm dead again
I'm not sure if I can heal my heart and I lied if you ever heard me say I did
There's no cure for the hate inside my veins, all I'll really ever know is pain
I woke up day after day tryna find her, I ain't even know her name

Then I did and I realized she lied about every thing that she said
All those tears that I fucking shed, I don't want your love no more, I want you dead
I can't take this, I don't wanna face it
When you see what I've become, remember that you made this

another song, same shit.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

But I don't know how to talk to him
And I can hear every thought from them
So when they try to steer me wrong
Where the fuck do I run?

Where the fuck do I go if the man in the sky
Don't ever try and leave no rope
How he expect me to rise above all these things?
I ain't ever had no wings

Every emotion I had, gone
All of my thoughts are a bad one
No father in blood but my father in love
Piece of all of us went when you passed on

Couldn't look at you in the casket
I wish it all was a bad trip
Thought it'd get better it hasn't
I just got better at maskin'

Every thing that's inside me
That I don't want no one to see

Why do I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt?
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

Feel like if I did that, I'd be so fucking hopeless
Cause I remember when that was all I put my hope in
I was left with fucking nothing and I ain't learn no fucking lesson
Except every connection & moment that you have with someone you love is a blessing

That could be taken away with no question
Turn every blissful sensation to stressin'
Death is door every one of us destined
Every breath you take gets closer to that shit

"Ken why are you thinking bout that?"
I think it's weird that you don't though
I mention grief, you get so sad
I think you might need an ear full

Of every bit of the hard truth
Stop tryna find a distraction
Focus on what you want to
One day we'll all be past tense

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

gaudse.

Normally I never cry out for help, but I figured what’s the worst that could happen if I do?

gaudse.

unknxwn.

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