Lyrics

I'm sick of how I felt
I'm done with hurting myself
I looked into others for it
But I needed my help

A different link in my belt
A different story I'll tell
I belong in Heaven
With my demons we don't like Hell

Broken thoughts, that's not the goal, I sold my soul, I'm trashing it
"Listen bro, your flow is cold but I don't think I'm grasping it"
That's okay it's not for you to know what I have happening
You wanna get to where I am but reason for you lack in it

I'm on the path, you tracking it, so you just past in tense
You can't hit as hard as now just cause you had the past intense
F on all my test in school, this test of life? I'm passing it
I dropped the weight that held me back, just cut the rope, you dragging it

You trippin' up on all yo shit, no you ain't slipped up
Why the fuck won't you let go of what you shouldn't pick up?
She just kept on nagging me, I had to shut that bitch up
Why these people so entranced in me just cause I got my chips up?

I'll burn a benji to see you fill up with envy
The money mean nothing to me, what's a blue strip to a penny?

4GOT10!

Day And A Half

Lyrics

I see shadows on the wall
She tripped me up, no I ain't fall
She don't even hit me up but all I want's a fucking call
I be sitting in my pain
Tryna get out of my brain
I don't have a fucking name
Why everybody just the same?
As that bitch I fucking hate
I say her name, sometimes I scream
I don't know what I should do
And I don't know who I should be
Making songs about some shit I went through fucking years ago
Man my heart so fucking cold I think I'm stuck inside the snow
Can't erase the shit I saw
She did me so fucking wrong
I can't get it out my head so I'ma make a fucking song
But it's so fucking fucked up
Now I'm listening to this
All I do is fucking cry and all I feel is fucking pissed
I been staring at the wall
Wanna throw my fist into it
Once again don't know what to do
Man I been fucking going through it

shadows. (unwritten/snippet) | Produced by greyskies

Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

Lyrics

I don't know what I would do
If ever was without you
I don't know what I should do
When I wake up without you

You're my peace of mind
I don't know how you managed that
But keep it up
Baby, keep it up

I don't just like you, I love you more than I could
Care to explain, you took away all of my pain
And I couldn't thank you enough for that
So I'll just make sure that your needs are never lacked

Nothing matters if it doesn't concern you
I'm sorry I hurt you, I just wanna love you
But I was scared, never met someone like you before
So before you got rid of me I thought I'd do it before

But I was wrong, you were different and I know now
I know that I make mistakes but I won't ever go now
I apologize for everything I put you through
So till death do us part, I won't move on from you

I don't know what I would do
If ever was without you
I don't know what I should do
When I wake up without you

You're my peace of mind
I don't know how you managed that
But keep it up
Baby, keep it up

spotify.

hbidaily. | Produced by septfree

Produced by november

Lyrics

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

I need help, everyday I'm stuck in hell
Feeding myself all of these negative thoughts
The heart in my chest isn't more than a prop
Are the songs that make even worth it at all?

I write when I'm down cause I don't like to talk
Is anyone out there that knows what I feel?
Is this all a dream?
Is my life even real?

No matter where I run
I just end up right back where I was
I don't remember when I was strong
They think I am but I know I'm not

I just need someone that won't fall back
When they realize that I'm not intact
The day that I snap it'll be too late
Don't tell me you love me when I'm insane

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

torn.

Intro

Despite my ongoing struggles and effort to maintain my mental health and composure the stresses of society kept piling up.
People asking for advice with their mental health mistaking my silence as strength, and already not being able to talk about anything or connect like that was making it hard to speak in general.
Normally I was good at providing others the advice or tools that I used to get my headspace out of situations plenty of times before; yet these pains, these nightmares, thoughts, these flashes..
It didn’t matter what I did, I felt paralyzed;
Stuck, and people stopped asking about how I was doing;
Started asking me about silly girl issues n shit.
Hence the hook; “I cannot tell you what I do not know, like is your bitch loyal? Don’t know? Let her go?”
Then I stated my own experience with women and how I’m feeling exhausted with life and almost giving up on love.
“I’m getting tired, these bunnies love snow, I’m getting tired, been tryna say so.”

Shoutout to THEULTRAVIOLETCROW, man popped tf off on this Fr Fr

Untied [ft. THEULTRAVIOLETCROW]

WIFEY

Produced by sorrow bringer x project luna

Lyrics

I can't figure out where to go
Maybe I just really might be better on my own
It's not like that I'm not used to being alone
I just like it better when I have someone to hold

But they always go and I always run
"unknxwn. I can't wait for you to blow"
That's not what I want
I just want a home where I can go when cold
Never works out though, I'm forever alone

I've done some things that I don't like to say
I've been all of the things that I say that I hate
A cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
I don't want you to see, can you please close your eyes?
But I have learned from all my mistakes
I won't ever go back to reside in that place
I have changed for the better and that I can say, I put on that on my grave

I don't why it's so hard to figure out what I would want
I think I stop and say it's over but my pain ain't ever done
I can never get away, be the reason I should stay
Everyday is only just a drag from all the other days

I don't really get the point of all this
Would you try to save me if I fall in?
Because I'm falling, please fucking stop it
This shit is not it, my heart is knotted

Don't say that, I'll fuck up
I hate that I lost love
Honestly I'm not much
Don't go get your hopes up

I am just a fuck up
Trying not to fuck up
I know that I'm stuck up
So you can shut the fuck up

In my room tryna write these songs
Just to fucking try and right my wrongs
How much weight on my chest? A ton
I can't wait for the day I'm done

I can't figure out where to go
Maybe I just really might be better on my own
It's not like that I'm not used to being alone
I just like it better when I have someone to hold

But they always go and I always run
"unknxwn. I can't wait for you to blow"
That's not what I want
I just want a home where I can go when cold
Never works out though, I'm forever alone

home.

She thought I needed her
I'm leaving her
What I wanted wasnt even her
She tell me that she love me but I don't believe in her
She so full of shit with all the lies that I been feedin' her
She open like a book for me but I don't bother reading her
Man I'm such a mess
I need to invest
Time into myself
So I can heal the hole inside my chest
Bitch you playing fuckin' games 
Well I'm bouta hit reset
When I do 
Don't come crawling back I'll show no love and thats a bet

Everyone I cared about 
I feel like they leaving me
To them I am dead
But I don't think that they greiving me
Fuck it I aint gonna waste my time
I'll be fine
Soon enough 
I'll be far ahead
They'll be far behind
In my mind
They will still reside
Feelings for them I will hide
All conncetion that I had
Honestly has fucking died
I kept losing care for them
With everytime I fucking cried
Used to feel important
Till you kicked me to the fucking side

hbidaily. | Produced by septfree

unknxwn.

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