I BE NEEDING HELP & I DONT EVER ASK!!!!!!!!

repeat

Produced by Yago

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up it's a bad time
Nic it up my heart rate, I won't flat line
If I do don't even matter, fuck my life I'll trash mine
I am not a good guy, you just haven't seen my bad side

Wanna grab a gun, cock it, put it at my brain
I know that ain't right but I am tired of the pain
Every time I meet a bitch they make me insane
Fuck all this shit, I been stuck in the rain

I don't want no friends but I do
I am just so fucked up don't know what to do
All I do is smoke nicotine in my room
Making all these songs over beats, making tunes

I just wanna love, I don't think I can
Even if I told you, you won't understand
That bitch had me fucked up, left me in a trance
I'ma get my bucks up, watch me do my dance

Tried to give you my heart, you wanna give me hate
Lil bitch I'm on my grind, you gonna watch me skate
I'ma get cash, I'ma get bands, lil bitch I broke that bank
Promise you the day I can, hop on a plane get out of state

fkdupfreestyle! | Produced by Yago

deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Produced by emma

Lyrics

I needa reset
I can't catch my breath
I been on my own for so long
Don't need a friend

I don't like to talk
Write a song bout how I been
I can feel their claws in my skin
When I'm in bed

I see humans walk around that already been dead
I see faces all around that I know just were sent
For me to fall back into a person I don't miss
Body hate my soul and I know my heart hate my head

Fuck it, blow it off, that's your only option
You don't even talk, what's on your chest can not get off it
So I recommend your neck, your head needs to be off it
Will it ever end? Cause I don't know if I can stop it

in my skin.

Lyrics

Everything is so bad
Everything is so wrong
Hate is all my heart has
That's why I don't make love songs

If I say I love you what I really mean
Is I wish I could love you, I don't feel a thing
I don't feel peace, I don't feel pain
I don't feel pride, I don't feel shame

If there is something I do feel
Then it's a void that I won't fill
I been so hurt and I won't heal
I needed you but you don't still

Where did you go? Why don't you call?
I needed you but you don't care at all
You found someone else but I'm still just alone
I need some help but I'll say that I don't

I don't really wanna go on, I feel stuck, I just wanna go
I don't wanna talk to no one, play a song if you wanna know
What I got in my brain, what I wake up and face
What I ask God for strength for when on my own I'd break

I'm not an angel, I'm not a demon
I'm just a human with addictions, I'm fiending 
Want it don't need it but I want it so bad
I convince myself I need it and I set myself back

Everything is so bad
Everything is so wrong
Hate is all my heart has
That's why I don't make love songs

If I say I love you what I really mean
Is I wish I could love you, I don't feel a thing
I don't feel peace, I don't feel pain
I don't feel pride, I don't feel shame

If there is something I do feel
Then it's a void that I won't fill
I been so hurt and I won't heal
I needed you but you don't still

Where did you go? Why don't you call?
I needed you but you don't care at all
You found someone else but I'm still just alone
I need some help but I'll say that I don't

spotify.

7SPHERE. | Produced by living puff x miitya‬

Produced by Jacob Lincoln x Steve Crabtree

Lyrics

An arsonist
My heart is burning in
This hell I've made a home
It's getting harder
It's making me think that I 
Am not worth all I know
And I can see the light
It's not so hard to go

I feel a darkness ahead
How can I turn back so far?
Will life make sense when I'm dead?
Do I play only a part?

I fought so hard to get here
But now it's all breaking down
Did all my love disappear?
I think I'll die in this town

I need to get out before
It's all too late for my soul
I see that silver between
It's not enough, I need more

No one else saw what I seen
No one else felt what I feel
I'm sick of all of these dreams
I only want what is real

But I can't tell cause everything I see is never what it seems
I'm stuck in hell but I don't have a seat, I think I'm in the lead
I hear the bells once it gets to three
I'll open up to see
The last thing that I ever will, then I guess I'll leave

An arsonist
My heart is burning in
This hell I've made a home
It's getting harder
It's making me think that I 
Am not worth all I know
And I can see the light
It's not so hard to go

my heart is an arsonist.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Tryna change is hard
Don't know where to start
It's so many parts
I can't see it all
I turned off my heart
I can't turn it on
I got all this pain
I can't turn it off

Never got no help
I been on my own
Everything I felt
You could never know
I came out my shell
I was vulnerable
You sent me to hell
Now my heart is stone

I be needing help
And I don't ever ask
And I lost all my hope
And I can't get that back
What's the point if I did?
I won't ever have that girl back again
No one could turn on those feelings within
She has that key and she won't unlock it

i turned off my heart.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

You ain't that girl, I don't care about you bitch
I'll cut you off like I don't care about my wrist
Fuck all these streams, I don't care about no hit
I can make songs, I do not care to vent

I lost all my hope
Say that I care but I know that I don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Been so many years and I still ain't coped

Been so many years and my heart still broke, wish you would call but we still ain't spoke
Glad that I quit but I still wanna smoke, 3 in the morning and I'm still woke
3 years from now and I'll still be making these sad songs, that's just me
I don't care what you think cause I know what I need, If I ain't have this music would of died at 18

Don't give a fuck about blowing up, sick of this life I been throwing up
I got some pain I been storing up, If it ain't her, I'm ignoring her
If you ain't her then don't call me, if it ain't her voice it don't calm me
Her love's a void and I'm falling, I need to change but I'm stalling

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

i need to change but i'm stalling.

Produced by flower

Lyrics

Wait right here, I'll be back in the morning
Don't know why I still call, I know you'll ignore it
Don't know why I care at all, I'm not important
Told me that you needed space but you just needed more him

Less me, you won't help me
Think about you all the time, I know that this ain't healthy
So sad, you're the best I ever had
And I gotta cope with the fact that you wish you never met me

Never learned to let go, all I know is hold on
Baby hold on, you're all that I know
I'm incapable of moving on, so I can't go on
You left me for him but babygirl I don't got no one

Don't got no one, babygirl I'm broken
Don't try to save me cause I know it's hopeless
Why you hate me? Never did you no wrong
Should've known that you were faking when you said you'll come

Pick me up, save me from my doom
They think that I'm great, I just scream inside a room
All I know is pain so I turn it to a tune
By the time that I'm done, don't know what I turned into

Don't know what I turned into, I don't know what I should do
I been talking to myself cause I cannot talk to you
Mean I can but I know that you won't care
Where you at? Told me that you'd always be here
Fuck this, I don't wanna be here
You said be right back but you went to see him
I won't ever see you again, I won't ever see you again

i'll be back in the morning.

Lyrics

Broke my heart, ran away
Scream I hate you but my feelings don't match what I say
Make my art from my pain
It's a paradox, wanna let it go, but can't
Where she went I can't go, I know that I'm always gonna end up on my own
Tried love, fell apart, I think that there's something evil growing in my heart
Tried to stop it, I can't stop it, my heart's hardened, out of options
I know I should let you go, if your heart get involved don't let her know
Feel like 2019, give me back my soul
But it's 2024, I ain't a kid no more

i say i hate you but my feelings don't match what i say.

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

"detmer"

7 DAYS LATER YOU'RE GONE AND YOU ALREADY HAD SOMEONE
SO I GUESS YOU WERE PLANNING TO LEAVE ME RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING OF US ALL ALONG
HOW THE FUCK COULD I BE SO STUPID? WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MAKE ME DO THIS?
WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHILE BLACKOUT DRUNK AND THEN ACT SO CLUELESS?

"garrett"

I WOULD NEVER DO YOU LIKE THAT, HOW COULD YOU MOVE ON SO FAST?
WHY THE FUCK DID I STAY SO LONG WHEN YOU TREATED ME JUST LIKE TRASH?
AND MY HEART STILL GOT THOSE SCARS AND MY HAND STILL GOT THAT SCRATCH
GIRL I WAITED FOR YOU FOR SO LONG JUST SO YOU COULD COME BACK AND LEAVE ME IN THE PAST

ALL THIS PAIN I BE HOLDING, AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP BROKEN
AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP CRYING, AIN'T NO WONDER I FEEL SO HOPELESS
IN MY HEART AIN'T NO LOVE LEFT INSIDE IT, ALL MY ARTERIES FULL OF CORROSION
BUT IT'S COOL CAUSE I'M JUST GONNA HIDE IT, I JUST SPOKE UP, DON'T ASK HOW I WROTE IT

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

7 DAYS LATER!

Clear Eyes V2

3rd Degree ft. Trxnch Coat

Push Ya Head Back

She thought I needed her
I'm leaving her
What I wanted wasnt even her
She tell me that she love me but I don't believe in her
She so full of shit with all the lies that I been feedin' her
She open like a book for me but I don't bother reading her
Man I'm such a mess
I need to invest
Time into myself
So I can heal the hole inside my chest
Bitch you playing fuckin' games 
Well I'm bouta hit reset
When I do 
Don't come crawling back I'll show no love and thats a bet

Everyone I cared about 
I feel like they leaving me
To them I am dead
But I don't think that they greiving me
Fuck it I aint gonna waste my time
I'll be fine
Soon enough 
I'll be far ahead
They'll be far behind
In my mind
They will still reside
Feelings for them I will hide
All conncetion that I had
Honestly has fucking died
I kept losing care for them
With everytime I fucking cried
Used to feel important
Till you kicked me to the fucking side

Unknxwn. - Heartshards. | Produced By Chuki Beats

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i turned off my heart.

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