Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

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Lyrics
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It breaks my heart
knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I took my car on a night ride
But the street lights won't tell you when it ends
Tell you when it ends
'Cause I've been driving for a while
And the gaslight just keeps on flashing red
Keeps on flashing red
While my head's spinning libel
A hand on the bible I swear to god I hope he strikes me dead
Because I ain't changed from who I am
Hard drugs next to empty cans
And scriptures as diaries of torment penned in lead

And I took my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell you when it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

A face in the crowd
Pick me out
Hear my name
Say it aloud
You'll only know me when I ain't sober
Or maybe once if I'm a little hungover
See you 'round
'Round this town
Get to learn me
My ups and downs
You've only known me since last October
Still naïve but just a little bit older
Who's to blame
Naming names
The more it changes
It stays the same
And our investigation patience
Doesn't grow it only wanes
In this game
That we play
Pointing fingers
Like an array
It just keeps testing my agency
'Till it fades like tears in rain

It's hard
Knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights only tell you if it ends
Tell me if it ends

And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell me if it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

Night Ride

Night Ride [Prod. Splashgvng]

i thought hell was hot.

Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

Lyrics

"Ken, I fucking hate you"
Guess I prolly made you
Fuck it, you a sheep
So you gone do whatever they do
I can't fucking shake you
Demon on my back
Feel like shutter, I'm attached
I'm still stuck with what I had
And it won't ever leave
This ain't the shit that I need
Weight bring me down to my knees
Begging to God to just go set me free
Leave me alone, I'm still stuck tryna cope
Tryna write another song using words that I ain't wrote
I'm such a bum, I be losing all my hope
I be fucking up my lungs every single time I smoke
I need to stop fucking up on like purpose
Is thеre a purpose?
Is it all worth it?
Or will I always forevеr feel worthless?
I'm fucking hopeless, this shit ain't working

Made you mine, almost lost my mind
Every word was a straight faced lie
Fucking bitch had me hate my life
Even though she fucking saved my life
Is that how it works?
I guess love has all the perks
I got the ones the ones that would hurt
My heart got put in the dirt
Blood on my shirt

pathetic aesthetic. (remix) | Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

I'm a hurtboy sittin' at the bottom
All I do is make noise talking bout my problems
All these numbers in my phone, I don't call 'em
All I do is crumble when alone with the bottle

Don't look at me when I'm like this
No point wasting time tryna fight this
Only time I feel alive when the night hits
I look at the moon and the light so vibrant

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

But I don't think I'll ever get it
You get what you give I cannot get what I'm not giving
Life is fucking shit I do not get why I'm still living
I just need a hit, need to get out for a minute

I'm so pissed off at myself
I'm stuck, oh god, can't find help
I still feel all that I felt
Locked inside myself but I don't have no bail

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

spotify.

i can't go on. | Produced by nxku

Lyrics

There's a lot in this life that I wanted
Soon as I got it, I ain't even want it
I just like to seek shit, I don't wanna keep it
I might save yo number just so I can delete it

Might tell you lies just to see if you believe it
I can learn a lot from by what you is deceived with
Got the voice of a angel but I am a demon
Know I shouldn't stay here but I cannot leave it

I would say I'm sorry for what I'm doing
But if I was I wouldn't do it
This shit like a magnet, it keep me moving
And I don't wanna be stagnant

God I know you got a plan for me, maybe one day I'll learn
I know if I don't though where I'm going's gonna leave me burned
Right now I don't care cause I'm on Earth and this is all I have
If this wasn't for me why would you even put it in my path?

Is it a test of temptation?
Is it random is there no relation?
Have I been engulfed by the thoughts of my own mind
Could I even know? I can't even see my own eyes

Would I even wanna know at all?
If everything that's happened was all of my fucking fault?
It's been getting harder to keep my fist from this wall
I been on a cliff here, I don't wanna steer clear from the edge

*auditory agony*

There's a lot in this life that I wanted
Soon as I got it, I ain't even want it
I just like to seek shit, I don't wanna keep it
I might save yo number just so I can delete it

Might tell you lies just to see if you believe it
I can learn a lot from by what you is deceived with
Got the voice of a angel but I am a demon
Know I shouldn't stay here but I cannot leave it

seeker. | Prodcued by flower x fonkyfake

Lyrics

Slippin' through the cracks of the bonds that I broke
I wish I could take it back, every word that I spoke
I been feelin' bad, I don't want you to know
So I'll tell you that I'm good and just hope that you won't

Tryna figure out why the fuck I'm grim
I been tryna figure out why the fuck you're with him
Don't ask what a song about, every line lead to her
I be tryna get it out but I think that I'm cursed

I don't think there's a cure for the shit that I feel
Drink another beer, I just pop another pill
I been livin' in this fear, I can't look into the mirror
I don't like the face I see no more

Am I alive? I don't even care no more
The voice of god I don't hear no more
Stuck in a facade, nothing real no more
Push me to the side till I'm near no more

Nah oh oh nah, is this really what I wanted?
I forgot bout why the fuck I even started
Girl I am not what the fuck you wanna start with
I'll end you if you think that you gone leave me broken hearted

I won't lie and say that I haven't thought about
How I could disguise your body right after I take it out
I won't make it painless, you gone have some time to think about
Every choice you made that made the hate inside me rupture out

You made me hurt
I can't take it
You made me worse
I won't take this

*auditory agony*

worse. | Produced by nxku

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

I tasted what I wanted
And then I fucked up and lost it
I chased it till I caught it
But I don't think I'll ever top it

I had hope then fucked it up
Where do I go? How do I cope?
Fuck this life, I've had enough
But I won't go, I'm needed too much

I don't wanna try, don't wanna quit, don't wanna do nothing
How I feel inside I can't describe but it ain't too fun
I lay up at night and I just think bout what I did wrong
Or if I'm solely only here cause I was did wrong

I don't believe in myself no more
I don't even really seek help no more
I don't wanna feel this regret no more
I'ma let it all go, don't wanna fight no more

But before I do that, I'll leave you with a part
Of me I never grew back, it's dead inside and dark
I could prolly make this work out
But I don't wanna fail if I can't make this work out

no more.

Lyrics

Been in the past so long, all that I had long gone
I'm only bad, you don't wanna attach my soul
Put it with yours, you'd rot or at least that's my thought
Been too scared to give it a try, you don't know the man inside

That I hide from the world, don't think these songs confess
All the fucked up sick bullshit that's still in my head
I won't ever tell a soul about all the pain I hold
About all the shit I did just so I could feel at home

I got 99 problems and she's every one of 'em
I still feel the pain, not numb
Ain't shit else to gain not from her, me, my life
I swear I tried but I feel like no hope in sight

Been in the past so long, all that I had long gone
I'm only bad, you don't wanna attach my soul
Put it with yours, you'd rot or at least that's my thought
Been too scared to give it a try, you don't know the man inside

I don't need god, I need someone with skin on
I don't need to talk, need someone to lean on
Was there for you but I was someone to lead on
I lost my heart then now I think I need one

Hate me, I need it, got a demon
I need to feed it, gives a reason
Makes me feel like I'm shit to someone
Even when that someone's only me, might need help though

Been in the past so long, all that I had long gone
I'm only bad, you don't wanna attach my soul
Put it with yours, you'd rot or at least that's my thought
Been too scared to give it a try, you don't know the man inside

i can't go on. | Produced by nxku

unknxwn.

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