metamorphosis v2

deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

GHO$TBOY- i Feel Dead (Ft.AXG Karmah)

Produced by wowthissouzi x jxzxxd

Lyrics

I try to talk but it never comes out right
Don't like the thoughts that I got inside my mind
I wanna call but you won't pick up the line
I swear I try to treat you right but you just always wanna fight

Baby I don't like that
Hit you up but you ain't wanna type back
I ain't ever think that you was like that
What I gave you I will never give that to anyone again

"Why don't you make songs to spread love?" I ain't got none
"If you made a song that sounds like this then you would blow up"
Shut the fuck up, fuck y'all, you can really fuck off
Fuck that, don't wanna go viral for no dumb track

Cause I don't need that
All I need is her and she won't be back
Ever again, won't be better again
Gave her all that I had, ain't got shit left to give

I try to talk but it never comes out right
Don't like the thoughts that I got inside my mind
I wanna call but you won't pick up the line
I swear I try to treat you right but you just always wanna fight

Baby I don't like that
Hit you up but you ain't wanna type back
I ain't ever think that you was like that
What I gave you I will never give that to anyone again

IDLT!

(lyrics)

It's 4 a.m., but I'mma push it to 5 Lookin' dead, baby, but I'm feelin' too damn
alive Baby, give me some time and I'mma change
our lives they Ain't fuckin' with it now, but baby, give

them some time Every day, every week, nothin' new, no sleep
4 Am lookin' at the mirror Just a sad boy with some eyes of a killer
What you sad for, baby, I can't remember What she mad for, I'm always right here with
her Teen lovin', just some teens fuckin', baby

They say it means nothin', but baby, it means everything
Baby, keep it comin', that's just that teen shit I'm still a teen, bitch
Screamin' fuck the world, comin' off a little mean shit
Fuck the world, the world mean, bitch I ain't stoppin' till my mama wip foreign

I ain't stoppin' till I hate this shit and it start to get boring
I ain't stoppin' till the music dead and got me mournin
It's 4 a.m., but I'mma push it to 5 Lookin' dead, baby, but I'm feelin' too damn
alive Baby, give me some time and I'mma change

our lives they Ain't fuckin' with it now, but baby, give
on them some time Every day, every week, nothin' new, no sleep
4 Am I'm lookin' at the mirror Just a sad boy with some eyes of a killer
What you sad for, baby, I can't remember What she mad for, I'm always right here with her

GHO$TBOY- 4:AM *prd.soprettyanxiety*

Produced by R3DQX & discent

Lyrics

You won't remember me when I'm a memory
I'm so in love with you, you're a facade cause you act and you only pretend to be
Thought I'd be better by now but I'm not, I was sick and I only was withering
You'll never know what you meant to me, you'll never know what you did to me
I can't let go and it's sickening

I can't get you out of my head
Maybe I will when I'm dead
Maybe I won't, then maybe I'll haunt
That bitch until she finds death

9mm of metal inside of my skeleton
Wish I could say that the state that I'm in
Is better than the one that you left me in

But I won't cause I can't
I only wish I could hold you
I feel the wall on my back
If it was cap, wouldn't of told you

That I love you more than anything inside of this world that we're in
I'm in a hole, can't get out of

memory.

Produced by kewan x jaysset

Lyrics

Wanna heal but I can't
I mean I prolly could but I won't
What I feel isn't black
It gets darker than you'll ever know
I could talk but I won't
I can't ever let nobody know
What I have in my head
I won't ever be the one you hold
When it's cold, when it's dark
When I feel like I'm falling apart
This shit is old, wake up everyday
And I do the same shit and I play the same part
And I'm getting so tired of all the emotions
I keep to myself that are hurting my heart
Why the fuck did you let me get over you
Just to reach out to me? Now I'm back under you
Can't get you out of me

Leave me alone, I'm fine
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know why I try
I don't even have anymore hope
I'm a fraud, I'm a lie
Cause I know that I told you I'm fine
But I'm really not cause I know if I was
I wouldn't have to say that I am every time
I don't cry anymore, I used to a lot but I just got bored
I used to fall to the floor, screaming at God "Why the fuck was I born?"
Wanted to die, I tried but I failed, do I still go to Hell?
I barely care about my own life, you really think I care bout someone else?

emotions to mp3.

DADDY

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

@cuts

| unknxwn. |

You told me that I been off the rails but I know it
How bout ever other time I fell? You ain't notice
You only care now cause you think you got some to gain
Every thing I have I got myself, it's going to my grave

In cocoon state, break out as a butterfly
I was in a bad state, you left me for another guy
Don't come callin' back when you find yourself in need
They say forgive and forget but that's not what I believe

You just need a hand, is that so? I'ma pass though
I won't give you that, bitch I know I'm an asshole
I looked at the glass and I can tell you it ain't half full
Say it's greener but there ain't no fucking grass bro

Ain't no fucking light bulb in this fucking head of mine
You can thank my last hoe, that bitch is why I'm dead inside
I'm tryna relearn how to use my fucking heart now
Everywhere I turn just be cold and fucking dark now

| cuts |

You never tried to be honest, what happened to all that you promised?
You always treated me like shit, that's something you won’t admit 
I don't wanna be here baby, yeah you promised
That you would just be near anytime I wanted

I don't wanna think about it anymore
I know what you think is that I'm just a whore
I don't wanna, baby I been honest
I don't wanna fall in love, I'll crash just like a comet

I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to be a bore
You treat me like I was decor
I been in my head, think about the things we said
I don't wanna fall in love, I just want you in my bed

I know that its wrong but I really want to numb the pain
Making you my drug, babe I swear you are my novocaine
I just can't get enough of you
I been thinkin' this is my debut

cuts & unknxwn. - cocoon.

Produced by R3DQX & discent

Lyrics

A while ago, I said I was gone be better
That was years ago, I still ain't no fucking better
I just learned to hide it in places you won't find it
You just can't get close enough to me to see behind this

Mask that I put on, really think that I'm gone die with it
Cause I just won't take it off cause I get frightened
When you can see me for what I really am inside
I don't like myself so loving me why would you even try?

I know you don't care so you ain't gotta fucking lie
Tread on me careful cause I don't care about my life
I'll take you with me if I choose to end it
You should think twice about fucking with my feelings

Cause I ain't got too many left at all
Can't seem to catch my fucking breath at all
So if you choose to involve yourself at all with me
You should really try to see what I don't want you to see

Girl I ain't really even that great
And I don't wanna ruin your day
So if you choose to stay
I want you to know that the blame won't be on me

Don't want you to say no stupid shit like:
"Should of told me what you were in it for before you fucking broke me"
Cause I know that I did, who I want can't find her
I might be an asshole but I'm not a liar

A while ago, I said I was gone be better
That was years ago, I still ain't no fucking better
I just learned to hide it in places you won't find it
You just can't get close enough to me to see behind this

Mask that I put on, really think that I'm gone die with it
Cause I just won't take it off cause I get frightened
When you can see me for what I really am inside
I don't like myself so loving me why would you even try?

years ago, a while ago.

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Lyrics

I'm fucking up again, so God, forgive my sins
I'm losing all my friends, how did I come back to this?
I ran away till it caught up, fuck all these games tear the card's up
Don't know what this is but it's not love
My heart's put away and it's locked up
You can't save me, not like you'd give it a try though
I'm still breaking down but I sing on the high note
It's okay if you hate me, I know you used to have high hopes
Please don't chase me, if yes really meant no, I would be right
How far could I get if I really tried? Don't care about shit, if I do, then I lied
I found a genie stuck in a bottle, I wished for death, and I still havеn't died
Why can't I get out of my head? I think I'd bе better off dead
Lies making me say that again, life took me back to the bottom again

sins. (2019)

Casket Bloom

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

IDLT!

unknxwn.

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