If she dont love me i dont wnana feel it again

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

Lyrics

If she don't love me, I don't wanna feel it again
I turn to nothing when I'm not pressed up on her skin
I think you're bluffing when you tell me "I love you Ken"
But it don't matter, you ain't even around, why the fuck can't I have her?

I'm got lost in the thought of your love
Feel the moon light down from above
It just makes me miss you more
Girl I really wish that you missed me more

How's oats? How's your mom? How's Autumn?
All the signs that you sent I caught 'em
But there ain't nothing you could do to make never want you

LRG I need an LMG
I don't hate you, why do you hate me?
Wanna die fast like an SRT
Cause the one that you want now is not me

I don't know why I hold on
Please don't go, I have no one
I'm so cold, now it's froze on
Hate this hoe, I don't even wanna go on

CTRL ALT
Grab my file please delete
I don't think you'll ever see
How much you meant to me

Hurt me 1000 times
I'll love you through 1000 lives
I don't wanna see the light
Unless it's coming off your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't think that I'll ever try
Ain't no drug can get me high
As your love can but I'll still try

if she don't.  | Produced by daitana

Produced by november

Lyrics

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

I need help, everyday I'm stuck in hell
Feeding myself all of these negative thoughts
The heart in my chest isn't more than a prop
Are the songs that make even worth it at all?

I write when I'm down cause I don't like to talk
Is anyone out there that knows what I feel?
Is this all a dream?
Is my life even real?

No matter where I run
I just end up right back where I was
I don't remember when I was strong
They think I am but I know I'm not

I just need someone that won't fall back
When they realize that I'm not intact
The day that I snap it'll be too late
Don't tell me you love me when I'm insane

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

torn.

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I don't wanna go through
Life if I won't ever hold you
I been tryna show you
I was true with what I told you

But you don't care to know me
And you won't ever show me
That you feel what I feel
Guess I won't ever heal

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

ICLWY!

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Never would of thought you wouldn't be coming back
Wish we never lost potential we could of had
I miss you a lot but you don't care about that
You don't wanna talk, I just wanna talk

I just needa talk to you
I know I don't mean a lot to you
I know that I got a lot to do
Told me you needed to work on yourself but you needed somebody else

You'll never know how I felt
You were my fire but you made me melt
Wouldn't take my calls but you took off his belt
Why do you put me through hell?

You were my angel but I guess you fell
I need you back, I don't need any help
If I can't have you back girl
I'll never be any better

I just brush it off and off and off
It's been piling on and on and on
How much longer can I keep this going?
Before I can't hide what I'm ignoring

I got some pain in my heart that I bandaged
I never healed it and now it is callous
Don't ever ask me why I am so distant
I can't get hurt if I'm not within distance

I don't know why you won't call me
I need you now, I been falling
I been hoping that you'd be there
When I can't hold it but I don't see her

you were my angel but i guess you fell.

"for legal reasons this is not a https://soundcloud.com/slowpulp song"
ts stayin on soundcloud, cant release it.
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5uuPmjPevkkFEKQyagICqZ?si=FX3WAMzsRh2hycd4aaFG_w

21st reason

im a shitty person lmao

oh, that wasn't what i expected (prod. GAXILLIC) 

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

What I want and I feel do not agree
It's stopping me from reaching to all that I could
I try to be good but my thoughts keeps stalling me
I'm not an angel don't call to me
I'll make you regret it, don't fall for me
I know that I did but I hate that I said it
I'm guessin' that love is just not for me

I cannot trust what I feel
Stuck in the lust I know this isn't real
I'm feelin' crushed, I might crush up a pill
You know how it goes, at this point it's a drill

Wake up, feel fucked, go to sleep, repeat
I miss real love, nobody needs me
I fall, get stuck, no one can reach me
To me do not look up, ain't fun to be me

I smoke for the pain, life in the drain
I wanna forget so I go grab a drink
Do I really need it though? I do not think so
It seems that the drugs all that help with the pain though

So I'ma get fucked up
Don't want advice, shut the fuck up
When I was alive you ain't act like you care
So the day that I rise I won't show love

Leave me alone, just leave me alone
Don't care if you stay cause I just wanna go
No not to a place, to the grave where we go
When we get erased from the life that we know

Evil in my head
Don't try to care either when I'm dead
Cause honestly I got like 3 friends
You can't save me I'm stuck on the deep end

I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this oh I swear
I can't make this up out of air

Bleeding out, I'm on the floor
Don't care about it anymore
I've tried time and time again
I don't think that I was meant for this

I'm a piece without a place
I'm a mask without a face
Not too long before I break
You should stay out of the way

Cause the day I do
I won't consider you
I'll just burn it all
Along with anyone too

3.14...

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

if she don't. | Produced by daitana

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