Produced by bapop x ayoleybeats

Lyrics

Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since
I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint

That you're done with for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby
Won't you save me?
I hope you don't hate me
I could never even if I say that I do

I only have cause it hurt so much
To go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without, you don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself
I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did
But I never would tell

Nicotine on my tongue
Bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid
My hand is holding a gun

Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickle every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind
All my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times
That you fed me up with lies

Telling me you loved me
Ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is
At the bottom of the pit

Fuck this, I'm pissed
My pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get
What the fuck it is I did

spotify.

UNI.

Lyrics

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me supress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time atleast

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

How could I love you? I don't even like me
Why do I wake up? Death doesn't want me
I'm stuck in my room, they won't let me leave
One day I'll kill them all, they don't believe me

Cause you won't, cause you're weak
You ain't got the strength to fight us
We don't like the way you push away
You don't invite us

To anything anymore, you treat us like we're not you
We can't go away if you don't let us from inside you
Shit, fuck, I ain't even think about that
Was tryna keep you here, cause you the reason that I wrote raps
Guess I gotta let you go, honestly I want you gone
I guess I can't progress if I keep crying and I don't move on

Don't worry, won't hurt me
Take your time, no hurry
Without pain, no glory
No climax, no story

climax. | Produced by røse

Justincaseiwannadie.m4a

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

Broken in, I'm broke again
I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
Hope is hopeless, I'm fuckin' chokin', can't deal with this, fuck real life
I used to think about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might

Take my life, cause this shit don't make mine really feel nice
I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
Cause if I explain, they still wouldn't know about All of thoughts That've run through my head that're making me think
That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)

People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
We wanna get better, we're calling for help
But no one is willing give us a chance

So when I make it out, it's fuck them, and it's fuck you
Needed help, you ain't come through
You don't know what I've gone through
When you're all alone, I'll be gone too

Poppin' off like a 12 shotty
Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
Too bad, I don't feel sorry
She feelin' me but I don't feel shawty

unknxwn. - ill be gone too

i'll be gone too.

i'll be gone too. | Produced by hateful

"𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

[bridge]
you're perfect from inside to out
I think I'll stay with you baby no doubt
Can't keep my feelings inside 
when i'm without you I think I might cry
please baby take away pain
fucked in the head and i'm caught in the rain
feelings of love I will gain, I cannot wait until we meet again

[verse]
oh I know that you can't go back
I'll just wait here in the cold
lets cuddle up till we grow old 
my growing love for you is gold
I got one chance so I take it 
I won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right
got one more chance so I take it I
won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

sweatshirt [prod. jody]

Lyrics

No love in me, I can't give love to you, I'm sorry I cannot
I'm made to be the way I am so being happy I cannot
Or maybe I'm not sad at all, and I'm just really fucked up
Either way it goes I'll live my life till death with no love

Left behind, I'm left to find increase in my high hopes to die
Left of right, but both roads lead me to a rope to tie
Given up, no more to fight for, I'll just sit and sigh
In my room, no sun in my pores, I'll just stay inside

Living in my head, I'm the only one that hurts me
I'm the thing I hate, I'm the one who truly cursed me
I wish I could change, I wish I could find some more peace
The only drive I have, is my body in a hearse

Deep 6 feet, fix me, I know you don't miss me
But I can still taste your cherry lips when you kissed me
I rips me apart, tear the veins from my heart
I know still have one, but it's not working like before

A waste of space is what I am, I'm losing touch of what I was
Nobody wants to be with me, from simple friends to every girl
It hurts to hear my thoughts aloud 'cause then I can't just block 'em out
So I resort to drugs when I'm awake in hopes they knock me out

I'm fuckin' sick of waking up in knowledge that I fucked up
Knowledge that I gotta face every thing I've had enough of
Enough of my life that's a lie, don't wanna talk, I'll tell you why
Cause every time I open up it leaves a fuckin' knife in my

Back that's already breaking down from the weight I hold
I'm so full of hate I don't think there is a way to love
Pressure pushin' back, I'm losing hope, why should I even shove?
Sick thoughts, a match box, is what I am becoming of

I suffer everyday, I might just throw it all away
I might snap off at anyone that enters in my space
Take the cap off, or light up, I wanna intoxicate
This fucking body that's stuck in a place that's not great

I'm too far deep
Can't get enough sleep
Fuck this 9-5
This way of life just crush me

left behind. | Produced by røse

Lyrics

I don't wanna be alone I have been so long
I'm afraid I'll die with the comfort of no one
People do me wrong, I really don't wanna go on
Why'd you have to lie? I just started to grow on you

Guess that's fine, my heart's used to being broken
Girl I broke my back for you, I'll guess you'll never know it
I wanna come back to you, I'm trying not to show it
Cause then I'll get my heart abused and trashed and then you'll throw it

I don't wanna connect anymore
There's not a lot of people that I really care for
But the one's that I do, I try to give it my all
And there still ain't nobody there to catch me when I fall

Thoughts that I don't like to think about, I'm feelin' anxious now
Locked inside my room, I'll make a song to let the hatred out
Don't know what to do, say that a lot, but fuck I'm lost a lot
I wish it was through, I need a drug cause I can't make it stop

I don't wanna be alone I have been so long
I'm afraid I'll die with the comfort of no one
People do me wrong, I really don't wanna go on
Why'd you have to lie? I just started to grow on you

Guess that's fine, my heart's used to being broken
Girl I broke my back for you, I'll guess you'll never know it
I wanna come back to you, I'm trying not to show it
Cause then I'll get my heart abused and trashed and then you'll throw it

broken. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I put my heart into this music tryna make it out of where I am
All the words in the world couldn't even make you understand
How much it would mean to me to make enough with ends to meet
From talking bout the shit that I don't talk about as easily

Cause I'm afraid of judgement, I'm afraid of being vulnerable
It isn't honorable when I'm put down for being true
Took so long to be myself when all I tried was being you
Cause I don't think I'm liked enough when I show leaves that I have grew

I'm kinda weird and not because it started being cool to be
But because when I was still in school they made a fool of me
Not because I did dumb shit or acted stupidly
But because I was myself when most people just couldn't be

I like who I am, don't make me second guess
Don't try make me turn into you just because you're like the rest
That shit isn't my fault that you hate yourself enough to change
For people that just want you for a moment but would never stay

And I promise that I could, I swear to God I can
But you just keep on knocking me back down till I can't even stand
So know that when I do again I'm only gonna walk away
I can say truly tried, you're the one that chose to waste

I don't regret shit, I flex on those who make me want to
Don't think you know shit when you don't know the lengths I've gone to
I'll prolly live a thousand lives by the time I die
When one thing doesn't work, I think of new shit I could try

I don't know why I feel alone when there's people all around me
I'll surprise you, don't you doubt me
I've been growing cold with the things I know, I've been floating need some grounding
Love? I try to, you won't allow me

Or won't I allow myself cause I'm scared of help
I'm afraid of a touch that I never felt
Is it my fault that I'm like this?
I don't think it is in the very slightest

I didn't break my own damn heart
I didn't write pain in my stars
I never told anyone to hate me
I'm kinda fragile, don't you break me

I'll snap at any moment I feel it in me
Had enough fake, show me something real please
I want a feeling real enough that it could kill me
Don't make me want to, just fucking end me

fragile. | Produced by INFELIX

prod. capsctrl x malloy x lukeXI x Eddie B x Valious x p4ra x Shrpnss

rip valentine

Art By Muhammed Çelebi

Lyric Video: https://youtu.be/ELQ9G351ESQ

Lyrics

Smoke in my lungs suffocating my thoughts
I can't think fucking straight, I get so fucking lost
I'm not okay, like bitch what you thought?
I see death as a phase and I wanna evolve

Leave me the fuck alone, don't say that you care cause I know you don't
I might just break my phone, I don't wanna talk about nothing no more
I might fucking fold on myself, I need help bitch
I don't like the soul I was dealt, I might sell it

Helpless how I see myself in my eyes
Melting, I'm so hot
Is this what hell is? I might unveil it
Watch me get reckless

I don't think you wanna see how fucked up and dark I get
Okay I just wanna be deceased, don't care how I get there
I just might do it myself, I'm so selfish
Where do I go with all the pain I need help with?

I don't know, I might fucking go
To a loaded gun, tell my brain to blow
And if that ain't it, I'm headed to a bridge
To drown myself and my thoughts in a dark abyss

I don't care about my life
All I wanna do is die
I don't wanna see the light
Unless it's God to say goodbye

To the worst soul that he ever made
Never I'm not more so that I'll be okay
This body is foreclosed, I'm not here to stay
Head gone look like morse code when I let it spray

i'll be gone too. | Produced by hateful

unknxwn.

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