deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
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Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Lyrics

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

Hold me don't hurt me, talk to me, don't call me
I'll keep forgiving, if you kiss me softly
I need you as much as I need you to leave
Cause I'm tired of us but without you ain't no me

You're all I had when I was only nothing
I'll take you back so I can feel like something
I know I'm no one, that's why I need someone
A shoulder to lean on, when I don't wanna cling on

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

beautiful bullshit. | Produced by elvien

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?
Lies is all I know, Cry is what I don't do any fucking more
I did that enough when you left me in the cold

Oh, God can you please help me?
This isn't a song, this is me asking for help please
Don't ask me why I'm hurting
I know why I am but I don't want you to desert me

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?

I don't even wanna try anymore
Really wish I would of died on that floor
I took way too many pills, couldn't get high anymore
I ain't wanna be alive, hope? I ain't have anymore

I can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Baby, why'd you ever go?

this isn't a song, this is me asking for help.

Produced by luffysome x noah808

Lyrics

I need you back, whatever he has I seem to lack

Oh, why'd you ever have to leave me hopeless?
Make sure where the bodies go is where nobody notice
I don't wanna be fixed, I got used to being broken
It don't matter how I feel, I don't ever wanna open up

I'm so fucked, you just wanted sex
Baby all I want is love
I'll succumb, I'll become
Anything you ever need and anything you want

Baby I'm not worth it if you not with me, you can hit me
You know I'll forget about it as soon as you kiss me
Don't care what you do to me just don't forget me
I can't let you do all that to me and simply leave me

Bae it ain't that easy, we gone have to both go
Don't go, I need you here with me or I won't cope
I ain't got no need to cope if you just don't go
Moving on is what I need to do but I just won't though

Been in a bad mood ever since I woke up
Lux said I ain't need to write, so I spoke up
With the bogiebois in ATL & we gone smoke up
Love me, hate me, baby I give no fucks

Don't go, please don't go, girl I need you back, I can't let you go
I'm cold, I'm so cold, I ain't got nowhere to go I can call home
She's gone, she won't come back anymore, I guess I'm alone
I know that I should move on but I don't wanna move on

i don't wanna be fixed, i got used to being broken.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Wish I was what she needed but I'm not the one she want
She was all I ever needed but I see I'm not enough
Yeah I'm out here making songs but I ain't making this shit up
I still feel like she the one, I ain't ever giving up

I won't ever let her go, you could never even know
What I'm feeling in my bones, what I feel when I'm alone
I don't have to be alone if you would come back
I won't ever let you go, can you please come back?

Stuck in my head, left me on read
Seen what I said but you didn't text back
I found some new motivation inside of these songs
Because I got my stress back

I just want what I had back
Life is a test, I won't pass that
I'm not in pain, bitch I'm past that
I had a chance but I passed that

Don't know what I did so wrong babe
You're not here so I'm not okay
Thought by now that I'd be healed
I'm still not, you're still with him

Wish I was what she needed but I'm not the one she want
She was all I ever needed but I see I'm not enough
Yeah I'm out here making songs but I ain't making this shit up
I still feel like she the one, I ain't ever giving up

I won't ever let her go, you could never even know
What I'm feeling in my bones, what I feel when I'm alone
I don't have to be alone if you would come back
I won't ever let you go, can you please come back?

Don't know what I did so wrong
You're not here, "okay?" I'm not
Thought by now that I'd be healed
I'm still not, you're with him

you're not here so i'm not okay.

Produced by luffysome

Lyrics

I love that girl more than myself
She ripped my heart right out my chest
Sick of this life, I don't care what's next
I don't care cause I don't really got none left

I gave it all to her
She thought I was joking but I really wasn't
I knew that I shouldn't of gave her my heart
But I did and now that shit is broken and it won't be fixed

Why in the fuck do y'all tell me y'all really miss my old shit?
Ain't even like that shit been deleted, you can go listen to old shit
Bitch you can get off my dick, I really don't give no shits
I make this shit for myself, make this shit for my health, I don't make this shit so it can sell

Bitch I do not make content, I make this shit to be content
All of these fake ass fucks that be blowing up ain't really on shit
Might be a dick but I'm honest, wish I was what she wanted
That girl is all I needed, I lost my way cause I made her my compass

I love that girl more than myself
She ripped my heart right out my chest
Sick of this life, I don't care what's next
I don't care cause I don't really got none left

I gave it all to her
She thought I was joking but I really wasn't
I knew that I shouldn't of gave her my heart
But I did and now that shit is broken and it won't be fixed

i don't make content, i make this to be content.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

I need you baby, can we talk it out? 
Cause I ain't happy
I know you're not either with that guy
Because you're meant to be mine

Ain't nobody should have you if it isn't me
I'm obsessive, I need you, you're all that I see
Go to sleep and I dream of you, wake up and I still think bout you
Cause I know you're all that I have

Can't let you go, thought you'd learn that by now
If you try letting go then I'll burn both us down
I ain't ever had a drug stronger than her love
She's all I fiend for, I'll always need more

I put her on pedestals, on pedestals, on pedestals
Every girl I met was less than you, was less than you, was less than you
Girl I'll always see the best in you, the best in you, the best in you
I know it's been 5 years but I'm still expecting you

Tell me you love me, don't care if it's lies
Make me think there's a chance and I swear I'll be fine
Girl I'm so delusional, girl you're so damn beautiful
I find you every time, what the fuck you keep on moving for?

i need you, can we talk?

Prod. Septfree 

Lyrics~

I been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
Waiting for the day the reaper fuckin takes me
Bitch I’m nothing you can’t fuckin save me 
Don’t say that you love me
If you fucking hate me

My emotions, they’re always mistaking
Deep inside my ocean, is where I’ll be fading
Where’d you go bitch what happened to staying?
I can’t fucking cope with, 
Scars that I would make bleed 

My walls cave in
Baby I can’t take this 
Lately you been changing 
Baby make it make sense 
I been patient 
My hearts fuckin aching 
Sick of fuckin faking 
Baby girl I hate this

All alone, there’s no one I know
I’m finding a home, but got no where to go
I’m In the cold, blood drips in snow
Pains all I hold, can’t take no mo

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’ 

You tell me you love me but I 
Don’t know what you’re thinkin’
Happiness is fleeting
I’m tired of chasin’
I’m still bleeding 
Baby I can taste it 
You don’t need me 
Baby girl I hate it 

Used to wake up think bout getting faded 
Don't tell me what I mean to you
I don’t care you can save it
I don’t want your love 
It’s more than that baby I crave it
You’re the only one that can help me
Girl you’re my haven 

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’

i need you, can we talk?

unknxwn.

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