yk it's funny that the first time I hear this song I'm on xanz and I'm smoking a fatty

The Upload

Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

VERSE 1
in the bedroom
yes, it's way too late at night in the hotel room
everybody's going out so it's just us two
we both drinking thirty shots of rum, this spells doom
oh and I know you can hear it loud
thunder and lightning come crashing down
I will regret this by morning
for now we're just watching rain pouring
~
CHORUS
6th story view from the window sill

I lock lips with liquor bottles cause I love the thrill

tasting your tounge in the moment feels right

I wake up sober and regret my night

do you feel the same?
I drink through the pain
~
VERSE 2
no this can't be healthy
blacked out on the bed, heart empty
head filled with the thoughts, so plenty
smoke steady rising disquising my envy
drink in the rain, lust fill my brain
watching the skyline zoom past on the train
we pretend like nothing happened ...
I get back to rapping about masochistic tendancies
I don't wanna be who I wanna be
you're no friend of me, all appologies
hope you like me still, but I gotta chill
~
CHORUS
6th story view from the window sill

I lock lips with liquor bottles cause I love the thrill

tasting your tounge in the moment feels right

I wake up sober and regret my night

do you feel the same?
I drink through the pain
~
VERSE 3 AMERICAN DEAD CROSS
lied to me said
you aint messed with all my friends
i cant face the fake
the realm
i regret it i cant handle
all my problems
just built em up
and fall
impulsivities and thoughts

just bang my head
my skull cant threshold
please just break
cant wait to never see your face
these drugs i take should be laced

you make me wish i never felt someone's touch
and now i hate the mirror's glow
you make me wish i was never in love

cause i don't like anyone at all
and i pass em by
i just spend all my money on my car
and drugs
you got a name
i see as much as the sky
i just cope with habits
why i always lie
i cant help but say im fine
~
BRIDGE
how did it come to this?
one little kiss and I am surely missing
someone to hold in the night time
looking at me with those bright eyes
and you made a move
searching for purpose in lust and booze
finding my path man I gotta choose
~
CHORUS
6th story view from the window sill

I lock lips with liquor bottles cause I love the thrill

tasting your tounge in the moment feels right

I wake up sober and regret my night

do you feel the same?
I drink through the pain
~

6th Story View [W/ American Dead Cross, Pink]

[+] there's a mirror in my living room...
* featuring @pinkcig + @emofruits * produced by @jolst*

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reflections

reflections (feat. pink cig + emo fruits) [prod. jolst]

Lyrics:

could we define this differently
i had my work cut out for me
what are we
its a simple question 
with a complex answer
and that's just how my luck would have it
no i can't hardly stand it
it's tough when u ask her with a gun to her brain
i don't think u'll get the answer that u want

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
x2

as she moans anothers name with a passion in my bed
and i'd like to take it further 
but she'd like with him instead
and it's 12:24 and i'm tryna hit my friends
sorry i can't pick up right now
i crank the sound up and blast her out my eardrums yea
her lips amusing so i'm laughing and she pissed off yea
is 100 decibles enough to kill my cortex yea
i don't think i ever needed u around for that

for that
f for that
f f f for that
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
could you tell me

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain

what are we (yokai dreams)

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

@xweepings

Produced by flower x luffy

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

I was so upset the day you left, ain't understand it
Dealing with a broken heart you left, I couldn't stand it
I would lay in bed all day, thinking about those days
When I ain't think that we would ever meet the end of it

Us apart? Can't deal with it, tryna find some new I'm finished with
I wake up just wishing it was all a dream this living shit
I can't do this no more, honestly my soul sore
Don't look in that closed door, why the fuck you think it's closed for?

I keep all my skeletons in there with this feeling that I'm in
I thought I was better than when I was in my past
I can't ever get over this wall, it'd be better to jump off and fall
Your life's better when I'm not involved, if you're not in mine I don't have one at all

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

| weepings |

You were so perfect so how could this be anything but my fault?
Claim that I'm fine but behind the curtains I wake up on asphalt
I need you now more than ever; I still got your lipstick stains on top my sweater

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

Time keeps moving and I keep on proving that I'm stuck inside the past
Girl you still run through my head at times, I'm 6 deep in these cans
In this pain I'm fluent, girl I miss you and I wanna feel your hand
But you took a fucking torch and scorched up all our fucking plans

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

weepings & unknxwn. - disaster.

BEBLIONTIV - STORMSHROUD

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far from over it <///3
.
.
.
(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
.
.

far from over it w/ brevik (prod. kcaaz x christian)

produced by smokeasac & slight 

mix & master by WZRDBLD

Helpless (prod. by Smokeasac & Slight)

Lyrics

No love in me, I can't give love to you, I'm sorry I cannot
I'm made to be the way I am so being happy I cannot
Or maybe I'm not sad at all, and I'm just really fucked up
Either way it goes I'll live my life till death with no love

Left behind, I'm left to find increase in my high hopes to die
Left of right, but both roads lead me to a rope to tie
Given up, no more to fight for, I'll just sit and sigh
In my room, no sun in my pores, I'll just stay inside

Living in my head, I'm the only one that hurts me
I'm the thing I hate, I'm the one who truly cursed me
I wish I could change, I wish I could find some more peace
The only drive I have, is my body in a hearse

Deep 6 feet, fix me, I know you don't miss me
But I can still taste your cherry lips when you kissed me
I rips me apart, tear the veins from my heart
I know still have one, but it's not working like before

A waste of space is what I am, I'm losing touch of what I was
Nobody wants to be with me, from simple friends to every girl
It hurts to hear my thoughts aloud 'cause then I can't just block 'em out
So I resort to drugs when I'm awake in hopes they knock me out

I'm fuckin' sick of waking up in knowledge that I fucked up
Knowledge that I gotta face every thing I've had enough of
Enough of my life that's a lie, don't wanna talk, I'll tell you why
Cause every time I open up it leaves a fuckin' knife in my

Back that's already breaking down from the weight I hold
I'm so full of hate I don't think there is a way to love
Pressure pushin' back, I'm losing hope, why should I even shove?
Sick thoughts, a match box, is what I am becoming of

I suffer everyday, I might just throw it all away
I might snap off at anyone that enters in my space
Take the cap off, or light up, I wanna intoxicate
This fucking body that's stuck in a place that's not great

I'm too far deep
Can't get enough sleep
Fuck this 9-5
This way of life just crush me

spotify.

left behind. | Produced by røse

prod. @kuroimetsuyu
cover art: abrea

hit me like a face plant
blood all on the pavement
hate the smell of crimson
but i guess its time to face facts
my bad
im so sad
moving with emotions was an accident
see it in your iris
you dont even like this
wonder why we didnt kiss
and now im feeling stupid
thats okay
im to blame
honestly i knew youd never feel the same

leave me here without a candle
stumble through to fight the shadow
shine a light into the window
truth is what will be revealed
show the way you think about me
nothing more than nice and friendly
turn my heart to origami
crumpling instead of folding

origami (prod. kuroime)

Shoutout Lil Biscuit 🍞
Follow me on everything @DonaldSlvmp ❤
I love u guys if you like this song then check out some others and show yo freinds 😗

"Till U Die"(Prod. Lil Biscuit)👻🎃 ♡OFFICIAL AUDIO♡

w/o you - keyblayde808 + capoxxo + pvscale

Lyrics:
heard you around, i wont call back
im my own self, not your fall back
i been living fine but yourself i know you got some problems all that

better tell me now what you wanna do
ima listen now then ill run it through
let it all come out while im in the booth
choking it all down what i mean to you

hitting my line like i been lost
where you been living with the cost
staying up late when panic calls
heard you been fine man not at all

now you know me with the fame, and the name, in the place, where im hiding an ace, cuz your fate, is the same, when im dead in the grave, youre displaced, a discrace, while im lost in the haze

marceline whyd you have to go and get me all fucked up
know youre seeing what im posting im just tryna push my luck
got me drowning in gin got a bottle drink it up
cuz you sick in the brain watch me dying from your lust
Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me

you said toughen up why dont you be a man
got bruised on my body so i took a stand
been fighting these demons before it began
it piled up so high i could see all the lands

you know me im not one who lives up in their body
im always floating round i loiter in the lobby
of all the thoughts i run from cuz im getting sloppy
my mind is out of order and im really sorry

marceline pt 2

@paineko

Lyrics

Think I need help but I won't ask
I feel so weak when I do that
I just hide myself in my lies
Don't even ask, I'll say I'm fine

But I know I'm not though
I'm nowhere near close
I don't think I ever will be
Think I'm immortal, I swear that she killed me

She say she didn't but I know I feel it
I don't feel alive though, I wanna just end it
You ate my heart and you still don't seem finished
I had to block, can't see you in my mentions

The silence is so loud
I don't wanna go out
Thank you for inviting
But I'm feeling so down

I don't wanna go out
I'm feeling so down

My hopes getting low now
Body vacant, my soul's out
I can't take it, it's old now
Heart pacing, think I might be sick

Post death feel like gucci, I'm so sick of this
Your love burned right through me now I can't be fixed
Just be straight up with me, no need for the tricks
I done felt so much pain, how much worse could I get?

I can't imagine, I don't wanna know
Malice intentions, just leave me alone
I've been the victim, now I'm at your throat
In stone it is written, I'm meant for the throne

My ego is hungry, I might hit yo shawty
Don't want her for too long, I just want the top
It's honestly funny how these hoes be movin'
I can't trust another, won't make me look stupid

lost soul melody. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

Where to go? I don't know, hide my soul, I won't show
Anyone the many things I feel when they get too close
Can't be fixed, I'm too broke, I'm searching for new hope
I'ma let you let you find in me what's really there but won't glow

Be the spark I need to burst in flames, I can't go like Kobain
I just wanna see the day I'm saved, I don't want fucking fame
I just need myself to make me safe but I feel out of place
Yeah I might get lots of plays but I still feel like I'm a waste

You don't know how I feel when I see your eyes
I know it's a disguise covering up all the lies
You told me that you cared but you left me fucking scared
Girl I see you everywhere, swear this life ain't fucking fair

Bitch you ain't real nothing but a hoe
I can't even stay with you, I really gotta go
If I don't, you gone leave me cold
Till I'm dead and I'm growing mold

Scars on my heart you can't see
The one I need you can't be
Stayed here so long, now I can't leave
Breathed in your love, now I can't breathe

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
Why try when I always end up pissed?
My life is nothing but a ball of shit
I'd cry but I'd rather make a song like this

Why would you hurt me for nothing?
I knew you were up to something
You say you care but you bluffing
I lost my way cause I made you my compass

This is a poem for you my love
The thing I can't take but it is still my drug
I hope we can both learn to go high above
Just so I can knock you down and show you what it's like to trust

You don't even know how hard it was for me to reach out to you
Just for you to do the very thing you said you'd not do
She loves me, she loves me not
Picking pedals off a flower under the moon is all I really got

Nagging about the past, it's all I'm really good at
According to you, it's something we could get back
But looking at your actions, you're something I don't need back
I hope you can find someone, seems you need that

left behind. | Produced by røse

unknxwn.

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