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Bleeding thoughts

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Lyrics

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me supress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time atleast

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

How could I love you? I don't even like me
Why do I wake up? Death doesn't want me
I'm stuck in my room, they won't let me leave
One day I'll kill them all, they don't believe me

Cause you won't, cause you're weak
You ain't got the strength to fight us
We don't like the way you push away
You don't invite us

To anything anymore, you treat us like we're not you
We can't go away if you don't let us from inside you
Shit, fuck, I ain't even think about that
Was tryna keep you here, cause you the reason that I wrote raps
Guess I gotta let you go, honestly I want you gone
I guess I can't progress if I keep crying and I don't move on

Don't worry, won't hurt me
Take your time, no hurry
Without pain, no glory
No climax, no story

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climax. | Produced by røse

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Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

Out October 31st

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Produced by The Goat Sorrow Bringer: https://www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer/feed

Lyrics:

//Yokai Dreams\\

I don't stop
Only go
Yeah it's all I ever know
Pick a thorn 
From a rose
Jab it straight between my toes
You can find me off the coast
Face down with the water up my nose
When I jump off of the boat
I wonder if I'll float
Outside in the cold
I could take you through the snow
But the look upon my face 
Gon leave you looking fucking froze
Every evening on the weekend
You could swear I turn a ghost
With the way I glow
When I go no show
When the music stops
And the dead men know

All of you sinners are soon gonna realize
You wasted your lives when you meet your demise
You are the enemy I am a victor
And I'm fairly certain that you won't survive
Screaming of commoners soon come to pass
At the moment The Champion arrives
Empty your hands, enter your caskets. You will be buried alive.
Don't care much for the passing life so I guess I'll take it slow
Lately it's so hard to breathe when they got me by the throat
Nights in peace spend the nights like these alone within my home
No enemies with friends like these
My skin is turning cold

It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down
It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down

///Weepings\\\

Lurk in the background
Yes I flick the fuckin light and blow the ash out
No I'm never feelin right til I black out
Faded in the moonlight the days drag out tapped out
Yes I'm on a mission demons infiltrate my vision
Spider spin its web just to have it fall down
Will you get back up or will you just stay down?
I got spirits in my glass get me out this small town

Skeletons that I keep locked in my closet
They won't see the light of day
Problems unsolved it's just hard to keep moving
I'm flooring the gas
Ripped out the breaks of this car I might crash
Fallin deeper
Pressure rising and I'm growin weaker
Look at the path growin steeper
Pale as a ghost as I'm takin a toke
Vision growin bleaker

I see faces on the walls in my bedroom
Yes it's way too late I think I oughta go to bed soon
4am 5am 6am damn
I'm still layin here I ain't got no damn plans

With Friends Like These w/ Weepings (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

A collection of personal experiences navigating pressure. This is my journey of breaking through the weight of societal expectations.

So Long

i just wanna stop feeling so sick

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Lyrics

Tired of crying for people who don't even care
For people that aint even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don't know
I only know it ain't fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
This shit getting old and I'm only a kid

Tired of this, tired of that
What does she see in me? My heart is black
Walk out of class and I go to a stall and I cry
When I have a panic attack

But nobody knows about that
Cause I don't feel close enough to open up
My day has already turned bad
17 minuets ago just woke up

I don't blame God for not coming from Heaven to save us
Cause we don't deserve a damn thing
How could we go to a place thats supposed to be perfect
We cant even learn how to change

Use your brain, we're all the same
Only together can we get through pain
Too many people give up on their dreams
Too many people give all for some fame

Mom can you stop asking what happend to all of my friends
I don't even know
This is my world, don't try to get in
I don't want anyone getting too close

Not even you, not even her
Not even me cause I'm not even sure
I kept it real, but you never were

Tired of crying for people who don't even care
For people that aint even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don't know
I only know it ain't fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
This shit getting old and I'm only a kid

Waking up, space I'm taking up
Late school work, I'm not making up
Might be fucking up but I don't care enough
Cause the love I need ain't there enough

Suck it up, stop giving up
You little stupid fuck, why don't you give a fuck?
Life is fucking tough, road's fucking rough
Stop tripping out and quit tearing up

Let me in it's been too long
I'm sick of this, I'm sick of songs
This is not where we belong
Leave him behind and take me along

I don't like that normal shit
I fucking hate that formal shit
I like my abnormalness
Cant we just come to an armistice

If I don't tell you how I feel don't assume that you know how I feel
If I tell you that I'm depressed don't you tell me that shit isnt real

me, i'm pain. | Produced by unknxwn.

produced by @lilsadeyes and @nversad

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and now i've someone that truly fucking cares
doesn't look the other way when i'm alone or in despair
doesn't act like i'm the reason that my parents wouldn't cope
with the fact that i'm a loser so they left me on my own

she won't leave me in the smoke
when i'm sad alone or broke
she gon keep me on my toes
she gon hold me hella close

she gon be there in the end
when i'm lyin in my bed
she gon tell me how she love me
she could never play pretend

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and my heart fuckin' bursts
when i'm lookin' at her
she's the one that i need
she's the one i deserve

she's the reason i breathe
she's the reason i heal
she's the one that i want
and that's just how i feel

stick n pokes

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

Lyrics

I feel like I fucked up my own life
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm wrong or right
I feel as if the dark beholds a stronger light
Cause my soul has gone into a dark place
Life is no fun when you're stuck in one place
I hate lookin' in the mirror with the same face
All the better times behind me and I can't chase
I might give up, not like you can fight fate

Am I really just a waste? I don't really know
I wanna change but I can't, don't know where to go
Only feel when I break, I like feeling low
I keep in all the hate I don't know how to show
I'm not happy on the inside
Forgot what it's like to feel alive
Inside my head that's filled with lies
I think I'd be better if I just died

fate. | Produced by lezter

"𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

[bridge]
you're perfect from inside to out
I think I'll stay with you baby no doubt
Can't keep my feelings inside 
when i'm without you I think I might cry
please baby take away pain
fucked in the head and i'm caught in the rain
feelings of love I will gain, I cannot wait until we meet again

[verse]
oh I know that you can't go back
I'll just wait here in the cold
lets cuddle up till we grow old 
my growing love for you is gold
I got one chance so I take it 
I won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right
got one more chance so I take it I
won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

sweatshirt [prod. jody]

fear no more w/ colemane (prod. by txcka & colemane)

Lyrics

I can't love you, I'ma have to leave you in the past, I want love but you can't do that
From the start I knew it was bad but I looked right past, I lost time that I can't get back
I can't do that again, it hurt too much and I'm not strong enough to hold anything else back, if I get pushed again I really might snap

Make songs so I don't have to talk, pain's my drive but I want it to stop
I'm not sure if that's all true cause without it then what would I do?
Been in the rain so long, I don't like it inside
I wanna live just as much as I've died
Gave love a shot and I hate that I tried, I'm ignoring my heart, I'ma focus on pride

From selfless to selfish, success I am hellbent, found my soul last year, 2020 I'll sell it
Money is all that I want cause I lost what I need
I'm replacing my sadness with greed
I couldn't care if you agree cause when I was still there you didn't
"I'll be waiting right here" you told to me
said that you wouldn't leave then did it

I'm gonna shine so bright, I'ma make sure that I make you miss this
My mind will never be right, the code in my DNA spells out MISFIT
Fuck everybody, I'm dying alone
Don't tell me "I love you" if you really don't
My heart like my name it's location unknxwn., can't wait till the day that I pack up and go

I won't give what I'm not getting
This is real I'm not pretending
I give in, my soul's not healing
Skin so thick you'll never peel me

self care. | Produced by Raspo

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS: https://fanlink.to/DONNIFER

LYRICS:
What will I do without you in the picture
I don't have a clue whatsoever there's no scripture on
How to not kill yourself when time just drags on
How to hold back tears when your head is a sink with the faucet on
I just drip drip 
And you float away 
Yet I still stay 
While I trip trip
Into my grave

Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up

I don't really deserve a thing
I don't really deserve a break
I feel like I messed up big
I'm the type to bend and break
And I'll take this to my grave 
Honestly, you'll always be my bae

True
Fat Facts

Honestly, I know when I finally go to sleep 
That the dreams I have are really something that I've seen
Two broken halves and all these tears roll down your cheeks
And I feel so bad
And I don't know I've been here for weeks

Thinking the same damn thing
Singing the same damn song
Trying to live my life 
I can't make it long 
Thinking the same damn thing
Singing the same damn song
Trying to live my life 
I can't make it long 

Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up
Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up

I don't really deserve a thing
I don't really deserve a break
I feel like I messed up big
I'm the type to bend and break
And I'll take this to my grave 
Honestly, you'll always be my bae

without you

without you 😪💔 (prodbytheswitch)

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday

Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same

Maybe that's good that you're one of kind
But I swear on my life you won't get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side

And I can't lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I'd still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high

Fuck it, I'm stressed again
I don't who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don't seem like you heaven sent

But for your love I'm hellbent
I'm so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don't seem if that's it
So I think I'ma just take you to my little hell

I think my mind gone bad, I'm so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
"Yo shit man, why so rash?"
I guess we all want the shit we ain't have

This ain't aesthetic, it's fucking pathetic
You think it's a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

unknxwn.

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