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Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

Lyrics

Say you got my back but I ain't ever seen you really do it
You won't hit me back and I been really fucking going through it
I just need a call, I just need to talk
I don't wanna type and I don't wanna write these songs

Cause it hurts too much and it takes too long
I can say it don't exist if I don't write it down
I don't really wanna see myself around
I just wanna put myself inside the ground

I just wanna fucking die
I don't wanna fucking live
I just wanna fucking cry
I can't even shed a tear

I might really need a beer
I might really need to smoke
I don't wanna face the fear
I just wanna fucking go

I can't stop the fucking thought
I might crash this fucking car
I might go right off the bridge
I might run right through the bar

I don't really give a fuck no more
I can't figure out why my heart so sore

Everyday I wake up I don't really wanna live
I been feeling pain but I don't really wanna give
Into all the things that I don't really wanna feel
Everyday the same, I don't think any of this real

Talk to my therapist, say existential
Tell me that all that I feel is just mental
What is the point that I'm trying to get to?
All that I've done, I don't think that I meant to

This a pathetic aesthetic, do not look up to me
Say I don't let it, but let it get to me
Fucking regret what I let you do to me
I need a medic for what you do to me

Made a living off of talking bout how much I wanna die
All these feelings, when I'm in it all I wanna know is why
Am I the way that I am, should I really even try?
Why if I know that I can even give it any time?

Life is hard so I gotta live it harder
Got no car but I still be getting farther
I taste tar and I feel it in my lungs
I just learned I was all I ever needed all along

nothing to hold on to. | Produced by ralm

Lyrics

Monster under cover, running
You can't take a thing from me if all I have is nothing
I just got another bottle, something's at the bottom
I'll just have to drink it all, I don't wanna think at all

Don't care if I had enough, I want another
Only doing what I want while I'm on earth
I know she not what I need but I want her
raregucci, goner

"Aye unknxwn. I understand what you go through
I know how it feels to have no one to go to"
You don't know a fucking thing bout what I felt
But it's cool that my music helps

I just need to die, I don't need help
Everywhere I go, I'm stuck in Hell
I sit in this room, just scream and yell
Why the fuck do you think I'm a legend?

I don't really fuck with where my head been
I don't really fuck with how my head spin
What I was in the past I am less than
I know that I'm a mess, shit

What's the point of life? That's the question
I don't really vibe with possessions
Death is one thing I'm obsessed with
All of these songs are confessions

About what I was
About all the shit I've done
About all the things I run from
But I can't run from the

Monster under cover, running
You can't take a thing from me if all I have is nothing
I just got another bottle, something's at the bottom
I'll just have to drink it all, I don't wanna think at all

Monster under cover, running
You can't take a thing from me if all I have is nothing
I just got another bottle, something's at the bottom
I'll just have to drink it all, I don't wanna think at all

monster. | Produced by H3 Music

Lyrics

Novana no nirvana
Blowing up, feel like osama
I might need to chill, I might trigger someone trauma
I swear that this shit is way too easy, feel like gunna

I'ma loner, I'ma lost cause, I'ma mess
Wanna hold her, baby can you call me again?
I'ma soldier, y'all don't even know that's what I meant
Like a boulder, I'ma go through anything that's in

My path, on a road of being what I know
I can, learning to let go of all the things I can't
Keep in my control, like a buddhist
I don't wanna feel like I'ma lose it

I ain't have shit, all I had was music
Ain't a tactic, no you cannot do this
Think I'm magic, abra cadabra
I ain't ever lose her, I ain't ever have her

How can you lose what you ain't ever had?

How do you all of fucking that?
Making all these different genres, still ain't sounding bad
I don't really even wanna, I feel like it calls me
Put myself into this shit so much, I think I lost me

That's why I need it, it let me hold on
When I feel like shit, when I do not wanna go on
When I feel like this, no single thought inside my head
I'm in the abyss, I'm not alive, not dead

I've always existed, this is just the body I'm in now
Time's no longer ticking, I'm in bliss, I know there's only now

I don't know why it took me so long
To know why me no like people
Most not alive and most rather cry
Than get off they're ass and stop all the lies

I do not like that, I gotta keep on
Taking my life back till I can't keep on
With every breath in my body I will
Do, be, feel anything that I will

dosvana. | Produced by monoxide

Lyrics

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I

Shit isn't as hard to get over
As I be making it, got a disorder
You cross a line then I'm crossing a border
If pain was a tangible thing, I'm a hoarder

They be like "This niggah fire"
Preaching as they sing along like a choir
This shit too easy, don't even get tired
Not on drugs no more but I still feel wired

Losing my patience with all this
Bullshit I hate it, this life is an option
Love's in the air, I thought it was a toxin
I started finding myself when I lost it

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I (x2)

spotify.

me, myself & i. | Produced by jewelerbeats

@paineko

Lyrics

My soul is burning from fires that I set
You said you loved me, that's not what your eyes said
You think I'm breathing, I promise I'm not yet
You know those people that suck? Yeah I'm that

On planet depression till drugs take me off it
The hope that I had slipped away and I lost it
The only bed that I need is a coffin
I'm stuck in a nightmare, won't end till I stop it

And that can mean two things, growing up and facing life
Or my blood from blew brains
Knife inside my back, it's marked with a few names
All are alterations of mine, I'm what I hate

"Damn, that's some deep shit"
Nah, it's just real
But real is buried underneath
It's locked away and it's sealed
So I guess deep could justify the fuckin' way that I feel
All the pain's in my head but I swear it could kill

Kill a motherfucker quick, pop one shot and I'm dead
I swear that I tried, I want to but I can't
All I say is TIDE! but can't get the stains out
If I don't die soon, I might blow my brains out

Mama I'm sorry, I know soon enough you'll hear this
But sometimes all of the pain's too much to deal with
I don't even wanna get better, just want to quit
I'm sorry if the day that I die, it seems too quick

I'm sorry if I die too soon
I'm sorry but at least you knew why
I'm sorry if I hurt you too
I'm sorry if I die like tonight

I don't really wanna take this
I don't really wanna face shit
I don't really wanna get up
I don't even really wanna sleep

I don't even really wanna...oh my god
I forgot what I wanted to say, I'm so off
I might really like go away, so long
I been dealing with my pain so long

I don't even really wanna...oh my god
I forgot what I wanted to say, I'm so off
I might really like go away, so long
I been dealing with my pain so long

I'm sorry if I die too soon
I'm sorry but at least you knew why
I'm sorry if I hurt you too
I'm sorry if I die like tonight

I don't really wanna take this
I don't really wanna face shit
I don't really wanna get up
I don't even really wanna sleep

I might of took too much
Fuck it, i'll just take one more
I still ain't gone enough
Fuck it, I'll just take two more

How much more will it take?
Till I can't take it no more
Till I can't stop that shake
Till I die on my own floor

collapse. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

Shawty don't you break my heart
I don't think you know how to sew up
Baby girl you sick, I caught
I already know I'ma throw up

I don't know how much I'm off
But I know my heart rate rose up
If I don't stand up I can't fall
So don't ever ask me why I do nothing

I'ma fuck up because I can
Do another drug, that's my plan
Wanna fall in love but I can't
I just need a hug, hold my hand

If you won't love me, don't date
That's worse than a heartbreak
On the clock so don't waste my time
I know that you won't stay
You're a game I won't play
Why you wanna fuck with my mind?

There's only so much I can hold up
Don't breath fire if you don't want me to blow up
Don't you make a mess you can't clean up
I can take a step you can't dream of

Now you wanna make me calm down
All that you can do is run now
Oh you see where I'm from now
Why you wanna play so dumb now?

Shawty don't you break my heart
I don't think you know how to sew up
Baby girl you sick, I caught
I already know I'ma throw up

I don't know how much I'm off
But I know my heart rate rose up
If I don't stand up I can't fall
So don't ever ask me why I do nothing

detmer. | Produced by metlast

Lyrics

Thought you were the one but you just changed my mind
Thought I had it all but there's so much to find
Feelings I just lost for the one that was mine
You went so out of line, you made me feel not fine

All you put me through, I don't I can take it
Don't know what to do but I swear I'll just fake it
Still in love with you and swear that I hate it
I get so fucking anxious when I can't stop my thinking

Nicotine and redbull is all that I consume
On the day I met you I shouldn't of let you
Inside my mind, you left me feeling toxic
I don't feel right, I think I'm getting nauseous

I could forget every word that you said
But I won't forget that you made me feel dead
I'm so fucking pissed, I'm so full of regret
Why did I let you in? You left me such a mess

Falling for you, should of fell off a cliff
Or a damn fucking bridge, I don't see no difference
What did I do except tell you the truth?
If a god's in the room, I need hard fucking proof

I wrote this shit for you but we know that ain't new
Look what you put me through, don't know what I might do
Please don't play with my feelings cause I don't have many
All I see is red, I don't know what's got in me

Was it really love if it did this shit to me?
Guess you had enough, do you regret that you knew me?
One day you wanna talk then the next day I'm blocked
серая лунная роза, can you please fucking stop?

ты не любишь меня как раньше
Я бы хотел никогда не потерять тебя
найти способ ненавидеть тебя я не могу
Я тебя люблю

Thought you were the one but you just changed my mind
Thought I had it all but there's so much to find
Feelings I just lost for the one that was mine
You went so out of line, you made me feel not fine

All you put me through I don't I can take it
Don't know what to do but I swear I'll just fake it
Still in love with you and swear that I hate it
I get so fucking anxious when I can't stop my thinking

spotify

iwrotethis4u. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I don't like the way I feel when I'm alone without you here
All I do is scream for help but I don't think you ever hear
Hate inside my veins everyday that you're away 
And I don't feel the same, I just wanna see your face

I wanna get so fucked up right now but I'm really trying not to go that route
I can't even lie I really miss your touch now, I really wish you'd come back now
I don't see the point of going on without you
I get so annoyed when I wake up without you here

I feel like ice
My skin so cold
I miss those nights
You'd hold me close

My voice breaks and cracks when I talk to you now 
I don't think we'll get back when you were still around 
I hate that fucking song where I sampled your laugh
Because it really shows you laugh at me when I'm down

I have so much more love than I would ever show 
And I did so damn much that you will never know
And it was all for you but you're a fucking ghost 
I'm glad we're fucking through but I don't really know

monster. | Produced by H3 Music

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