Lyrics

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

Hold me don't hurt me, talk to me, don't call me
I'll keep forgiving, if you kiss me softly
I need you as much as I need you to leave
Cause I'm tired of us but without you ain't no me

You're all I had when I was only nothing
I'll take you back so I can feel like something
I know I'm no one, that's why I need someone
A shoulder to lean on, when I don't wanna cling on

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

beautiful bullshit. | Produced by elvien

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

I wish I knew what she wanted cause I'm not what she wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I need
I wish I knew what she wanted cause that girl don't need me

i wish i knew what she wanted.

Produced by NewWhiteBoy, zestymain, mollyred
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

This is the end, all I do is fuck up, I'll make sure I don't again
I don't give a fuck about you, I don't wanna be your friend
No one gave a fuck about me, all I wanted was a friend

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

I can't heal the void inside my soul
You ain't gotta check on me cause I'm already gone
Give me one more night, I don't want you to go
I got something in my mind, I don't wanna let you know

It gets to a point and I don't see it anymore
Sometime real soon you won't see me anymore
Got a soul parasite, I won't feed it anymore
What's the point in tryna fight if I won't be here anymore?

Don't feel bad when something happens
I should of never even made it this far, it was all an accident
Speeding down the highway, hope I have an accident
There too much on my plate and I can't stomach half of it

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

it gets to a point and i don't see it anymore.

Produced by YOUNG MADZ

Lyrics

I miss a girl that doesn't exist, I don't ever think she did
Don't try to decipher the shit I say, ain't no need cause I'm telling you it
I ain't tryna be abstract, I ain't even tryna be real
I don't even wanna numb my pain no more cause the pain all that I feel

I could build up a whole damn house and I still couldn't call it home
God, it's okay if you send me to Hell cause I went when I was 14 years old
And I don't think that I left, I just decorated my room
I fell for a girl not there, how the fuck she leave me too?

Settled for someone close but close ain't what we are
But we can't leave now, did too much and we come too far
With the way I can say these words, I paint a picture clear like Kodak
It's like every song I'm on, I be calling my spirts and they call back

I ain't scared but I think that you should be
Cause the place I bring you to puts you in a space that you can't leave
You can run off if you want but what's that gonna do?
If what you're running from is already living inside of you?

You should end it, go ahead grab that gun
Go ahead, pull that slide, go ahead let off one
They'll be okay without you, you'll better without them
They don't care about you, don't make this all about them

This where it ends, this is what it all led to
Every path you take goes back here
There ain't no where left to go anymore
But you don't have to worry anymore

You don't have to worry anymore
You don't have to worry anymore
You don't have to worry anymore
Anymore, anymore

WHAT IF IT DOESN'T GET BETTER? WHAT IF I DO THIS WRONG?
WHAT IF I HIT THE WRONG RECEPTOR AND I CAN'T BECOME GONE?
WHAT IF I WRITHE IN PAIN AND SOMEBODY FINDS ME ALIVE?
AND I CAN'T SAVE MY SOUL BUT THEY STILL SAVE MY LIFE?

Produced by sockedbeatz

Lyrics

I know that I went off of the path, I don't know just really how far though
I think that I picked something up on my way back, I feel like that I been being followed
Feelings I repressed deep inside way from way back killing me inside, I'm feeling hollow
Every friend I had, every bridge, I just burned that, I ain't never really feel no sorrow

Ever since the day it went black, I ain't came back
Everything I love at some point learn to hate that
Everything I touch, why the fuck I gotta break that?
YOU THINK I'M OKAY? I LEARNED TO FAKE THAT

THEY ASK WHERE I BEEN, THEY JUST WANT A SONG
HONESTLY SOMETIMES I JUST CAN'T MAKE THAT
I JUST NEED TO WIN JUST THIS FUCKING ONCE
CAN'T FUCK AGAIN NO I CAN'T TAKE THAT

WHY YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANTED JUST TO TAKE BACK?
God can you please just give my fucking face back?
Don't call me a genius and ask me how I make that
Cause when it come to open up for some reason can't say that

"Ken, I love you" shut the fuck up, you can save that
Be smart, don't give me your heart, I'ma break that
I'm broken, you won't ever fix me
Up won't ever open cause you won't ever get me

You won't ever call
The treasure I found is now lost
And I won't ever come upon it ever again
Talk to myself, I don't need any friends
I went to hell and I'll be there again
God I swear that I tried my best
I don't know how much more I got left
Probably enough to make my last breath somewhat worth it
Cause I know I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it
I'm always worthless
I'm always worthless

*auditory agony*

emotional earworm.

Produced by luffy

Lyrics

No one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

I got colors on the palette for some reason I can't paint it
I lost what I had then, what it was I can't explain it
I'm not what you want but I need what you are
I got all these thoughts but I can't see what they are

I'm a corpse of who I was, I'm just a ghost, I'm a nobody
Waking up feel forced, I'm fucking stuck, this ain't a hobby
Tried to let it go but they told me that they own me
Wrong is where I go, I'm not alive, I'm just a zombie

I got something in my soul that I can't get out anymore
I used to be sure but I'm not so sure anymore
I miss who I was but I can't be him anymore
I don't wanna do this, not again, not anymore

Because no one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

Told her I would follow her through any door
Then she said, "I don't love you anymore"
She ain't stab me in my back with a knife, she used a sword
Everything I feel is black, I don't see color anymore

I think I'm drowning, can somebody help me?
I don't think I meant for the dreams I'm always having
They'll always be dreams and I'll always have to wake up
Always have to clock in and always wear this make up

Make you think I'm okay cause you could never save me anyway
Reminisce on old days cause I won't ever feel happy any day

trauma tempo.

Produced by vertigo

Lyrics

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

Thought you were an angel, you ain't nothing but a whore
Fuck you bitch, I don't care if you leave me, I'll walk you to that door
Ran out of drink, I'm drunk as fuck, I need some more
So many voices inside of my mind, my whole life been a war

Think I'm playing? Did you forget what I said?
Where the fuck you think you going?
Bitch, you can't leave me till you dead
Wanna leave my ass on read? I'ma leave yo body red with blood because you fucked me up

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

resentful refrain.

Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

Tears filling up and they falling, I keep myself from calling you
I need to change but I'm stalling, everything that I did, it was all for you
I'm still in pain no consoleance, I went insane, can't control it
My heart was beautiful but now it's molded, all that I wanted from you was to hold it

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

I love you more than you ever could know, I'm alone, I got nowhere to go
It's my fault, I'm not blaming you, no, I don't know why I can't let you go
I don't know why I do this to myself over and over again, need help
I'll be okay when I kill my...I'll be okay when I kill myself

Already told you in cold, all of this music a note
I'll leave it all before I go and I don't think I'm gonna make no more
I give up, I can't take no more, I don't wanna feel this hate no more
Ken, detmer, garrett, qayin, unknxwn., I don't even know my face no more

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

i give up, i'm sorry.

Produced by reactance

Lyrics

Please don't talk to me, don't want you in my mind
I don't wanna do this, wanna end my life
You're not even real, don't fucking waste my time
detmer talked to garrett and they both said "fine"

What's the fucking point? I still don't see that shit
Nothing that I do won't undo what I did
I hope you don't see all of the things I hid
I knew I would be here ever since I was a kid

I wake up and I'm already over it
I don't like how I feel when I'm sober
I used to think "I'll be good when I'm older"
I don't think I'll get much older

Next year I won't be here, please don't cry when I'm gone
I'm already long gone
I'm just living, I'm not alive
Death ain't as bad as going on with no heart

Going on with no soul
I don't really know what this all for
I said I'm okay but I'm not though
I said I'm okay but I'm not, no

what i built now crawls with everything i tried to escape.

adorer.

Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

I think they're right about that, every night before I sleep, pray to God that I pass
Cant appreciate all that I have cause I'm stuck on the thought that I lost what I had
I want it back I do, I don't know what I should do, baby girl I miss you, fuck all this shit, I'm through

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

I think they're right about that, every night before I sleep, pray to God that I pass
Cant appreciate all that I have cause I'm stuck on the thought that I lost what I had
I want it back I do, I don't know what I should do, baby girl I miss you, fuck all this shit, I'm through

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

spinal.

unknxwn.

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