TIDE. fuckin love this so much. all your songs NEVER fail to impress me and astound me. you have fuckin talent. ❤❤❤💯

3 years later and still making sad songs about girls

i used to listen to this 2-3 years ago, i didnt have anything related but now it feels meaningfull

Scream for help

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

All the pain that I have, I'ma leave it in the past
Every thought that is bad, I'ma throw it in the trash
I can see what's to come so I can't go back
And I hate that bitch, so I throw her on a track

Used to want her love, now I want cash
All these bitches leave me crushed, I don't want that
I been through that shit enough, so it's fuck that
Heart broke so much, at this point it can't crack

You can say what you want
But I promise that I won't give a damn what it is
I'ma do what you don't
Ego, this not that, I'm a God in the flesh, that's a true fact

If hell's in my head I'll see heaven when I'm dead
Fucking regret all the fucked up shit I said
Played with a demon and now It's in my bed
Don't ever ask why at night I just don't rest

Get the the fuck out my mind
You'll never see all the shit that I hide
Say I'm okay when I'm not really fine
I start my day with a fuck ton of lies

Heaven sent, when I'm around you smell that heaven scent
She say omg when I'm inside, that's heaven sex
And it's once in a lifetime, ain't seen her ever since
I can't make a bitch my bride, it's something I don't get

But what I do, you can't know
If I'm not on other shit, then my wheels don't roll
Might stress, might bend but I will not fold
I confess my sins to the mirror that I hold

Cause I'm the only one that needa know, I never told another soul about the glass that I have broke
I'm a roll, I know I'm chose to talk about what I have wrote
I'll never go back to the place where I had not one ounce of hope

Broke my two horns, made them a halo
They say too far, fuck what they say though
Demon mode inside of an angel
Break my heart, I'll live past the pain hoe

You don't really wanna see me turn back into what I used to be
Being the asshole a hobby to me
I let it go but it's right in my reach

You're not mine, bitch why you trippin'?
You're too late, turned off my feelings
I'm so fake, I don't give two shits
Fuck her face until she toothless

I'm not what you need, girl I warned you, tread lightly
She think I'm a fuckboy, I might be
Do I give a fuck though? Not the least

Stopped caring, started stackin'
It's apparent, I'm not cappin'
"Where'd you go? Like bro what happened?"
I went ghost and I won't tap in

ethereal!

Shut up p grayskies IG @ HARDLYLUVD

Lyrics

Say you got my back but I ain't ever seen you really do it
You won't hit me back and I been really fucking going through it
I just need a call, I just need to talk
I don't wanna type and I don't wanna write these songs

Cause it hurts too much and it takes too long
I can say it don't exist if I don't write it down
I don't really wanna see myself around
I just wanna put myself inside the ground

I just wanna fucking die
I don't wanna fucking live
I just wanna fucking cry
I can't even shed a tear

I might really need a beer
I might really need to smoke
I don't wanna face the fear
I just wanna fucking go

I can't stop the fucking thought
I might crash this fucking car
I might go right off the bridge
I might run right through the bar

I don't really give a fuck no more
I can't figure out why my heart so sore

Everyday I wake up I don't really wanna live
I been feeling pain but I don't really wanna give
Into all the things that I don't really wanna feel
Everyday the same, I don't think any of this real

Talk to my therapist, say existential
Tell me that all that I feel is just mental
What is the point that I'm trying to get to?
All that I've done, I don't think that I meant to

This a pathetic aesthetic, do not look up to me
Say I don't let it, but let it get to me
Fucking regret what I let you do to me
I need a medic for what you do to me

Made a living off of talking bout how much I wanna die
All these feelings, when I'm in it all I wanna know is why
Am I the way that I am, should I really even try?
Why if I know that I can even give it any time?

Life is hard so I gotta live it harder
Got no car but I still be getting farther
I taste tar and I feel it in my lungs
I just learned I was all I ever needed all along

nothing to hold on to. | Produced by ralm

Lyrics

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

What is the meaning of learning the meaning of things?
When I learn them, I don't even need it
Am I succeeding or am I retreating
From what's in the world? Don't know what to believe in

I'm a lost cause, I'm a loser
I'm a fuck up, I'ma lose her
I'm a bad seed, I'm a waste of life
I hope you don't see what's inside my mind

I'm not alright but I know how to work
With the things in my mind
Do my best when I'm worse

I never try
Either do or I don't
How the fuck did my life
Go from bad to worse?

Rock bottom to top
It's all bout perspective
If I never stop
Then I won't stop progressing

If I never walk
I won't ever fall
So I guess if I fall
I can accomplish it all

*auditory agony*

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I won't lie back
Gotta fight back
Gotta move on
Gotta keep on

I might lose some
But I'll win too
I see blue suns
I see red moons

piece of mind. | Produced by saint mike

Produced by staywoozy x owleeng

Lyrics

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

I don't wanna die, I want you to
You gon' lose your life if I'ma lose you
I know everywhere you ever moved too
I know every single fucking room too

Picture on the backdoor, flower on the counter
Top drawer passport, I like it around here
But there ain't enough room for the 3 of us
This world will be better off when it's free of us

I get hurt, that's usual
Putting me first unusual
You don't treat me a like person
I'm a tool, I'm useable

Here when you want me
Thrown to the side when you don't need me
You'll always haunt me
I just wanna cry but I don't want you to see me

Told you how I feel, you don't believe me
When it gets real, you're gonna leave me
Bitch I'm right here but you don't see me
Why does no one ever really need me?

I'm not that bad am I?
I just wanna smile, why can't I?
I guess I'm the bad guy
I only ever wanted to be your guy

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

Can you help me?
Can you hold me?
Can you save me?
Can you love me?
Can you call me?
Can you want me?
Can you text me?
Can you tell me?

spotify.

anything at all. (extended remix)

Produced by Tec.

Mixed by me and @stranded999

Lyrics:

Lately I been feeling so depressed now 
Hiding the fact that I'm such a mess now
Friends come and go, 
I'm trying hard, not to, stress now 
Can't get a grip, 
I'm holding on to what is left now
But nothing's left for me 
At least that's what I feel 
Life itself seeming like this shit ain't even real 
All these scars I carry, they will never heal 
So I called the devil, said I got a deal 
Made up my mind, 
there's nothing else that you can say 
Please don't shed tears for me 
I promise it's okay 
Things are better this way 
Things are better this way 


Fly away, 
just fly away,
Just fly away, 
Just Fly away, 
fly away, 
fly away 
Just fly away 
fly away
Just fly away

Spirited_Away

Spirited_Away [Prod. Tec]

bye 
lyrics: fuck / fuck / kill me / now / i die / make no sound
Visualizers:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EJWqItbaKc&t=25s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFWlJhPfPWc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2aSKhzWARk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNH42q5NKUk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0G5c5dnSLHY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtOg7w_i5cs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXaQyJxu9Nw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzK_GK37tsA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMSJwbxNutU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qwj8YzlFg4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaHAaiFbZAk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q258HAvU8rY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0tQhZfgQ0c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4k4t8lJ4SJU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7-bN2j1J2E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRqOP3Df7K0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xZe0meZhAo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCBv8vFciiQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K36iSidnX_o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VhZd3Up2oOM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mW34o3Wk5iA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s29nd1INRvc

SERENITY x DARKWOLE x GOTOU寄生獣 - SLEEP PARALYSIS

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

all of these days ive be drownin in my thoughts
thinkin of yo face n how u did me wrong
hung me out to dry girl lettin me fuckin rot
back to square 1 where im scared of my own thoughts

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

ion wanna cry
i was just ur toy baby dont u lie
dont fuckin lie
i was just another condom that u threw to the side

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

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i can see the cold in ur eyes (prod. vaegud X hxrxkiller)

@paineko

Lyrics

Lost what I had and I can't get it back
Cause I'm stuck in a mind that just always attacks
Every hope that I have, every thought that ain't bad
It just turns it around till my heart turns to black

So I feel like a body with no life inside
My favorite hobby is hoping to die
This hate inside me is waiting to fly
So I'll sit back and wait for the day that you lie

My only purpose is wondering why
Everyone that is happy could never be I
You wanna save me but don't even try
Cause I'll just fuck it up I'm not worth any time

Drag me to Hell that's where I belong
You prolly can't tell, I'm not really strong
I just do not give a fuck about life
I can't see any light I must be fucking blind

Fuck feelin' love that shit too hard to find
Lately my life ain't been feelin' like mine
I'm always upset but it's honestly fine
I'm just using excuses to go and get high

I like having reasons to not even care
I hate that I'm breathing so smoke is my air
Pumping my lungs full of poison
It's bad and I know it, the rush that it gives, I enjoy it

God if you hear me just fucking delete me
Stuck in a world that I know doesnt need me
I need it neither, I need the reaper
Don't get too close I might blow up like creeper

Fuck ups are my craft, how you been? I'm sad
Why am I here? I might dip out like my dad
Don't wanna fight back, I'ma give up
I made my life bad, I've had enough

Leave me alone cause I'm not what you need
There for you something I never will be
Happiness something I never will see
I'm broke as fuck, got a 10, buy a g

I might go MIA
You wouldn't care anyway
I'm all that's in my way
I pray for death everyday

(Backgroud)
Leave me alone
I wanna go
I cannot take this life anymore
My heart is sore
Brains I might blow
I might just end up dead on the floor

MIA. | Produced by paineko

PULL ME TO THE SARK PLACE.

PULL ME TO THE DARK PLACE. (PROD. Saba)

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

No serotonin in my brain, I want lead in mine
Steady take your aim, you got one last try
Mistakes that I made got this head of mine
Thinking I'd be safe when I drop dead like flies

Maggots in my chest, save my skull for the spiders
Web of my lies in my head, burn my body in a fire
I won't ever get why you turned into a liar
You would stab in me the back like you convincing me you're Meyers

Hold me tight, don't let me go
Cause I don't like when you're not close
Where's that light inside my soul
That they all say they know I hold

Cause I don't feel a thing inside
Nothing but the pain I hide
Who let all the hate inside?
Don't wanna give up but don't wanna try

Steady steady take your aim now girl
You hate my guts
To me you're out of this world
Ready ready
Pixelate your eyes
Mistakes are made please stay by my side

Standing outside for you
Waiting for something to work in my brain
Everything right for you
I hate that we move at different paces
Baby so lost I'm braindead
Walk in a corridor phases
Lookin for familiar faces
I just wanna fall in love
When I leave I wont pack my bags
Only keep my stick and pokes on my legs
Baby takin my one two one step cuz I don't want nothing else

Cause I don't feel a thing inside
Nothing but the pain I hide
Who let all the hate inside?
Don't wanna give up but don't wanna try

Steady steady take your aim now girl
You hate my guts
To me you're out of this world
Ready ready
Pixelate your eyes
Mistakes are made please stay by my side

Steady Steady Take Your Aim feat unknxwn

Lyrics

All this pain I'm holding
Feel like I might just start folding
My heart's dead, it got all molded
My head's a sea, I'ma split it like moses

Drive into the back of a building
I'ma hurt myself like you hurt my feelings
All I see is death when I look up at the ceiling
Stuck inside the past, that shit fucking up my healing

Did me so wrong and I think about it all
Ain't no "Ken, yo how you are?" you don't even try to call
I'ma flip until I fall, throw my fist into the wall
Pretty girls so fake, guess that's why they call 'em dolls

I don't know what it is that you want from me
But I swear to fucking god there ain't nothing here to see
Everything I was I'm not and I'm never gonna be again
She gone pull up to the spot so she can leave again

Hurt so much now I just done had enough
Bitch I don't wanna talk can you please just shut it up?
If I get me something good then you know I'll fuck it up
Can't but I could, won't would fall in love

All this pain I'm holding
I might just start folding
Heart's dead, got all molded
Split my head like moses

I think that I might just move on to the next bitch
If I think the one I'm with just might not be the best fit
I'ma keep it honest ain't no feelings I'ma mess with
Still ain't found the one with all these hoes that I met with

Rip my heart out, slam it on a page
Yeah that's how I make a song that be inflamed will all the rage
You could try to sound like me but you & I we ain't the same
I don't even know what I am, how you think I made my name?

I'm selling a lease on what I lean the least on...my soul
I don't think that I'ma really fucking need one
Where I'm going
And I wish I was joking

unknxwn.

novana! | Produced by ERLAX

Lyrics

Love is so exquisite I just want a little taste
I ain't felt it in a minute, it's been moving out the way
I can't take the thought of living through another fucking day
I don't think I'll ever get it, why you wanna see me break?

Why you wanna see me break down?
Everything I loved has turned to hate now
I need to pick up the pace now
I can't fucking stop until my body drops face down

Black in my mind
I'm not alright
I see no sign
That I'll be fine

So what if I'm not
I can never be safe
I just wanna rot
In a 6 feet grave
I can't make it stop
Everybody leave me
I just want your company
But you don't even see me (x2)

6FEET! | Produced by KyG x Ethan Carr

ken, i fucking hate you

"recollection of my resurrection" 1.25.25

novana! | Produced by ERLAX

unknxwn.

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