Lyrics

*auditory agony*

I lost track of where I was
I don't know where to go now
I think that I'm here because
I need to learn to slow down

I was rushing fate
Just to get to where I wanted
God said "not today"
Now I'm back to where I started

Play with fire and get burned, guess I didn't care
Hear the choir, see reflections turned, now he's everywhere
Final hour, midnight oil burns, can't run anywhere
Now I'm cornered, I may need a coroner

I may need a gurney, I may need a coffin
Now my stomachs turning, I can't stop my coughing
The lesson that I'm learning is don't you play with toxins
Or you'll just end up burning and you don't want that option

This ain't music, this is all a spell cast
I know that you knew it cause I know that you felt that
Ain't no need to prove it, you know that there's something
That you're letting in, don't you put it off as nothing

Don't knock on that door if you don't wanna see the other side
There's something you'll adore but at it's core it's from another mind
You don't wanna meet the place creating what you fear to face
I've already been there, now I fucking live here

My soul isn't mine, crossed a line, I'm in limbo
Try but I don't cry, I'm alive, I can't feel though
I can't find out why all my thoughts are so sinful
I can't even die, I made myself immortal

*auditory agony*

EMORTAL. | Produced by ryini

Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

Lyrics

I can't get away from all the shit that I'm on
I went farther than where I was, I should of stopped
I let all of the loops in my head to go on
I met death and I think I'm the one that he wants

OD, that's what I tried when I wanted to die
I see everything I believed then was a lie
Where I breathe, you out of breath when I don't even try
What I see, I would see still even if I was blind

God please send me a sign, I been losing my mind
I need something to show me I'm not out of time
My greed sent me down a path where I couldn't survive
So I fleed but I'll never get away from whats inside

I can't tell if I should give in or fight back now
What's this talent I was given? I got all these mask now
detmer, garrett, unknxwn., qayin, ken is of the past now
Too far to reach back now, can't get back what I had now

addiction.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

stfu.

Produced by flower x nihil2free

Lyrics

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

I can't let you go, I won't even lie
Don't know how to cope when you're not beside me
I love you so much, I can't explain
You don't give a fuck always leaving me in pain

I love you to death, I don't care about my life
I'll always be there even if you isn't mine
I know you don't care though, you gone do me wrong
Fuck this isn't fair bro, I loved her all along

I don't wanna leave, you don't wanna stay
One of us can't win and I know isn't me
You ain't gotta do me like that
What the fuck I ever do for you to treat me like that?

You don't understand, I'm misunderstood
Every thing is bad, I ain't ever feeling good
I don't wanna play these games no more
You told me you needed space but you just wanna hoe more

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

reaper.

Produced by kledyy x wowthissouzi 

Lyrics

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up
Aye I'ma pass out, you take my breath away
And I'ma crash out if you choose to go away

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

What did I do wrong? How do I move on?
Where did that girl go? I ain't have no one
I needed someone to save me
Here's my heart, don't break it, don't think I can take it

"Ken, are you okay?" Hell nah bitch I'm faking
Fuck all of these songs, please don't tell me I'm amazing
Your words stuck to me like a tattoo
I wish I could call you, I wish I could ask you
What did I do?

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up
Aye I'ma pass out, you take my breath away
And I'ma crash out if you choose to go away

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

what did i do?

Produced by metlast x luffy

Lyrics

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

Maybe I won't ever know, maybe I won't ever get
Better than what I am right now, baby girl you heaven sent
Told me that you're here for me but I don't see no evidence
Graveyardwraith, I don't open up I'm reticent

I slept better with the false belief that you had loved me
Always tried my best for you, you made it look so easy
Why do I still call knowing you won't ever answer?
Staring from the window that my bloody hands have shattered

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

graveyardwraith.

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

@cuts

| unknxwn. |

You told me that I been off the rails but I know it
How bout ever other time I fell? You ain't notice
You only care now cause you think you got some to gain
Every thing I have I got myself, it's going to my grave

In cocoon state, break out as a butterfly
I was in a bad state, you left me for another guy
Don't come callin' back when you find yourself in need
They say forgive and forget but that's not what I believe

You just need a hand, is that so? I'ma pass though
I won't give you that, bitch I know I'm an asshole
I looked at the glass and I can tell you it ain't half full
Say it's greener but there ain't no fucking grass bro

Ain't no fucking light bulb in this fucking head of mine
You can thank my last hoe, that bitch is why I'm dead inside
I'm tryna relearn how to use my fucking heart now
Everywhere I turn just be cold and fucking dark now

| cuts |

You never tried to be honest, what happened to all that you promised?
You always treated me like shit, that's something you won’t admit 
I don't wanna be here baby, yeah you promised
That you would just be near anytime I wanted

I don't wanna think about it anymore
I know what you think is that I'm just a whore
I don't wanna, baby I been honest
I don't wanna fall in love, I'll crash just like a comet

I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to be a bore
You treat me like I was decor
I been in my head, think about the things we said
I don't wanna fall in love, I just want you in my bed

I know that its wrong but I really want to numb the pain
Making you my drug, babe I swear you are my novocaine
I just can't get enough of you
I been thinkin' this is my debut

cuts & unknxwn. - cocoon.

Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

girl from the tribe

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

reaper.

unknxwn.

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