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@150lated

Lyrics:
On my own till die, your love 
Put a knife in my chest
Yeah
I dont wanna cry, i dont wanna feel numb
Put a bullet in my head

I forget how to be myself
I just need some help
Nobody help
Everybody just out for themselves

Nobody help
Everybody  just out for themselves
Everybody just out for themselves
I hope i can find you in this hell


On the inside, cut me on the inside
Lookin on the outside, i dont really feel right
I just wanna get high, i just wanna pass time 
You act like this is just fine, baby its the last time

Baby its the last time
Imma take a pill get you out my mind
Baby its the last night
Open my eyes and im in another life

Bird on a wire 
Caught you 
you’re a liar 
Dressed all in designer 
Just like the devil you know
Dying on the coast 
Lungs full of smoke 
Take it all 
And choke 

You’re heartless 
And worthless 
You deserve this 
Cut deep like a surgeon

Your Love Put A Knife In My Chest ft. 150lated (prod. kubsy)

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

LYRICS:
And I'm sorry bout the things I said
There's no need to leave me left on read
But I get it girl
I've been thinking bout the days we fight
Walking on thin ice
I'm the fire to your candle girl
Best believe me I'm trying heal us
But baby girl I'm no genius
Gotta tell me how you feel, It's between us
Argue, late nights, I'm left sleepless
~
She wants dates nights, I want nights in
Got a bottle on the night stand
Bite my tongue so she stops crying
and I'm so sick and tired of lying to get what I want
Either you love me or leave me alone
Calling and calling please pick up the phone
I remain silent when I hear the tone
~
Girl I need you bad
Always on my mind
I've been in my bag
Remember all the time that we spent?
Late nights high, blowin smoke out the vent
now you always wanna vent
I'm like what'd I do now
Girl just tell me, I don't got a clue, nah
Why I got to fix shit when you're feeling blue?
Cause when I feel the same I got to fix it too
I'm done
Tell me how it is or I'm done
If you not gon try
Girl I gotta run
I can see it your eyes that you puttin on a front
On thin ice, hope it cracks, so I plunge
Freezing to the bone, Got me feeling how you felt
If you truly love me girl maybe I can melt
If not, oh well ... leave me cold, shattered and broken
~
And I'm sorry bout the things I said
There's no need to leave me left on read
But I get it girl
I've been thinking bout the days we fight
Walking on thin ice
I'm the fire to your candle girl
Best believe me I'm trying heal us
But baby girl I'm no genius
Gotta tell me how you feel, It's between us
Argue, late nights, I'm left sleepless
~
Rainy days
Hear lightning striking
I remember getting geeked when She typing
Now I'm lucky for a text without frightening
Me to the core, little love left Syphon
Crying cause memories haunt
Grasping whats left
Cause what's next I don't want
I lost myself in you
Parts of my heart
Thoughts of my past with her tares me appart

Thin Ice [Luv2Feel]

lyrics

Why she acting like she want to talk to me?
Tell me what you really want and get the fuck up off of me
We were never even close, why the fuck you blocking me?
Sensitive as fuck, so it's better not to talk to me, talk to him
Seem to know so fucking much about each other now
You can have your fun while I'm suffocating underground
I don't give a fuck, both you fuckers fucking put me down
Now I'm fucking hurt and there's no one around to be found

Why she acting like she want to talk to me?
Tell me what you really want and get the fuck up off of me
We were never even close, why the fuck you blocking me?
Sensitive as fuck, so it's better not to talk to me, talk to him
Seem to know so fucking much about each other now
You can have your fun while I'm suffocating underground
I don't give a fuck, both you fuckers fucking put me down
Now I'm fucking hurt and there's no one around to be found

Why she acting like she want to talk to me?
Tell me what you really want and get the fuck up off of me
We were never even close, why the fuck you blocking me?
Sensitive as fuck, so it's better not to talk to me, talk to him
Seem to know so fucking much about each other now
You can have your fun while I'm suffocating underground
I don't give a fuck, both you fuckers fucking put me down
Now I'm fucking hurt and there's no one around to be found

unknxwn. - Faults.

unknxwn. - faults.

Lyrics

Winter's here now I feel at home
If you're not here then I don't have one
I feel fear when I don't feel you 
How could I not fall apart when you
Left here but didn't take me there with you
I guess what you are to me I'm not that for you
Every thing that I said bad for you
I tried my fucking best to be there for you

winter. | Produced by nowhere valley

Lyrics

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

I know some people like what I do
I know some people couldn't care less
I know part of me like what I do
I know part of me wanna progress

I don't know how much fight I got left
I don't wanna keep chasing a check
And that's not what I doing it for
But I'm just a human, I gotta pay rent

It was cool, I was only a kid
I was living with mom back then
I was making a couple of g's
Buying beats for my songs back then

That was all I was worried about
But I ain't a kid no more
I ain't saying I'm giving it up
I just can't put it all in no more

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

ain't a kid no more. | Produced by metlast

Lyrics

I don't think I belong here, I don't think I belong there 
I don't think I belong on earth, I think I belong in hell 
Hold on, wait I'm already there cause I'm stuck inside my head
No one should go up in there, I get so damn fucking scared

I don't know where I should go, I wish I could let you go
Say I do but know I don't, know I could but guess I won't
Cause I want you and I can't have you back ever again
Wish that I could go back so I could never send you that

First text I ever did, fuck you and fuck your man
Fuck him and fuck that kid, I wanna disappear

I don't think I belong here, I don't think I belong there 
I don't think I belong on earth, I think I belong in hell 
Hold on, wait I'm already there cause I'm stuck inside my head
No one should go up in there, I get so damn fucking scared

Losing focus, I don't think I belong here
I'm so worthless, I don't think I belong there
I don't think I belong on earth , I think I belong in hell
Hold on, wait I'm already there cause I'm stuck inside my head

i don't think. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Produced by NIGHT DRESS

This song reflects my deep struggle with vulnerability, creative pressure, and the fear of letting others see my pain. It also captures the complexity of balancing gratitude for my blessings with the lingering weight of unresolved emotions. From a faith-based perspective, this song could be reframed to focus on how God is helping me navigate these emotions and redefine my identity, not as someone who hides pain but as someone who finds strength and healing in Him.

The Fear of Vulnerability:

“I know that you want me to talk but that’s not who I am.”

This line reflects a struggle to be open with others about my pain. The Bible reminds us that vulnerability can be a strength, especially when shared with God or trusted individuals.

“Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way, you will fulfill the law of Christ.” (Galatians 6:2)

Creative Doubt and Identity:

“I feel like everything I make is lame and fucking gross.”

This lyric speaks to the weight of self-doubt in my creative process. God has given me talents and they can be used for His glory, even when you feel inadequate.

“For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.” (Ephesians 2:10)

Balancing Gratitude with Pain:

“I’ve been fucking blessed and I don’t wanna seem ungrateful.”

This tension between acknowledging blessings and feeling pain is a common struggle. God understands your emotions and invites you to bring them to Him without fear of judgment.

“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” (1 Peter 5:7)

The Desire for Release:

“Like a bird inside a cage is how I feel when I can’t say.”

This imagery highlights the importance of release and expression. God offers freedom from emotional bondage and gives us the courage to express ourselves honestly and healthily.

“The Spirit of the Lord is on me… to set the oppressed free.” (Luke 4:18)

Lyrics

I used to make a song in 40 minutes, then I'd post
And now it takes me weeks to even finish what I wrote
And then it takes me months to build the courage just to post
I feel like everything I make is lame and fucking gross

I'm sorry I don't scream as much, it's not because I changed
I'm scared to show the ones I love that I'm still feeling pain
Cause I've been fucking blessed and I don't wanna seem ungrateful
And I built up so much I can't afford to be unstable

But I still have a lot of hate inside I'm scared to show
It was easier before, I was the only one who'd know
And now I have to hide it when I feel it
But the hiding never works because I know that you can feel it

So please, I know that you want me to talk but that's not who I am
You want me to be real? Music's the only way I can
So please don't get offended when I say something offensive
That was not what I intended, I'm just tryna clear my mental

Like a bird inside a cage is how I feel when I can't say
What I need and what I want, hurting you is not what I want
So please don't take it personal, when I open up so surgical
Don't hurt me, I'm showing you something

i know that you want me to talk but that's not who i am.

Its done. The "sampling through cool asia" beatchallenge is finished. I made some cool beats the last 9 days mixing traditional samples from asia with cool boom bap hip hop drums. Hope your are doing well, have a good day. Greetings from germany.
Tobe

Dragon Loop Dynasty - Triều đại Rồng Loop (Sampling Through Cool Asia - Day 9 of 9)

Lyrics

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I don't care about how my words effect others cause others don't care at the slightest for me
This world is a Hell and the demons are us and nothing is ever what you think it seems
It seems I can only make my life get better when I fall asleep and I live in my dreams
But their only dreams, and when I'm awake, I don't wanna be, how much can I take

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I cannot bare, all of the pain, that you put me in
Think I've gone insane, I don't think I'll ever win
This war that I'm facing, I'm tired of chasing
unknxwn.exe I just wish I could erase me
Cause all of the pain, that you put me in
Feels like I'm fighting in a war I'll never win
This weight's gonna break me, you can't really save me
I'm nothing but a memory, I'm already erasing

unknxwn. - never there

never there.

spotify.

never there. | Produced by born hero

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

i know that you want me to talk but that's not who i am.

unknxwn.

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