Produced by Yago

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up it's a bad time
Nic it up my heart rate, I won't flat line
If I do don't even matter, fuck my life I'll trash mine
I am not a good guy, you just haven't seen my bad side

Wanna grab a gun, cock it, put it at my brain
I know that ain't right but I am tired of the pain
Every time I meet a bitch they make me insane
Fuck all this shit, I been stuck in the rain

I don't want no friends but I do
I am just so fucked up don't know what to do
All I do is smoke nicotine in my room
Making all these songs over beats, making tunes

I just wanna love, I don't think I can
Even if I told you, you won't understand
That bitch had me fucked up, left me in a trance
I'ma get my bucks up, watch me do my dance

Tried to give you my heart, you wanna give me hate
Lil bitch I'm on my grind, you gonna watch me skate
I'ma get cash, I'ma get bands, lil bitch I broke that bank
Promise you the day I can, hop on a plane get out of state

fkdupfreestyle! | Produced by Yago

Lyrics

I'm sick of how I felt
I'm done with hurting myself
I looked into others for it
But I needed my help

A different link in my belt
A different story I'll tell
I belong in Heaven
With my demons we don't like Hell

Broken thoughts, that's not the goal, I sold my soul, I'm trashing it
"Listen bro, your flow is cold but I don't think I'm grasping it"
That's okay it's not for you to know what I have happening
You wanna get to where I am but reason for you lack in it

I'm on the path, you tracking it, so you just past in tense
You can't hit as hard as now just cause you had the past intense
F on all my test in school, this test of life? I'm passing it
I dropped the weight that held me back, just cut the rope, you dragging it

You trippin' up on all yo shit, no you ain't slipped up
Why the fuck won't you let go of what you shouldn't pick up?
She just kept on nagging me, I had to shut that bitch up
Why these people so entranced in me just cause I got my chips up?

I'll burn a benji to see you fill up with envy
The money mean nothing to me, what's a blue strip to a penny?

4GOT10!

Lyrics

I got a million problems
Fuck bout a million followers
That shit won't help me with solving 'em
All of my thoughts I get lost in 'em

Don't know where I am, don't know where to go
The man that I am is not one I know
Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold
You hearing this now but this shit is old (x2)

Because when it's new and I'm feeling the weight of the things that I write, I don't wanna be judged
What do I do? I'm not healing the pain that I hate and I hide
Am I really enough? I never know and it scares me, I wish that I had the answers
I got this pain and it tears me, can't run away from the cancer

What I had made a mess of it, I know it's evident
I'm just a demon, don't tell me I'm heaven sent
I know the reaper is my only medicine
I don't like people, I know that I'm reticent

I cannot get out the loop till I'm dead again
I should of known you would leave me on read again
They at the door, I'm unsure if I let 'em in
If pain was a sport, I'm a letterman

Voices inside of my mind
Scream when I know I can't keep it inside
We had a flame, I can't keep it alive
Screaming your name until I don't like mine

Until I don't like myself, I can't look in the mirror
This message can't get any clearer
I'm just a mess, I'm a quitter, I'm so fucking bitter
I know that I'll never be with her

1M. | Produced by sorrow bringer

Lyrics

I'm conflicted, I can't make shit
I don't feel the love I fake it
Got this feeling I can't shake it
Got this feeling I might break shit

I'm losing fucking patience
I'm finna be a patient
I got drugs all this room
And I been trying not to take it

But I can't hold on
I been doing that for fucking so long
I'm so done, I can't open up for fucking no one
I been trying, it ain't working
And I know nobody perfect
I know you don't see the anger
But I'm not a peaceful person

All that I wanted to do was be in love with you
But I fucked up like I always do
And I can't figure it out, I'm bouta start flippin' out
Let me rot all alone in a forest

Fucking up everything, yeah I'm for it
If she call me again, I'll ignore it
Got a lot of the pain where my core is
I got too much shit to say that's why I don't do chorus

It's a never ending cycle
I should not be anybody's idol
I make music singing bout the fucked up shit
That I went through and about the shit that I did

Back to sounding fucking angry at the world and at myself
If you can't find me when you die, then you did not get sent to hell
Everything's a fucking lie and everybody's up for sale
Success is not what you would think, if you knew that then you would fail

If that's the case then I'm the most successful person in this place
If that's the case then I feel love forever and I never hate
That's the toll that it takes, I believe some backwards shit
I'm phony and I'm fucking fake, I'm more than just a piece of shit

So if you talking down on me you better do it right
Tell me I'm the fucking worst person you met in all ya life
Open up the flood gates of hate and let me drown slow
I'm a sad piece of trash, I'm so down low

I'ma fuck it all up again
I'm going back where I been
But fuck it is what it is
So I'm not gonna pretend

I know I'm not who I could be now
But I don't know if that's any good right now

Leave me alone, I know I'm a burden
I just wanna go under where the dirt is
I don't wanna know what I did to deserve this
I'ma give myself a reason for it

eeyorish. | Produced by ERLAX

Lyrics

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

Take me back to when I wasn't thinking bout the end of this
All I feel is fucking nothing, how did I get into this?
I've gotta come up with something other than me ending it
But death is always fucking coming ain't no way we missing it

Life is what you make it, I been making more mistakes
Oh baby my heart is breaking, don't know how much more I'll take
Soul inside of me is vacant, I been sleep when I'm awake
I think I've been way to patient, now it's time for me to take

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

Everyday is just the same as yesterday am I to blame?
Yes I am cause this is my life I'm the only one can change
Where I am, how I act, where I end up
Oh god damn, it's coming back, it's getting clever

I ain't choose this, it chose me
I don't even know what's happening
But it feels right so I guess
I'll keep moving, see what's next

Take me to the better places
See souls, I don't see faces
I don't know how I'm gone make it
But I'm closer than I was

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

wizard. | Produced by slayingibis

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

out of reach.

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I could do this or do that, I'm still gone be fucking wrong
No one can get where I'm at, I know I'm fucking alone
I got some weight on my back, I'ma put some on this song
I'm lost, I can't find my way back, your life would be better if I was just gone

I never know what to do with the shit on my chest, that's why I'm fucking depressed
Wish I could care but ain't got any left, I only know how to mess up
What I have, I ain't ever the best, that's why I get fucking stressed
I try my hardest but it doesn't matter, no matter what I do, I'll just make her madder

I know that I suck
I know that I'll never get back to the person I was
I know that you don't give a fuck about me, not at all
All that I wanted was love

But all that you gave me was pain
All that you gave me was only to make me insane
Cause it's been years since we we're together
Somehow I still think when I'm with you I'm better

Without you I'm bitter
Without you I'm not nothing more than a loser and quitter
Without you it's been getting dimmer
Cause you were my fire and now I'm not even a simmer

Not even an ember of what once was
All that I wanted was love
All that I wanted was you
All you wanted was him, I know that I'll never be enough

I wish you would love me
I just wanna hold you
Why'd you ever hold me
Just to tell me "fuck you"?

You call me an asshole
At least I'm fucking faithful
I could save your life
And I know you wouldn't be grateful

wrong.

Lyrics

I'm fucking up again, so God, forgive my sins
I'm losing all my friends, how did I come back to this?
I ran away till it caught up, fuck all these games tear the card's up
Don't know what this is but it's not love
My heart's put away and it's locked up
You can't save me, not like you'd give it a try though
I'm still breaking down but I sing on the high note
It's okay if you hate me, I know you used to have high hopes
Please don't chase me, if yes really meant no, I would be right
How far could I get if I really tried? Don't care about shit, if I do, then I lied
I found a genie stuck in a bottle, I wished for death, and I still havеn't died
Why can't I get out of my head? I think I'd bе better off dead
Lies making me say that again, life took me back to the bottom again

sins. (2019)

J’AIME LA BIÈRE ET LE CAMEMBERT

🐀 Pacific Rats – Golden State Waste

🛹 Debut Album

Baked in the sun, broken on the street, and screaming from the alley — Golden State Waste is the raw, asphalt-cracked debut from Pacific Rats, a Venice-born skate-punk gang with bloodied elbows, black Converse, and no time for rules.

With 10 songs that tear through the California dream like a kickflip through stained glass, the album fuses old-school skate thrash, melodic SoCal punk, and gritty street funk. From the band’s snarling anthem Possessed to Skate Again to the palm-scorched swagger of Rollin’ Free, this record is a declaration of pavement-born rebellion and sun-bleached soul.

They ride fast, bleed loud, and laugh while the system burns — because for Pacific Rats, paradise was never perfect… but the curbs, pools, and rails sure as hell are.

Mr Oofus (M.O.D. Cover)

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

wizard. | Produced by slayingibis

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