bro this beat was used by another creator, rackin my brain to find it, fucking beautiful song tho

i look away but i cant stand a world without you here
waking alone was my biggest fear

i close my eyes your still in my arms
if i were to die would it mean you no harm
i know that i lied just to cover your scars

do you ever feel as if the world is against you
the girl that i knew could never leave she would hate to
i promise ive changed who i was im more stable
~
im fucked up been here before
cant have it cant have whats yours
i ghosted shes on the floor
i woke up straight to the pour

fucked up been here before
been here before
too many times ive done this
cant think its gone ruin my stomach

im fucked up come heal me
think you know me nobody knows what im feeling
i tried to show her but she kept seeing things
i cant get involved with her feelings
lie on the floor yeah yeah

katai/trapmako - look away/heal me (prod. kurai x pyojun)

13reasonswhy - heart 2 mileena (13reasonswhy)

first time mixing
@unownheir
@thirteenreasonswhy

bitch call me tongue cuz i like to hit licks
i was broke as hell tryna fuck onna 6
6am fucking hoes whipping wrist
loud that smoke big like rhinoceros

tongue666 freestyle (13reasonswhy)

prod @u8u mixd @x9p

like duwap, baby i love da feelin
sippin highcee, im sippin on reptilian
im tryna tell my toa i made millions
these real percs and they yellow like a minion
i sold him panadol he was like is you kidding?

i miss my sisters, how is yall living?
i played my part but they treat me like a villian
i feel like im losing but i know that im winning
im raised by my momma got good intuition

cant let nobody in they gone ruin the vision
i got some money then i fell in love with da feelin
da feelin, i love da feelin
da feelin i love it i love da feelin

girl i cant tell, do you love or do you hate me
getup off yo ass and hit a jugg dont be lazy

DA FEELINN

@u8u
the og version, i scrapped it cus its not good enoughhh

voice in my head telling me to smoke another
rotting in solitude, i've suffered
cant see the pain i keep undercovers
fake personality, its just a cover

you say its for all the times i lied
and i cant seem to do whats right
but i still feel the pain when im hi
i got drugs n you on my mind

drugs you should try it
love got me blinded
no one can find me

*og mix* drugsyoushouldtryitt(katai)

coolmatemprr

how many reasons i got 13
hannah bakers on my feet im rockin 13s
i was broke asl when i made 13s
in the hospital i was only 13
in the shower and my wrist hurting
how many pills i took it was 36
in the hospital and my liver hurt and shit
docter lookin at me wierd like how tf u live

11 months ago wasnt feeling well
i wont kill myself again i dont wanna go 2 hell
i was down bad aint nobody help
so why tf should i try to help
but im up now im living well
and for the pain i smoke away
i know i will always find a way

13 & 36 (katai)

@u8u
im off the xans again
but im tryna get better
you said its the little things that matter
all the arguments girl ik that youre fed up
when im high by myself its the only time i let up
and i cant help but feel like im still here for a reason
fuck these hoes all they change up on me like double season
i feel your pain for anybody thats grieving
you said its the little things that matter
all the arguments girl ik that youre fed up
when im high by myself its the only time i let up

u,myself // @katai @ivvys

p @u8u @kurai @uyril
mix @uyril

i was crying everyday nobody noticed
what did i ever do to deserve this
always living life without purpose
say goodbye to my feelings, wasn't worth it

grief and regret my only emotions
psychiatrist increasing all my doses
only way to stay alive is smoking ounces
ive been tryna think about your answer
thinking way too much you know my head hurt

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if you leave...if you go...
maybe i...should let go...
if yur mine...tell me now...
if yur mine...tell me how...?
if i go...would you wait...?
i can tell...i cant say...

</3ты не моя родственная душа</3

prod by @u8u
mixd by @u8u

dont tell me
tell me what to feel
talking bout it
about it only makes it real

i been lost, for so long
tell me where, i went wrong

on and off, on and off
i know she using me but im tired of being alone
on and off, on and off
no im not who i used to be

i know i dont, no i dont deserve your love
we go on and off, i say im done
my heart cold and you already know it

shoutout tol saig ez ii and the rest that helped yk who ❤️❤️

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