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whakamarohi *FULL ALBUM*

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pretty toxic // prod. hldme

ON MY MIND

you beautiful - benjamingotbenz

@owtiss, @angelicxmei
prod @yashio20k

as they say, "meant it 2"

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

I was too hi bruised my heels when i hit the ground x

CAll Me x (Coming home anthem)

katai - forbidden love *og ver.* (katai)

золотой венок w/ notee1 (prod. glorykeyz)

prod neverforever
lyrics:

я вряд ли почувствую снова

и вся безысходность этого города от моего дома идет по районам
и крыши наполнились волнами с кровью и проволокой
обхвати меня лаской , сделай больно опять
и может тогда ты поможешь получше понять

мои сны и мои силы
перестать бояться зимы
наверстать все что не сделали в детстве с тобой
раскидать учебу и зайти в самый длинный запой
прошу будь только со мной
серфить по волнам, смотреть на прибой
ничего не чувствую anymore

я вряд ли почувствую снова

и снова под обезболом 
слюни капают на футболку
да я знаю что я не болен, но найду оправданий сотню себе
почему мой дом во огне во сне

опять снег
и моя менталка рушится так же как он тает но ты вряд ли это знаешь
засыпай на моих руках, хоть и отмерзают
я все дам не получив сам ничего
люблю, толкни меня в грудь и оставь задыхаться тут
ведь ты лишь воображение мое
мысли так странно идут

я вряд ли почувствую снова

@u8u
sample @fatjoeofficial

can you love me long time?
can you love me long time
can you love me long time

can you love me long time
not forever, just until i get right
one call away, im on time
unless im packrunning only thing on my mind
is you

i think if we try, we could
i think its bout time you knew
my brother said dont cry over you
swore im good

can you love me long time
if the trap burnt out would you ride
if i got caught up would you lie
if you didnt know how, would you still try

questioning my mind
if i dont break your heart
you gone break mines
can you love me for a long time
can you love me long time

lovemelongtime (katai)

цветамнужновремя, чтобырасцвести (katai)

holdingback (katai)

Prod @manipulateher
Sample kannoyoko

Imma break you, manipulate you
Girl don’t get Close2me I won’t save you
Imma play your heart, Imma play you
Change your mind about me Imma persuade you

You don’t wanna stay, I don’t wanna make you
Cus when times get hard
Times get rough
Who would wanna stay too

もしできたなら今頃君を救っていただろうもしできたならpersuade今頃君を救っていただろうもしできたなら今頃君を救ってmanipulateherいただろうもしできたなら今頃君を救っていただろうもしで

tg https://t.me/shquuwannafame
lyrics:
я оставил на завтра тысячу дел, но не вернусь ни к одному как бы сильно я не хотел 
и я грызу себя же сам за то что нихуя не сделал
сколько можно? я страдаю , прошу дайте мне рецепты
проду дайте мне .. не спиться завтра в целом 
мне не спится тоже вовсе
да я вставляю по спице каждый день в свои колеса
начинаю чтобы бросить, все оставить в самотек
и я живу ради перформанса kill myself в 21 год
типа 41 порез под моей футболкой
не считал, но я все помню, не считал , но я все помню сука
да я все помню сука
да я не считал порезы, я считал дни когда ты ко мне вернешься

я кричу пока мне кто то не окажет помощь 
просыпаюсь с мыслью "как бы перестать кашлять кровью"
все еще люблю и вспоминаю, хоть ты делала больно
но я был не таким сломанным
оставлю твое слово как патрон

кричу пока мне не станет так холодно
порежу всю одежду, не куплю тебе новую
я гнию в своей кровати , рацион - сигареты , cон
мама говорит просто влюблен, что  все это этап, и все пройдет

а я никакой
каждый новый день как пытка перед сном
просыпаться без желания, "да бля , выйду потом"
проебать и вновь оправдываться как же я так мог
но я хоть что то смог, сегодня что то смог

хоть что то смог, но все равно я чувствую себя все так же одиноко
прошу напиши хоть что то, мне так важно твое слово
ты сотри и вновь люби
но останься у порога на "недолго" - ты единственная помощь

сорок один порез (m1qqla, nobody1)

inmydreams w/ gethosyne

k town

manuscript

золотой венок

Instrumental by:
@yashio20k
@1wasterr

Lyrics by me
Inspired by the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, 
written from Orpheus’s perspective.


We weren’t meant to be,
Didn’t get that at the time
I couldn’t let it be,
That ain’t ever cross my mind
I felt so much affection
Was this love at first sight?

If you had let me been,
If we never intertwined
If his jealousy,
Never really crossed the line
Would you have moved that direction?
Would you have still suffered the bite?

I tried so hard,
I let you down,
I messed this up,
I turned around,
I was so afraid,
Of losing you again,
And I lost sense,
Of everything,

Woken up to a nightmare, ‘cause you’re gone
It doesn’t matter to me, if I burn up inside the sun
Or if they take my body, and tear it to shreds
‘Cause you were the only thing I had

Closed a pact,
With the devil,
Took control of my eyes
God, I didn’t realise
What did I put myself into?
Killed myself as I tried to save you

Oh, when I tried to save you
I didn’t realise, that it was futile 
I didn’t realise, that I was being deceived
It’s not what I had perceived
I couldn't bring you around...

I’ve been trying and trying and trying,
To change our fate
I’ve been trying and trying and trying.

Fate was the enemy,
Why did I ignore those signs?
If it didn’t speak,
Would you still be here alive?
If I had paid attention,
Would you be here, by my side?

The calamity, placed upon us, wonder why…
Is there something I didn’t read between the lines?
Haunted by your expression, I apologise

losing you again (yashio + wasterr)

Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

katai - lonely (chenpol)

itsgmfdontforget

onmybrain

kataixmetaayoo

kataimhgoated

@u8u
sample @soyrica

ill be alright
but what is worth, nothing hurts
wont waste time
wondering why, you run and hide

we both knew it was imenent
everything good has an end
you built the lies im living in
no more trying, im giving in

with or without you
im still suffering
you make no difference
you make no difference

youmakenodifference (katai)

@u8u

im tryna show you
the love you was supposed to have
i wonder who told you
love wasnt something you can, have 

you deserve it
living life with no purpose
heartbroken and hurting
these lessons keep tryna teach me but i just wont learn them
these blessing cant reach me, i dont intent to return them

(mb 4earape my cpu tuff)

unlearnablelessons (katai)

@u8u
sample @djkhaled

id never seen a angel cry
until i made you cry myself
ive been living a hateful life
its impossible to cry for help

i could say it again
but then id lie to you
used to pray it would end
now i live mines for you

neverseenanangelcry (katai)

@u8u

so close, yet so far
that i cant see us meeting
so close, to my heart
can you feel it beating

numbers on the back of my card
amount of times i thought about leaving
but if i lose you
im afraid my life would lose all meaning

maybe im just too deep in
reasons, i cant retreat and
you take out my heart every week 
then somehow you go and retrieve it

ill keep it true, no deceiving
i know you wont love me for my being
you watching my pockets girl i see it
why im holding back? i have my reasons

ogver: https://soundcloud.com/officialkataiarchive/vv139

holdingback (katai x 13reasonswhy)

flansie & lukovicc - wat ze met me doet (prod flansie x lukovicc)
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Wat Ze Met Me Doet

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unlearnablelessons (katai)

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