Songs I wanna kill myself too

from https://soundcloud.com/ihatemylife59/angelus-fr

player two feat ericdoa, lei, zee, ch2rms, blackwinterwells, exodus1900

i'm scared
i'm scared
i'm scared
oh i'm scared
you left me in the dark and now i'm lost
i thought you were the answer, i was wrong
cause everytime i see you my heart grows numb
it's not fair that i can't feel your fucking love
it's a shame cause you're gone in a couple months
wish i could say that the news really fucked me up
but i'm sat here with my hands in pockets
i don't know where i lost it
i don't like thinking cause my thinking makes me nauseous
so i'm sorry
i'm sorry

sorry

stage crew 1/6
produced by inci0
mixed & mastered by inci0

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I'm trapped, I'm trapped, I'm trapped
It was an act
She told me that she love me and I think I love her back
I know that she's a mess, but I guess that that's the best part
I ain't ever felt this loved

[Chorus]
Even the coroner tried to avoid my death
She's a hoarder, she's one sided, knows my friends
And ignores them when they try to speak
It's annoying
But I still love her and call her my only one
It's only fun
No it ain't ever that serious, 451
Yeah she's burning them books now
With only her looks now
Lay down on the carpet
Unbutton her shirt now
Her parents downstairs

[Verse 2]
Yeah she's a homecoming queen
And she's expecting a lot of me, I see
Yeah she loves the attention
She keeps getting stares
I ain't nothing to mention
I'm tripping on stairs
I made a fool of myself
Way too many times
I need to cool on myself
Self-esteem is way too low
I'm always checking my cell
In public in my iPhone camera
Tryna change my appearance
To fit their standards

[Chorus]
Even the coroner tried to avoid my death
She's a hoarder, she's one sided, knows my friends
And ignores them when they try to speak
It's annoying
But I still love her and call her my only one
It's only fun
No it ain't ever that serious, 451
Yeah she's burning them books now
With only her looks now
Lay down on the carpet
Unbutton her shirt now
Her parents downstairs

[Bridge]
Coroner had tried to void my death
yeah, tried to void my death
Coroner had tried to void my death
void my death, void my death, void my death

[Chorus]
Even the coroner tried to avoid my death
She's a hoarder, she's one sided, knows my friends
And ignores them when they try to speak
It's annoying
But I still love her and call her my only one
It's only fun
No it ain't ever that serious, 451
Yeah she's burning them books now
With only her looks now
Lay down on the carpet
Unbutton her shirt now
Her parents downstairs

stage crew

coroner

Better -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

glaive & ericdoa - cloak n dagger (feat. The Kid Laroi)

prod. @onepttwo @akutonu

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4oj7AXuUjIK0BKUkSgi8jo?si=00e93e51098a45c9
Music Video: 

like aah 
had it cross my mind 
but i swear id give it all up 
i swear id be fine 
do u have the time to call us? 

well 
i dropped outa college
ill get it up tho
lived till 21 bitch
i miss my damn bro
fucked over tht one shit
cant understand hoes
leave with what im done with
thats how the plan goes 

all know thts not how it went
or how it should
nd no i dont keep 2 many friends
prolly good
i told bro i nvr stress
but im stressed out
im not one to be impressed
keep ya head down 

theres ts i wouldnt wanna miss out on
omg i aint seen u in so long
hesistant thats some shit i cant count on 
ima keep on singing till the crowd gone 

(yea but u chillin w/ ++ bitch) 

like aah 
had it cross my mind 
but i swear id give it all up 
i swear id be fine 
do u have the time to call us? 

well 
i dropped outa college
ill get it up tho
lived till 21 bitch
i miss my damn bro
fucked over tht one shit
cant understand hoes
leave with what im done with
thats how the plan goes 

stand up my bros they right next 2 me
bad luck nd my blood full of thc
hope alotta ppl dont remember me 
roll it light it up its like a effigy
keep telling myself tht it was meant to be 

like aah 
lost it all b4 im not scared to give it up 
if ur life is boring go ahead and switch it up
or give it up
ket nd molly got me walking like im drunk 
in it prolly im not gonna give it up 
winnin prolly im not good @ giving up  
in the party i cant give a single fuck
have i evr been enough? 

(yk what i think i am? i think im just a rock chick)

like aah 
had it cross my mind 
but i swear id give it all up 
i swear id be fine 
do u have the time to call us? 

well 
i dropped outa college
ill get it up tho
lived till 21 bitch
i miss my damn bro
fucked over tht one shit
cant understand hoes
leave with what im done with
thats how the plan goes

effigy

effigy (1.2 Akutonu)

this is not novella

real novella: @n0vella

not novella - bandaids cover

Threats :c

Grow  Up..

i ThoughUFuckin #Lovedme
I thought U TriedTo Care4Meeee
Whats the pointOfGoing Slow??
Thoughtu Said u DidntWanna Fuckin go
#IWantedUsToFkinGrow

In ur eyes i DontExist
Allthese Drugs I cantResist
#I #Wish #I #Wasnt #A #Burden #to #people
They put me Down with all ThesePins and Needles
im starting to #Believe that nothing is Real

i ThoughUFuckin #Lovedme
I thought U TriedTo Care4Meeee
Whats the pointOfGoing Slow??
Thoughtu Said u DidntWanna Fuckin go
#IWantedUsToFkinGrow

Huh.. U enjoyin UrselfYet?
Huh...... remember When we LookedAtThe Sunset
huh... allthistime U never gave a Shit
all this money ShowinUp, ik That youll NeverGet

i ThoughUFuckin #Lovedme
I thought U TriedTo Care4Meeee
Whats the pointOfGoing Slow??
Thoughtu Said u DidntWanna Fuckin go
#IWantedUsToFkinGrow

In ur eyes i DontExist
Allthese Drugs I cantResist
#I #Wish #I #Wasnt #A #Burden #to #people
They put me Down with all ThesePins and Needles
im starting to #Believe that nothing is Real

i ThoughUFuckin #Lovedme
I thought U TriedTo Care4Meeee
Whats the pointOfGoing Slow??
Thoughtu Said u DidntWanna Fuckin go
#IWantedUsToFkinGrow

grow (letmedisappear + takouri)

RAHHH VOTE ME YES ME FOR PREZI 2024
lyrics: (cap rap annotated as well so i tell the truth as a good politician does)
they b screaming when i step up in the party (they do not)
rave girl yea she steady dancin off the molly (nvr been to a rave)
and they talking down but im w my friends ballin
stealing my swag bro all u do is copy (what swag?)
they b screaming when i step up in the party (they do not)
rave girl yea she steady dancin off the molly (nvr been to a rave)
and they talking down but im w my friends ballin
stealing my swag bro all u do is copy (what swag?)
tryna make a song u cant top me (yes u can)
im still on read think she forgot me (true)
he wanna talk but he amount 2 nothing
and i say i need space but u think im bluffing
take u to a place needa tell u smth
me nd my bros ya yk we locked in
had 2 runna bag just to prove im ballin (im broke 😞)
10 missed calls ya she been callin (aint NO woman calling my phone LMAOO)
they b screaming when i step up in the party (they do not)
rave girl yea she steady dancin off the molly (nvr been to a rave)
and they talking down but im w my friends ballin
stealing my swag bro all u do is copy (what swag?)
they b screaming when i step up in the party (they do not)
rave girl yea she steady dancin off the molly (nvr been to a rave)
and they talking down but im w my friends ballin
stealing my swag bro all u do is copy (what swag?)
nd the beat prod pipe bomb ya we run a bag (agian im broke)
run up on that boy throw his body inna back (i dont have opps)
im w pipe bomb nd im countin hella racks (im not)
this aint long term i cant get attached
run up on my bros then he get attacked (not attacking no one)
spent a hundred thousand i made it back (IM BROKEEEEEEEEEE)
heard he talkin down put him inna pack (I AM NOT SMOKING ON ANYONES PACK)
ridin round town ya my pockets fat (IM BROKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
they b screaming when i step up in the party (they do not)
rave girl yea she steady dancin off the molly (nvr been to a rave)
and they talking down but im w my friends ballin
stealing my swag bro all u do is copy (what swag?)
they b screaming when i step up in the party (they do not)
rave girl yea she steady dancin off the molly (nvr been to a rave)
and they talking down but im w my friends ballin
stealing my swag bro all u do is copy (what swag?)

(sped up part same lyrics)



LIEK THIS SONG AND GLAZE ME IN THE COMMENTS


#lockedin KEYFRAMES4PRESIDENT!!!! (pipe bomb)

part 1

cover art my me and my irl friend

i hope you enjoy this song

someone botted this song not me

differenttttt

Haunted (Aerelin)

feat @rrekzu
prod. kittyflwr and t57thetank
(reuploaded)

(me)
pockets green like hierophant
heavy i cant fuckin stand
you bitches i cannot stand
when i shoot a fuckin shot
you know that its gonna land
frosty on my wrist i got that ice up on my hand

(@rrekzu)
put a sniper to his face
if he wanna talk put his ass doa
n im chillin with ur hoes
i cant trust em
when i see em pop a four
i could bust em
i cant worry boutta bitch
n im posted with my clique
u must think that this is it...
pull up bro he cannot run
from afar got a 50 n he done.

(me)
so you'd better not talk
lots of time that i wasted on you
smokin all on this pack
left here doing all ik how to

get pockets green like hierophant
heavy i cant fuckin stand
you bitches i cannot stand
when i shoot a fuckin shot
you know that its gonna land
frosty on my wrist i got that ice up on my hand

tripped and i fell over you
wastin my life over you
please just shut up
im just so fucking done
i wasted all my time
just give me wtf i need and ill be alr

hierophant feat. rekzu (kittyflwr+t57)

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

dante red - Suekey #ReplyGuysss (polar333 + wubz) (odece)

Some songs are on his soundcloud but most of them were posted but deleted in a few days

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Better -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

Unreleased Lieu

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