shlepuska

哀れな

haunted

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produced by soju @qtgf


wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

move on

things with wings

hey there nice to meet ya

same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

heartkimi - stunnagirlkimi (prod. Edp445)

a letter of apology (hallow + ryo)

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

Disappear -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

гены

SCRAPYARD I

A LA CARTE

phobie d'impulsion

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why do i sit there waiting lol feat skeleton

i coul;d never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you shouyld really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive



did it hurt when you fell from heaven
does a god exist

angel

MYSTERY

aeter - sarah's song (rough draft)

im sick as fuck rn and cant breath not trolling

fine ill see you in the morning slut

i could never like u

can u hear me

Some songs are on his soundcloud but most of them were posted but deleted in a few days

Disappear -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

Unreleased Lieu