valentines drop..    prod @jermaine-valik
[20 november 2022 2am]
clear insanity over a completely wrong person.

wipe you off my catalog
reason we don't talk.. cause we can't get along
feel euphoria around you.. it just last too long
then i'll talk right when you free cause i can't talk through songs
i can't fuck up...
i can't fuck up with you cause you're my type
you'll be all over him.. that's your valentine
i'll still be creeping.. like right straight through the vines.. i'm trippin...

but you're divine
i'm crazy cause i want you to be mine
can't stop lying when they ask if i'm fine
mom asked me the same thing.. i lied
i just cry
spend my time alone at night
you're still with him.. that's just not right
but my goal is to get you and it's getting out of sight

catalog.. (nyctx)

rirīshushu, リリイ シュシュ

(scarlet + martin leib + me)
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somethin doesnt feel right
i can't get u out of my mind
i feel like I’m just stuck in time
i can't even press rewind
feel like i been here a thousand times

i can't even lie to you, wish i was beside of you, wish i was beside of you

look, baby yeh im here 4 u
if u outta ctrl i can steer 4 u
i can be ur sideline n cheer 4 u
just kno that i'm urs n i'm here 4 u

u make me feel things, i can't even start to understand
imma keep it real witchu, baby u weren’t even part of the plan
got me so fucked up, can’t think on demand
everything I do now, you is all part of the plan 

look, baby yeh im here 4 u
if u outta ctrl i can steer 4 u
i can be ur sideline n cheer 4 u
just kno that i'm urs n i'm here 4 u

yeah i'm still up when the night ends
thinkin bout u, baby, i don't want friends
in this shit together, yuh we'll survive this
imma let myself feel for you, won't fight this
don't got a care in the world, i won't hide this
if it don't work, oh well, that's what life is
i just wanna be with you, tired of shyness
i just wanna share with you, all of my kindness

look, baby yeh im here 4 u
if u outta ctrl i can steer 4 u
i can be ur sideline n cheer 4 u
just kno that i'm urs n i'm here 4 u

look, baby yeh im here 4 u
if u outta ctrl i can steer 4 u
i can be ur sideline n cheer 4 u
just kno that i'm urs n i'm here 4 u

fuck u

#here4u

https://soundcloud.com/fuckcru
https://soundcloud.com/pyu

breaking down my liver
I’ll become an alcoholic
I’ve been really struggling
I cannot take all this
feels like a catastrophe
I’m so over dramatic (￢_￢;)
kissing on some dutches
been blowing aromatics

lately it feels like I do not know you
got anxiety up in my brain it feels so true (⌯˃̶᷄ ﹏ ˂̶᷄⌯)
I cannot love you like I used 2
rivers hitting my pillow because of all these half truths .(＞_＜)

I’ve been in my house
I’ve been scared to leave (❛︵❛.)
cutting at my skin ripping scabs
got blood on my sleeve
they say that they care
but they do not even know me (っ◞‸◟c)
In love with pills makes me feel like some1 is holding me

I’ve been looking at the sky
please just look me in the eyes (-_-)
sometimes I just get real shy
will you judge me if I cry? (︶︹︺)
mirror staring back
look at it and I sigh
get up out of bed questioning why I try

sunshine ft. cru (meta)

Rabcore -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

world ft. chapter (epv & laevs)

I cant explain
The way that i feel to you
I cant reveal the truth
But i don't know how to love you girl and
It shows when i'm sober
I wish that youd come over
So we could talk it over
Know you miss the way i'd hold ya
Shoulda listened when i told ya

My heart is getting colder
You chip away my love
I brush it off my shoulder
Didn't think that we'd be over

Everything that you did
Im a soldier
On the brink and you let the drugs control you
Affliction wings so you know im gonna soar ya
I keep my oaths like my name is Sora
They don't know all the pain that i know
See me smilin but inside im numb yeah
Cuz i dont like to talk alot even online
I jus keep it to myself on the regular

Now you know how i think when i think at all
Wish i could take it all back since middle school
Always meant every word that i said yeah
If i could i would cry but i can't no (gotta stay real)

how i feel (silo) [ALL PLATS LINK IN BIO]

TY @DIEGOINTHEDARK

https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedark/guard-kiryano-klone7365#

@DIEGOINTHEDARK_GUARD #NITECORE ༊*·˚

Mercyyy - SM64 (prod. inuya x soma)

https://discord.gg/musician
https://soundcloud.com/liafix/backstabber
@funny

funny - moovie

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Don’t call it a comeback I’ve been here for years
Don’t call it a comeback I been here for
Yea walk and I step when I walk at my pace
Then I walk to the cake
I love cake in my face

Yea some of them want me to take off
I rock a show in my penny loafers
Like I give a fuck what the talkin bout
Keep it a hunnid I been about it
Go til the breaks  fall off
I never take breaks everyone fake
I’m gone take oh Lord
I can’t fake it oh Lord

Yea I don’t think they can compete
Don’t even try with me
Demons be tryin me yea
The demons been tryin me
Baby I kinda love it
I want her body on me

I don’t know what else that I can say baby
I told everything that I had to say baby
I totally did it they knowin that I’ma do better yea I’ma do better than half of them
Keep it a hunnid baby I’m like half of them
You don’t know me I’m not chasin racks
And I’m knowin they always come back
Keep it on me that’s why I’m sayin slatt

Demons want my soul
I ain’t playin that at all
I been givin my all (I been givin my all)
They make me feel like it’s my fault
Baby I knew it from the start

I been shootin for the stars
I been shootin for the  pheww pheww

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Don’t call it a comeback I’ve been here for years
Don’t call it a comeback I been here for
Yea walk and I step when I walk at my pace
Then I walk to the cake
I love cake in my face

Yea some of them want me to take off
I rock a show in my penny loafers
Like I give a fuck what the talkin bout
Keep it a hunnid I been about it
Go til the breaks  fall off
I never take breaks everyone fake
I’m gone take oh Lord
I can’t fake it oh Lord

Yea I don’t think they can compete
Don’t even try with me
Demons be tryin me yea
The demons been tryin me
Baby I kinda love it
I want her body on me

I don’t know what else that I can say baby
I told everything that I had to say baby
I totally did it they knowin that I’ma do better yea I’ma do better than half of them
Keep it a hunnid baby I’m like half of them
You don’t know me I’m not chasin racks
And I’m knowin they always come back
Keep it on me that’s why I’m sayin slatt

Demons want my soul
I ain’t playin that at all
I been givin my all (I been givin my all)
They make me feel like it’s my fault
Baby I knew it from the start

I been shootin for the stars
I been shootin for the  pheww pheww

alice in wonderlnd prod. soundcolor + wtrpddles

Some songs are on his soundcloud but most of them were posted but deleted in a few days

Rabcore -Lieu (unreleased)( rare)

Unreleased Lieu