where u gonna find me hiding 
where u wanna find me lying
why the fuck u always lieing
why the fuck u always hide behind these things u say
act like they ok
act like im ok
why u play these games with me
money aint a thang to me
moneys all i see and all i hear
you dont mean a thang to me
but u all i need and all i want
thought u abandoned me
i be countin bands so now u see
do u hear me now
ion wanna see u when ur around
i know i said i love u
i know i dont wanna talk to u
i gave u my heart but i dont mean nothing to u
ion know what to do
ion know what to do
now without u ion mean nothing 
now i guess im somethin without u
im not feelin you
i guess im not real to you
im not feelin u
i guess im not here for u
im not hearing u
i wish i was nothing without u
im not hearing u
ur not hearing me neither
can hear shit
this shit louder than the speakers
chemical my cup 
watch it mix just like a beaker
i cant say shit 
im a geeker
my thoughts loud but my weed louder
sippin untill i can't remember things about you
cant feel shit when im without her
i cant see shit cause this powder
im the life of the party its beyond my powers
i only slept for about an hour
deep inside my heart i cower
i cant do this shit no more
no more 
no more

im not real (aki)

THE SHADOWS ARE TALKING BACK
BIG MONEY UNION💰💰🔫🔫💔💔
#fckGVM
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🥵🥵untilitrainsisdead😈😈
nothing is real
🚭🚭🚭🚭🚭DRUGS NOT HUGS
🧌🦧💸🥲☔️
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im not real (aki)

until it rains ☔️