mix master  and beat by  me
probably my fave work as of today i love you if you're here

lyrics basically

now all i think about is yyouu
now all i think about is youuu
now all i do is think, yeah i know its true 
now all i do is think, yeah i know its true 

i dont wnna lie to you 
i dont want to feel so blue :/
whydyou have to do that :( 
blood on my  hands now

SelfLoadingImage- red blood on the carpet :(

winter naturescross

deadaux:
cigarettes burn my skin
why God, cant i win
cigarettes burn my skin
why God, cant i win
she put a stake in my heart but im not a vampire
can u stitch me back up im a doll just crying
they threw away my key im locked in my dollhouse
fell asleep cant speak they sew my mouth
i cant see anything they cut out my eyes
im just a doll that wants to die 

oyrx:
walking round my town i dont rlly know nobody
i dont wanna be nobody, wanna be somebody
joint smoked up, ash burn on my skin
every day is pain and im struggling to live

deadaux:
pull my hair all out
locked inside my head idk whats wrong

oyrx:
u dont even care bout my heartache
ill die slow
i got this feeling in my stomach when u talk tho
n ill js smoke all my weed n pack my bowl when i get low
sometimes i think abt shit that happened 5 years ago
no matter the time i still got scars on my wrist
some days i wake up alrdy pissed
every chance that i missed, i wish that i'd go
now im focused on getting more dough ooooooo

deadaux:
stake in my heart but im not a vampire
can u stitch me back up im a doll just crying
they threw away my key im locked in my dollhouse
wake up cant speak they sew my mouth
i cant see anything they cut out my eyes
im just a doll that wants to die

im not a vampire ft. oryx

i have the devils eyes
but i was born from God
bae can u take my hand
ill help ur suicide
i want u to poke my skin
i want to be euthanized
show me what romance is
ill love u if ur dead or sick
roll in ur blood my skin
baby i can tell ur scared
well try to stay with me
ill make all ur fucking dreams (come true)
and if u go, find my blood i sink
i dont want u go
ur the only way i see
God i must confess
i messed up all her gears
the way she hit me
i must be a deer
like its coraline
i need u to stay here
if u go ill die
ur my puppeteer


dollphernelia (sedate)

ringtone (junglesick)

im worn
c the tears in my gown in the morning
i wonder why its torn
im alone
maggots crawl on me
u wont call me
i drown
and tell you where im from when im mourning
c its set in stone
i know where im going
another line of blow
im more charming

the line ive drawn isnt there anymore
a talon or a claw, this isnt want i want
the same back you carried me on
ive scratched all up on
this isn't what i want

its cold
where im born not where im from
i wonder why im told im alone
tattered skin
my porcelain is so haunting
i sin
find blood in my thong in the morning
or the illusion of it
makes me sick
spit on chin
arms so thin

the line ive drawn isnt there anymore
a talon or a claw, this isnt want i want
the same back you carried me on
ive scratched all up on
this isn't what i want

the illusion of it

the illusion of it (slowed)

Would things have been different now?
See your face in every crowd
I make my way out
I can’t escape
See the look on your face

I sit pretty and patient
Cry all night till the days up
I sit pretty and patient 
Cry myself to sleep till the days done

You don’t check ur phone
I’m going thru the motions
Im going thru it all
Fill your glass with potions
Wait for you to fall

Aurora Farms (Pretty & Patient)

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(lyrics)
i wanna kill them all
i wanna eat ur soul
unforgiving complacency
in gods eyes youre the anti

set me free i cant be
the bones inside my body
inside out youre rotting
the disease is spreading

make me a coat from ur skin
i need that reassurance
this worlds rom so corrupt
i need ur love not ur lust 

i needa sober up
ive been losing all my trust
oh how u cannot see
i strugglin to breathe

count ur days
there are not many left
ion wanna hold ur body
i want ur hand
they dont want u
what dont u understand
the world is ending
and i dont want u to be alone

F.A.M.E (forever and always my everything)

untilmydawning