credits://
@antag01
@tsunamibitchclub

notes://
first drop in over 2 months I really hope you guys enjoy this one..! this ones a little personal but wtv i needed something drop. This song was heavily inspired by tsubi club and some of the sounds came from stems of their song "laced up" but other than that everything was made by me. s/o all my friends w/o them i wouldn't be where i am today <3.

lyrics://
half way through the year, im not happy here
thoughts of ending it all, some that i cant recall
i lost all my peers, due to all my fears
think im having withdrawals, dont wanna be here at all

thought that i would be somewhere else by now
i never got nothing done oh what a shame of a son..
i feel so worthless about now

i might quit, i might throw it down

(chorus)
i dont care what you want
imma stare at the sun
i make shitty conversations
you can say what you want
x2
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it

keep my skeletons locked in my basement
living day by day faking a facelift
i just scared of staying complacent
i never was the type to be patient

but i wont hold you now
smoking way too much i need to slow it down
blow it out
lost up in my head i need a different route
bank account
empty so it looks like im out for the round
hate myself
fucked up way too much my mind is full of doubt

i hate it

only reason i keep these up is cuz ik they gon be included in the come up
@marlimansion - workin here for a bit
@dtmaey, @maeyxtras
@el3gance-collective

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i hate it

upkeep