Prod me and @dramatrial :))

Lyrics:

I can’t escape this feeling inside me, I’m gonna fold I wanna give it up

I don’t feel real at all and I just wanna cry, I feel this emptiness inside of me

Building up inside of me, I don’t know why they follow me

What’s the point of these feelings if All im doing concealing

No one knows how I feel ab it

I make songs and they feel like nothing

Can’t make songs that just feel like something 

I think I’m better off, better off alone 

Thought no one understood me, maybe I’m just too confusing 

I wanna tell all my friends that I’m just not doing great 

But lll feel like I’m a burden so I just keep it away 

It’s been awhile since I’ve had thoughts like this

I wanna fuck up my wrist, but I think that they’ll look at me differently 

What’s the point if I keep on trying

I don’t think I wanna move on

Idk why I’m tryin, it’s hells door that I’m knockin on

(huge, but cute, bass drop hehe)

probably done for p. drama trial + yoku

Capybara Shoes

OMG NO DIGICORE?
Produced by MCX 

lyrics:
im letting go
ive had enough
left me in the cold
but i dont need to know
speeding in the night
you were my best surprise
wishing you were mine 
so let me fantasize

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

imma hold it down how you got 3 bitches but dont know em now
throw em down run up in that bank nobody make a sound
chillin out all up in my city bitch i got the crown
bleeding out perkies in my body bitch im feenin now

ive had enough
you aint bad enough 
you aint got no trust 
youre running out of luck
x2

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

are we thinkin the same thing
like if i say this will she leave
saw her walking down the street
man its only been a week
and ever since then i cant stop thinking 
all those times in the beginning
if i said it then i meant it 
its your life so go and spend it

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

placement (mcx)

@qlein

i cant look away
i see ur face
in my mind every day
keep on making the same mistakes
cant bring myself to turn the page
turn the page
i cant leave u behind
cus ill feel homesick
and every step i take takes me farther away from u
so tired of all this bullshit
what we had fades away out of view

take me away and then block me for the same shit you did 
you can tear off my flesh but you wont leave me dead
left me fucked up on the side road 
left home, and i tripped up, and i span back in a spiral 
cuz u left me in denial
now im sick of this distance, go take me home
i cannot go back i know u know
everyone told me ur so and so
( you left me alone, u left me so cold again, u left me alone, u left me so cold again )

out of view

out of view ft. qlein

prod.
@rewind214

notes:
thanks for being U
u changed me for the better
i think./

//

[shiro]
when i look at u
things i wnt to do
hold ur hand, look n point at the view
u know what i see, its js me n u
that is where i be yh

everytime i say gn
i wish i was there to hold u tight
if u strugglin, u dont have to fight
hmu, bc im up, all day all night
when u vent bout ur day at school,
yh im always hopin for the best bc ur U,
n u dont know how much u meant to me
yh ur kindness and ur laugh is all i need yh

text me n u kno i answer back, 
at the start i didnt even know u like that 
but im happy i did, n im glad that its u
yh my world changin colors whenever im w/ u yh

[hook]

//

when i look at u...『rewind』

i can pretend im over u
but its not so hard to figure it out
it doesn't feel the same w/o u
cuz now that u aint around

i dont know what to do with my time
baby i got the feeling that i can make it right
its 7am and im stuck in that time
when there was love between us

i got more to say but
will u listen?

@coldrains
cant say i will 
it's the fear you've instilled in me
of what we could be 
but i cant see an ending for us
it'll blow up in my face, yeah i know

and i cant control it
but it feels like im just losing the moment
and i cant afford to lose my grip

love dive + kruu

written & mixed by me
prod me & @kkenichii

sorry for the wait, been grinding on production

lyrics:

wishing i could get it back
missing what i had
i dont care
i dont care
u know it makes me sad

now im posted with some racks
but it dont change the fact
i dont care 
i dont care
you stabbed me in the back

i been tryna get my mind right
dont wanna see the times pass
baby tell me lies, but u just love the abstract
cant love u anymore, cant put up the mask

but i can make the change just wait and see
long as you gon stay, be here for me
i dont wanna lose whats meant to be
loves the only thing, my remedy

placement (mcx)

upkeep