gunk flow @gunkkey

Lyrics
You think I cried
Every time I think back to that day I feel alright
I know you hated all my friends
You never fucking tried
And I cant even do this anymore despite your lies
I tried

You think I cried
Every time I think back to that day I wasted time
I was so fucking foolish thinking that you were mine
I was so fucking stupid back then I hope you die
You die

But I crashed
I crashed
I crashed
I crashed
But I crashed
I crashed
I crashed
I crashed

You think i cried
Every time I think back to that day I feel alright
I know you hated all my friends
You never fucking tried
And I cant even do this anymore despite your lies
I tried
I'm fucking fried

Bitch I got that gas up in my lungs
I'm in the sky
Thought you was a 10 but you the devil in disguise
I thought you were the one for me
But you said you gon slide
outside

But I crashed
I crashed
I crashed
I crashed
But I crashed
I crashed
I crashed
I crashed

You think I cried
Every time I think back to that day i feel alright
I know you hated all my friends
You never fucking tried
And I cant even do this anymore despite your lies
I tried

i never cried 😴 prod me (On all plats)

I fucking hate it when it...
produced by @emogirl8519 & @mrsmacman
@antag01 @outfed

Lyrics:
@antag01
if i catch u in my city its on sight im on the run
heard u talkin allat shit put ur brother in some runtz
g - g - got some hollows in my clip boy u better run them fundz
ayo antag where u been ive been pushin all these tonz

when u told me that u loved me then u made ur decision
everything that i been through and im here js reminiscing
ion need ur dads approval fuck you n ur forgiveness
why u always in my shit get the fuck out my business
aaa-eee-uuu-ooo

@outfed
been smoking strong im finna pass out
i remember yall was hating yall my fans now
send that boy up 2 the gates no throwin hands now
all that talkin out ur neck im boutta spazz out
btc this tris not water
send him 2 the doctor
rather pop a perc nvr catch me taking blotters
drugs up in my bladder
smoking fucking badder
withdrawals a couple days n im feeling better

6.29 kd 📊 ft alt0 (emogirl8519 & kara)

shoutout peter dury & ronaldinho
produced by @emogirl8519 

lyrics:

I js cash in cash out, ive been in my bag now
bitch i got exotic, i got shi tha make u pass out
on my mom i got no handouts, i had nothin i got bandz now
heard he beggin for the feature that lil boy fanned out

fuck u n yo daughter leave a stain in dis bitch
outside wit my brothers imma die for my clique
got tha orange soda pour that wok n take a sip
do this for my momma imma die trynna get rich

i need options baby i need options
gotta keep my mind on tha low cuz they be watchin
n i cant fuck wit these hoes i hope they block me
antag man u been changin up bitch who gon stop me

bitch its 2 am n im waitin in the lobby
we on the game wit the squad we fightin zombies
if i catch u outside im droppin bodies
hit a lick wit a mask nobody saw me 
flex on that bitch she gon hate me cause im rich
hear u talkin allat bullshit imma go n grab my clip
made him lag made him glitch had to put in a ditch
heard my brother turned informant imma put him in a grip

clique 👥 (emogirl8519)

add me on xbox guys i need help w the cayo perico heist my gamertag is "antag01" help me please im desperate (P.S 7.65 IS A BULLET FUCKIN NERD)
ty @fvckriv for helpin wit da lyrics the mix wasnt hitting ganger
Produced by @offsen1 dk u like that but lets work more u fye

lyrics:
n im nvr pickin sides bitch im outside wit the money team
always with my guys n we movin on to better things
765 if i shoot its gonna hit his spleen
think ill be alr but im sittin here js wondering
stackin all this green n i put it in my duffel
n i hit it back to back man i call that shit a double
spend a couple racks while i see my haters struggle
always keep a strap man yk i keep a couple

im falling 
dont need no help
its constant 
im thinkin i dont want it
all my brothers n the back yk we on it
n we ballin out @ saks yk we off it
bad bitch in da crib n she toxic
heavy hitter in the whip cuz im cautious
me n my brothers goin up n we aint stoppin
i got 2 twin glocks so we knockin

stakin out his crib
had 2 put em on a watchlist
i dont trust no bitch
cuz i dnt got no more options
take em out the picture
im just kidding i js crop em
heard u talkin on me 
its a problem so i drop em

7.65 (offsen1)

OMG NO DIGICORE?
Produced by MCX 

lyrics:
im letting go
ive had enough
left me in the cold
but i dont need to know
speeding in the night
you were my best surprise
wishing you were mine 
so let me fantasize

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

imma hold it down how you got 3 bitches but dont know em now
throw em down run up in that bank nobody make a sound
chillin out all up in my city bitch i got the crown
bleeding out perkies in my body bitch im feenin now

ive had enough
you aint bad enough 
you aint got no trust 
youre running out of luck
x2

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

are we thinkin the same thing
like if i say this will she leave
saw her walking down the street
man its only been a week
and ever since then i cant stop thinking 
all those times in the beginning
if i said it then i meant it 
its your life so go and spend it

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

placement (mcx)

credits://
@antag01
@fvckriv
@offsen1

notes://
i wanna make stuff thats actually meaningful. but this'll do... for now;
nervous abt going to college:/
i need to work on my time management...
1 simple mistake can ruin evrthing...

lyrics://
i cnt deny
i do it anywy
dont think im alr
i gotta getaway
stay up on the grind
dis shit a throwaway
air dis bitch out i aint talkin
thats my day-to-day

know me
show me
how you gon expose me
caught yo brother lackin
now ur family pourin 40's
how he got exotic
but he know he still owe me
stompin in her head
cuz she didnt wanna blow me
x2

i cnt deny
i do it anywy
dont think im alr
i gotta getaway
stay up on the grind
dis shit a throwaway
air dis bitch out i aint talkin
thats my day-to-day

(riv)
working day to day
wtf! you say
all these bitches in my dms but they cant say lame
you a fucking lame
up the fucking pace
matter fact i told that bitch to up the fucking drac
matter fact ill tell your bitch i dont wanna hit her up right back
i aint focus on no bitch i swear im focused on that stack
ima get up all this guapalay im getting all these racks

been stuck in my dms wanna know me
talking hella shit but you just mad up pourin 40s
like ive been sippin codiene
feeling hella lonely
i done got a roley on my wrist, and now im showing

im with gang
talking shit we go bang
talking shit we gone put you in the range
take a piss feel like kelly when i sang
all that blood up on his shirt we left that boy up with a stain

canceled ft riv (offsen1)

Available on all plats
credits://
@outfed
@fvckriv
@fum1ko
@antag01

notes://
havent cooked like this in a min
the bros went allout
beat was so crazy fumiko is crazy

lyrics://
thats js how it be
you been talkin on my name
but thats just how it be
you dont say my name
dnt even wanna talk to me
ive been blowin up ur phone
i know ur tired of me
keepin on talkin shit

yk thats outta pocket
but we aint never stoppin
hunnid on dis bitch yk we pop out n we coppin
i remember prayin on me knees that he would stop it
when i was like 3 i had a dream that i was poppin

said youd never lie but now we here packin all yo things
remember all ts u told me abt the things that we could be
i was at the bottom now im slowly getting vip
neglet all my feelings know i gotta keep ts to me

nah we gone to far
nah we gone to far to stop
i got all these scars
i got all these scars from us

ive been living life in state of greif
starting to believe that i was too fuckin naive
ever since i left u ive been havin trouble tryna breathe
stop with allat lying why u trying to deceive

(@outfed)
1 tap foot still on the pedal
keep him in my reticle
pick him like a petal

we got nothing left 2 settle
ar get 2 thrashing heavy metal
hate monger on a hot one
got 100 type of ways u can get done
if theres only 1 we gone pop 1
if theres 23 hey at least we popped some
aar we awesome

(@fvckriv)
30 on my hip let it pop it
yeah talking all that shit done make nauseous
vomit
i didnt even want it
posted up im chilling goats
like bitch stop it

ive been chilling online you dont need me
why you tryna be me
gotchu stuck up on my t.v
baby can you read me
i just want your touch i want your feelings dont deceive me
i just needa let it go
ive been in my home
all alone

how you up and tweakin like a hoe
popped an adderal
ive been up and tweakin like a ghost
ive been up and burning myself i cant even cope
i swear im alone

naïve ft alt0 & riv (fumiko)

credits://
@antag01
@oafalls

notes://
oaf went crazy yall need to tap in...
glad i made the beat i can post all plats soon!!...
im missing 4 assignments as of 10/1/23 wish me luck...

lyrics://
@antag01
ive been off the drugs n ion feel nothing
smokin hella loud bitch yk we puffin
ik u hate when im around but imma think of somethin
ion fw none dese bitches man they good for nothin
x2

????
wish i had some better friends
toxic let it end
wonder why i nvr win
off it how u been
awful thats how it is
thoughtful i ever been
bugs are crawling up my skin

pop out wit sum presidents
all my bitches elegant
pockets fat no elephant
you not fuckin wit my regiment
that shit u talk aint relevant
ive been on a deficit
ur musics ass its evident
give a fuck abt ur settlement

(hook repeats)

@oafalls
Hand up on my trigger, bitch I'll shoot for nothing
Guess I went a caught a body, Yeah thats no discussion
Leaving holes up in his chest, think he need robitussin
Shooting blanks up in the party, Watch out who you trustin'

Watch out who you trust now, leaving bodies blurred out
Do my work and get a bag, then I fucking burn out
It gets cold outside, so fuck if you're hurt now
I just popped a flashbang, thinks that's what you heard now

@antag01 & @oafalls
why does everything have to cost shit
stop it why would i lie im js being honest
off it you dnt see the vision unless theres profit
caution im js sayin that i can be toxic
x2 (with amazing @oafalls backing)

method ft oafalls

credits://
@antag01
@arcadia
@emogirl8519

lyrics://
we gon go
i aint fuckin wit these hoes
suppressor on my stick u aint gon hear me when i knock yo door
n if she want me pass her to my bro
yall still out here stealing flows
better stop that talkin fore i put a bullet in his dome
x2

you see ion talk too much
exotic in my blunt
you can look but cant touch
make sure my mom got sum
cause ik that i gotta grow up
antag ur flow been so tough 
ik but its time i t-up

other side gon try to beat us
ride round out with that nina
bad bitch she filipina
3 sticks that i got a beam on
ong i never got put on
she think that im gon be sum 
survived that house from peidmont
she like that im nonchalant
(and she gon go)

hook repeats

@arcadia-died
bitch this ain’t the dog pound but i’ll put him down
i can’t hear u wtf is u talkin bout
me n antag got some choppas we got fuckin rounds
bitch i got a scope on the blick ima pull it out
fuck whatchu claim ima fuck shit up now
i got hella hollows if that pussy wanna talk down
bitch i’m not a lumberjack but u finna get chopped down
FN-57 light that boy up and i put his whole block on lockdown

t-up ft arcadia (emogirl8519)

credits://
@antag01

lyrics://
think im too gone i wanna give up
dont wanna become the one that breaks up
i think im too numb cant even say sum
im drinking to much so ill just play dumb
x2

i js wanna runaway everything is a mess
got some feelings on my chest i cant seem to express
failed so many times but i still try my best
you never even listen so ill keep it in my head

that girl rlly think that she important
i gave her my heart n she tore it up
im in my bed thinking bout giving up
i cant see myself without you fuck i think i fell in love

dumb

credits://
@antag01
@v2nthan
@produnreal

notes://
s/o @scrufff for the inspo!
this wasn't the version i wanted to upload but my pc hard reset :(

lyrics://
i know u hate me
ive given up lately
i dont wanna lose you we come too far
ive been missing you greatly
but your talking crazy
im wishing we could go back to the start
but i was never that guy
that stood by your side
i know u can light up the world with your eyes
girl i wish you were mine
i dont wanna die
sleeping on the streets late a night but im fine

but i know u hate me
ive given up lately
i dont wanna lose you we come too far
ive been missing you greatly
but your talking crazy
im wishing we could go back to the start
but then i took it too far
im hiding these scars
waiting for the day till i can days with the stars
man i wish you were mine
took me by surprise
love it when you laughin n look me in the eyes

@v2nthan
(yuh, woah, yeah)
i know this ain't easy for you
and u can tell me it's true but i won't fall 4 it 
always actin like it's my fault (what)
it's not my fault
and you can get away with it as long as i'm gone
over n over can't keep my composure
i'm falling apart you know that's what i told her
i know u hate me but i hate u more
n u shattered my heart like u causin a war

simultaneously ft venthan (unreal)

credits://
@antag01
@advxrse

lyrics://
i lost my shorts
my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
i lost my shorts

man i do this too often
i stg i thought i left them in the closet
god damn man i think i need to lock in
please someone put my shorts up on a watchlist

i lost my shorts
my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
i lost my shorts
my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
i lost my shorts

now im looking in the living room
and im moving everything that i gotta move
and i aint find shit but these prada shoes
god tell me what to do cause imma boutta lose

my shorts, my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
i lost my shorts
my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
i lost my shorts

i found my shorts
my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
i found my shorts
my shorts, my shorts
my favorite shorts
my shorts, my shorts
i found my shorts!

i lost my shorts (advxrse)

notes://
Spotifyyyy: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ligyWJ905X65s3kID6zDc?si=G_GZ-PsBT4mznz61tB0nGQ
finally dropping!!

credits://
@antag01
@slitnb
@v2nthan

Lyrics://
(@antag01)
comin back right now
do my step right now
im calling cap rn
i heard his stats dried out
and im feeling stressed right now
fuck up white out
spend a couple thousand on a dress
she look nice right now

(@v2nthan)
she look nice right now
out of sight right now
i got bands i got bands spend this bag right now
out of bucks, bitch u suck place a bet right now
wanna talk it out, told his whole clique pipe down
lil bro u aint shit
choppa on me never miss
me and antag in the mix
this 100 round makin a mess
imma do anything 4 the bread
fuck around 1 more time, find me up there and im dead bru

(@slitnb)
lil bitch who u think ur fooling
pull up 2 the spot im wit antag n we moving
open up my bag rn i got tools in
i aint scared of confrontation bitch we gonna use em
yeah we gonna use them tell ur bro 2 keep safe
pulled up left a bullet in him yeah left a keepsake
i been smoking so much gas i can even see straight
how am i still better than u? i dont even record on the weekdays

right now ft venthan & slitnb

credits://
@antag01
@prodby20_

lyrics://
its me or its us 
tell me did i lose ur trust?
think its time for me to run.
i dont got nothing to discuss
x2

shouldve nvr said my past, now they use it as a weapon
always talking on me its, like they all got extensions
always staring at my phone, im wating on ur message...
they like antag how you been? im waiting on that method

im too dumb
im too drunk
all this pressure on my chest
bitch im too gone
and ive been numb
cant even say sum
dont remember what i said
so ill just play dumb

ive been so numb
you played me for dumb
shoulda known that you gave up
ive been running out of luck
i did too damn much
just for you to run
go and have ur fun
knew you wouldnt be the one.

its me or its us 
tell me did i lose ur trust?
think its time for me to run.
i dont got nothing to discuss
x2

its me or its us. (by20)

credits://
@antag01
@takuori

lyrics://
shit aint adding up
im running out of thoughts, think ive might just had enough
feel like throwing up, someone hold onto my stuff
man im feeling stuck, uh
calling all your bluffs, uh
take another puff, ah

the way you see my eyes, the way i talk too much
thought you would be the one, but it dont work too much
so lets line them up, led is going up
while im taking all your stuff
think its time to cover up

man this shit aint adding up
im running out of thoughts, think ive might just had enough
feel like throwing up, someone hold onto my stuff
man im feeling stuck, uh
calling all your bluffs, uh
take another puff, ah
think its time i sober up

dont know what im doing wrong
wrong.
all i wanna do is fucking run
run.
i wont miss you cause im fucking done
done.
your the issue you was not the one.

shit aint adding up
im running out of thoughts, think ive might just had enough
feel like throwing up, someone hold onto my stuff
man im feeling stuck, uh
calling all your bluffs, uh
take another puff, ah
think its time i sober up

ive had enough (takuori)

credits://
@antag01
@oafalls

lyrics://
it feels like i've been on a tightrope
please ignore my msg i was going psycho
i had a feeling that you might know
i'll just lay while i'm watching all the time go...
going back n fourth through time zones
i've been going through sum lately,
but that's just how life goes
i guess ill die slow
i've gotten quite low
and i guess you're right so
lets take our night slow.

@oafalls
I think I’ll revive so,
don’t mix up my vitals
in my mind I can’t escape
think of her when my eyes close
I don’t wanna fight so
let’s take our night slow
my ego got in the way
always think I’m right soo
but we know better than that
my heart center attacked
and we feel better attached
there’s no better than that
it went away in a scratch
music stopped just like that
you lit a fire in me
but I abandoned the match
(I’ll do better.)

timezones ft oafalls

notes://
one of my favs thanks to @outfed & @advxrse for helping me make this vision come into fruition!

credits://
@antag01
@outfet
@advxrse

lyrics://
i remember i was calm, collected, and kept to myself
i remember when was there when i asked for help
pray to god he would help me cause i just cant help myself,
and i cant drown out the voices cause im trapped in my own hell,

and it cant be undone
flying to close to the sun
sometimes i feel like a bum
think its time i be someone
cause i cant take it
fake it
too busy getting faded..
fucked up way too many times im losing motivation

me & bro on saturn and we smoking on some runts,
and i dont love none these bitches
only motivations us.
and i keep on falling back
man i think its time to adjust
im regretting everything i said the last time we discussed.

threw me out to the back dont want it no more
im on the first floor waiting for my encore
please stop calling my phone im gonna ignore
oh what an outroar this is what i stand for.

myself

credits://
@antag01
@rewind/hazel

lyrics://
i cant say too much
i cant lie that you been in my head too much
and i cant get myself up out of bed so what
and i think that i would rather be dead so what
be, be dead so what
x2

ive been sick sick 
grab that shit like pick six
talkin wit the devil contemplating triple six six
hit em wit that treble he wont even kno what hit him
you aint even on my level so stop askin how i did this
like whats ur business why u always trippin
get yo wick split start from the beginning
we some misfits push it to the limits 
why you acting like u never went n did it...

I know you missed
ive wondered ever since
talkin wit my brothers im confessing all my sins
lost too many people now i gotta represent
keep it to myself now i cant get out of my head

my god i wound be you 
you so damn see through
oh lord
i should need to 
but i think i need you
x2 

i cant say too much
i cant lie that you been in my head too much
and i cant get myself up out of bed so what
and i think that i would rather be dead so what
be, be dead so what

too much.

credits://
@antag01
@bleeecher

lyrics://
sometimes i lie awake at night
thinking of us and all those times
when you packed all your things and you did it twice
all ive been asking for is one more night
X2

i dont know where we both wanted to go
you left me broken and to die in the snow
its okay girl but i just want you to know
youre mine forever and im not letting go

sometimes ft bleecher

notes://
thank you to anyone who is listening it truly means alot thank you for sticking with me :) <3
we're going into the fray!
s/o all my boys drain, trip, jemon, jemz, bleecher, & azul
amazing things to come!

credits://
@antag01
@bleeecher

lyrics://
I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up

oh no I can’t go to far
burned those bridges, but that’s just who we are
not myself man I just feel so bizarre
shoulda left my feelings back outside of the car

I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up

know I can’t get through it
hide it through my music
I’m done with your bullshit
don’t find that stuff amusing
I gotta keep on moving
god I’m feeling useless…

no I can’t go out this way
just know I’m afraid, just know I’m afraid
and we’re into the fray, just know it’s not too late
I know we’ll be okay, I know we’ll be okay

I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up
x2

who we are

original lyrics: @1sloan original song: https://soundcloud.com/1sloan/healing
production & vocals: @antag01, @bleeecher

healing remix

notes://
im fr 20 now wtf
may the 4th be with you
s/o all my friends love them all!

credits://
@antag01

lyrics://
we gon turn it up tonight, tonight
yea we getting drunk tonight, tonight
ill admit that youre my kryptonite, kryptonite
but everything will be alright, be alright

cause tonight we're going hard, hard
i need you in my arms, arms
wish i could be the one, one
to take you to the sun, sun
we've been so far apart, part
just listen to your heart, heart
i know its been getting hard, hard
come on go and play your cards
i know ive been acting dumb, dumb
du, du, du, dumb
we aint never having fun, fun
fu, fu, fu, fun
knew you wouldn't be the one, one
one, one, one, one
and we'll stay forever young, young
youn, youn, youn, young

think i know too much, im done and had enough
ive been so outta touch, but i still called your bluff
and ive been in a rush, dont mean to interrupt
think i need to adjust, my minds been so corrupt

let it rain
let it fly
its okay
i'll survive
i dont know its been feeling like you never fucking tried
feel the pain 
its alright
novacaine MRI's
its been its a fat fucking minute since i ever felt alive

we gon turn it up
yea we getting drunk
x2

tonight we're going hard, hard
i need you in my arms, arms
wish i could be the one, one
to take you to the sun, sun
we've been so far apart, part
just listen to your heart, heart
i know its been getting hard, hard
come on go and play your cards
i know ive been acting dumb, dumb
du, du, du, dumb
we aint never having fun, fun
fu, fu, fu, fun
knew you wouldn't be the one, one
one, one, one, one
and we'll stay forever young, young
youn, youn, youn, young
i know ive been acting dumb, dumb
du, du, du, dumb
i know ive been acting dumb, dumb
du, du, du, dumb
i know ive been acting dumb, dumb
du, du, du, dumb
i know ive been acting dumb, dumb
du, du, du, dumb

listen to your heart

credits://
@antag01
@tsunamibitchclub

notes://
first drop in over 2 months I really hope you guys enjoy this one..! this ones a little personal but wtv i needed something drop. This song was heavily inspired by tsubi club and some of the sounds came from stems of their song "laced up" but other than that everything was made by me. s/o all my friends w/o them i wouldn't be where i am today <3.

lyrics://
half way through the year, im not happy here
thoughts of ending it all, some that i cant recall
i lost all my peers, due to all my fears
think im having withdrawals, dont wanna be here at all

thought that i would be somewhere else by now
i never got nothing done oh what a shame of a son..
i feel so worthless about now

i might quit, i might throw it down

(chorus)
i dont care what you want
imma stare at the sun
i make shitty conversations
you can say what you want
x2
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it

keep my skeletons locked in my basement
living day by day faking a facelift
i just scared of staying complacent
i never was the type to be patient

but i wont hold you now
smoking way too much i need to slow it down
blow it out
lost up in my head i need a different route
bank account
empty so it looks like im out for the round
hate myself
fucked up way too much my mind is full of doubt

i hate it

produced mixed & mastered by: @antag01
lyrics & vocals: @antag01
s/o to all my friends who helped with this love you all <3
more to come soon (planning to take music a lot more srs)

lyrics://
no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left
no i cant get down not again
it was perfect then you just went and left
and thats the thing i cant get out me head
whats the purpose if its just gonna end?

eyes wide open and i, cant keep going will i
just keep hoping? that im more devoted than before.
i was just a kid 17 thats what it is
dealing with some shit thinking i wouldnt live
dealing with some doubt, they all tried to hold me down
just look at the way im living, look how i just came around.

no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left

was it worth it?

Out on all platforms!

produced, mixed, & mastered by me
lyrics & vocals by me
big thanks to @tripsoul2 for leveling up the master <3 (this sounded terrible before the help)

(note)
i really suck with my words so this is my attempt at writing something "deep." I made this song cause i've been feeling stuck in life due to my current situation. these lyrics are probably the most personal ive ever written. i hope you all enjoy and if this song resonates with one of you just know you aren't alone, and im glad i was able to provide the feeling that we're both experiencing into something we can enjoy together. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel -julian01 <3

lyrics://
i'll be someone but you dont care, never loved me you never did
living your life and its not fair, didn't know it would go this far.
but you were so right, i cant keep living in the moonlight
(never knew i wanted this)
i'll be alright, but if i keep going then i just might.

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

how can you not remember, things we said in november
its getting cold grab my sweater, cause ill be gone by december
and all those things that we planned, they all fell through the sand
and everything that we had, no they aint coming back.

back, back, back, back
no im not coming back
back, back, back, back
no i dont nave a plan
back, back, back, back
im too scared i cant stand
back, back, back, back
no im not coming back

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

when im gone

produced mix & mastered by @antag01

been a while since ive dropped something like this. I think i still got it?

lyrics://
i cant wake up
these bitches fake uh
they wanna hate us
no we cant make up
you cant contain us
entertain us
they can fake their swag
go on put your make up on, on, on
take her to the fun, fun, fun
i know its not enough, nuff, nuff,
i shouldve called your bluff, bluff, bluff

we gon take it back and go
hunnid thousand dollars onna moat
(onna moat)
this my castle if you hate it you can go
pressure in my lungs im in that mode
red dot on his head yea we gon blow
yea we gon...

blow
heard that he want smoke
heard my ex been doing better
bitch i hope she chokes
woah
bitch ive been so grown up
been blowing my phone up
n i still got nun to show for it

said she want me back 
i cant get attached 
ima keep on going till i get myself a plaque
she dont love me back no
its sad but thats the fact no
think i just might snap no
who put you on top they back?

makeup

i make computer music *
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