Brodie inspiring me to make another album this gas

prod @lynyou + @rhekdens

@me
and i got big dreams for such a small life
i was barely 16 my friends were all liars
wanna be on the big screen they said itd be fine
wondering if ive been seen by the outside world

im not ready for the outside world
been moving steady and i hope it works
but im not ready for the outside world 
they dont understand me and my empty soul
i was never ready to begin with
im so scared that my heads always spinning
im afraid of losing when im winning
i was never ready to begin with

@stylas
i kill for entertainment sorry im disordered
pint of tris my ailment fly in from the border 
i don’t give no fuck she said do u love me sorta
touch down different city i make impact like a mortar
that bravado 
duece one six it opens brains i make a puddle 
run up on me make sure u try not to wobble
i luv green lil bro whats got u so damn puzzled?
homie

@ih8sev
i got big jeans 4 such a small /̵͇̿/'̿'̿ ̿ ̿̿
lil revo 22 gna take his life 
if u fck w/ @1gutter i might pull up cause a homicide
feelin like im soldier btch i gotchu in my fkn sights 
btch its up now
y u keep run'n ur mouth gotta slow down
gotta couple shooters waiting for a go now
u is not my bro now
we click shit we dont throw down
homie <3

@me
im not ready for the outside world
been moving steady and i hope it works
but im not ready for the outside world 
they dont understand me and my empty soul
i was never ready to begin with
im so scared that my heads always spinning
im afraid of losing when im winning
i was never ready to begin with

@minok0
yeah
i got drugs up in my lungs ive been fucked up
i got people in my dms like they want some
go
pourin 2 cups, its that new stuff
this lifes been so rough, but i cant get enough
i dont fuckin miss when i walk through
i got everybody duckin when that chop move
brodie he got hit yeah, his mama got that talk through
he made headlines yeah he got chalked dude

ready ft stylas + 00sev + minok0

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art by me
prod @hxini

its like i need someone to blame
yea its always been the same shit
i cant seem to fake it 
i wish that i could change it
who am i to say shit
vision filled with greyness
dont know why they hate us
they still act the lamest
guess u made it
u act like ur famous
knew it from the jump
i knew that i cant relate bitch
gas inside my lungs
got this blunt guess imma face it
am i wasting time
tell me if the feelings fading

@7akkiro
yk i dont care whats the issue
knew theres something wrong u weren't there whem i missed u
i keep causing problems u dont know what i been thru
tell me what u into
tell me u want more of that 
tell me if it went thru

whats the price
taking way too long to make you mine
fall into ur hands like i might die
can we make it right
baby take ur time
i dont wanna cry

@deepinparis
we had to do that shit on our own
its been a cycle of doing me wrong
if its the right way then why when i do it again im feeling so lost
all of a sudden they all wanna flock
you say that you like that know that youre not
im in the back im chillin and shit
im with your bitch and we tying the knot

they think that theyre making me worried
im rollin that spliff in a hurry
reason you not going up cuz you thinkin bout blowing up while i am focused on learning
reason she aint wanna fuck is cuz you got no bands i get to work in the morning
why you out here non authentic and suck and wondering why youre so corny

blame ft. akkiro, deepinparis (hxini)

Out on all platforms!

produced, mixed, & mastered by me
lyrics & vocals by me
big thanks to @tripsoul2 for leveling up the master <3 (this sounded terrible before the help)

(note)
i really suck with my words so this is my attempt at writing something "deep." I made this song cause i've been feeling stuck in life due to my current situation. these lyrics are probably the most personal ive ever written. i hope you all enjoy and if this song resonates with one of you just know you aren't alone, and im glad i was able to provide the feeling that we're both experiencing into something we can enjoy together. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel -julian01 <3

lyrics://
i'll be someone but you dont care, never loved me you never did
living your life and its not fair, didn't know it would go this far.
but you were so right, i cant keep living in the moonlight
(never knew i wanted this)
i'll be alright, but if i keep going then i just might.

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

how can you not remember, things we said in november
its getting cold grab my sweater, cause ill be gone by december
and all those things that we planned, they all fell through the sand
and everything that we had, no they aint coming back.

back, back, back, back
no im not coming back
back, back, back, back
no i dont nave a plan
back, back, back, back
im too scared i cant stand
back, back, back, back
no im not coming back

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

when im gone

derailed @kirarrii

I'm back.

This is about my wife

prod me

Lyrics:

breakup its been a minute im not dead
i been steady working for my famliy getting bread
baby on the way im living life like no pretend
i wouldnt change a thing If i could do it all again

No matter what we do, you are my best friend
they aint got a clue they just condescend
Loving you forever is my only intent
We just doing us baby in the end

They all talk about, how we do it better
U plus I, is my favorite letters
Do or Die, under any pressure
Read my mind like a fortune teller

I dont know whats in store for me
putting on my fit w my jesus piece
sometimes i get nervous but i pray for peace
looking up to heaven knowing God got me

Thinking of my life with no cause at all
Searching for the answers in a crystal ball
I cant take the credit no I’m not the cause
growing up from kids now were grown adults

talk big just a voice up on the internet
if you make a bet then back it up or ima double that
if you make a sound put the body up in bubble wrap
i cant hear your voice unless youre talking where the numbers at

this a real hard hitter
i cant stop it now if i plan on being a winner
pushing through the pain with promises i must deliver
pick my baby up we going out so ima spin her
spending time and drinking liquer

what we cooking up for dinner
Baby just a day with you is all i can remember
This is just the start of this im still just a beginner
through the thick and though the thin but the thick is getting thinner

No matter what we do, you are my best friend
they aint got a clue they just condescend
Loving you forever is my only intent
We just doing us baby in the end

They all talk about, how we do it better
U plus I, is my favorite letters
Do or Die, under any pressure
Read my mind like a fortune teller

I dont know whats in store for me
putting on my fit w my jesus piece
sometimes i get nervous but i pray for peace
looking up to heaven knowing God got me

Thinking of my life with no cause at all
Searching for the answers in a crystal ball
I cant take the credit no I’m not the cause
growing up from kids now we’re grown adults

u + i

produced by @mercycoreradio and @mental and i added sum stuff
featuring @less-thaan-3

uh
i dont even fuckin need it
push 200 in the whip
im dizzy
bih i feel anemic
and im fuckin on this hoe
yea luh shawty is a freak bih
and i gave that girl my soul 
u took my heart 
u wanna keep it?

huh shawty said she luv me for my being
heh bih im onna mountain top
im screaming out its freeing
huh snow falls on my face
my hands are freezing 
hold it all inside 
i can feel emotions seeping
back and ive been busy on the weekends 
why they all so scared?
theyre not seeing what im seeing 
and now every word it lost its meaning 
but im so tired of weeping 
and im so tired of seeing everything

@less-thaan-3
i cant even fucking sing the way i want to 
if you told me i should breathe i wouldnt want to
and it feels like im diseased the way i want you
I can tell im getting weak cus i cant come to
and im not safe yuh
theres so much hate yuh
would you judge me if i had tears on my face
you're not to blame ya
i know its my fault but
i'll console you when im dead
you'll bring pictures to my grave
i'll bring memories to your head
all these promises i make 
i cant promise that they're kept
there was nothing you could save
cause theres nothing that was left
even tho i feel this way
doesnt mean i love you less
I could look out, all i see is empty skies
i could reach out feeling how you feel inside
but if i reach out we could never meet our eyes
i'll watch you bleed out stolen by the ceaseless nights

<3me4mybeing♡ ⋆｡˚  w/ lessthan3 @mercyyy @mental

@cld @1crusafix @uxiexo
@cruseyyyy @tgwog @2rel

cld, crusafix, uxie - alive (crusey, tgwog, rel)

[HAD TO REUPLOAD]
##bleed

feat. @mental
prod. @lilac
cover. @erdo

[@starxvi]

i been in my head and i been drinking way too much
run up on the gang u really thought that u could touch me? (touch me?)
bleed

speak on my name yea, we get it in blood
all this drip imma flood
we got it out of the mud (we got it out of the mud)
i been in my head and i been drinking way too much (woah)
ru-run up on the gang yea u can't touch me
x2

[@mental]

im kissing your neck trying to feel what you do
its easy to guess when you're so see through
i bet on your love and that makes me a fool
im trying to follow the way that you move
my body is tired and im heading home
i put out the fire you started alone
im spinning in circles and looking for hope
infinite abrasions my heart isn't whole

and i must be ill
you can lift me up to heaven more than any pill
theres a lot of hesitation so i'm staying still
cut my wings off, baby let me lay in guilt
got your wings caught, but i'll help you go then
if you're hopeless, maybe we can both win
i don't know shit, but i'm still going
skin to skin, lips to lips, now we're both floating
i don't want to feel sick, but its my spirit
you don't know the half truth i cant admit it
every day a new pain but i'm not quitting
and i'm not living, and i'm not living

[@starxvi]

speak on my name yea, we get it in blood
all this drip imma flood
we got it out of the mud (we got it out of the mud)
i been in my head and i been drinking way too much (woah)
ru-run up on the gang yea u can't touch me
x2

i been losing my sense of direction
i'm alive every day its a blessing
(i'm alive every day its a blessing)
(i'm alive every day its a blessing)
i don't really know where i'm going
they say they my friend, never show it
every time i text them, they been going ghost
all u do is yap bitch, u just do the most
u just do the most, u not even on my calibre
not even (close)

bleed

when im gone

upkeep

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