PACMAN [+ Elxnce & Vinso]

prod @guamii
shoutout @graveem1nd for being goats
@killcronaplz is a legend <3
little verse by @onlybleeds

Banshee! w/ jammy x onlybleeds (guami)

sc0tt: https://instagram.com/sc0ttryan?utm_medium=copy_link

https://soundcloud.com/sc0ttryan?utm_campaign=social_sharing&utm_source=mobi

the void ft. sc0ttryan

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0CrYEAk9QAIZwIF0Dc36SU?si=cdd3723e5de143d6

(grayskies)

Weighing out options, Like I'm in a maze
I run into a dead end every step I take
Running away wasn't the best option that I could come up with
But I don't know, I can barely see clear my eyes are filled with smoke
I found out the other day that I loved you the most
Over again everyday it's the same thing
You always had me tied up in your string
I'm too deep in this, There's no coming back
Yeah the choice that I made that night
It decided my future

I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart
It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart
I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars
With you and never go anywhere else
I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart
It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart
I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars
With you and never go anywhere else

Our lives are so exciting
I'm backed against a wall
Your love wasn't so fair
It was one sided to me
But it was so exciting to me
Why did we ever give it up
It wasn't healthy

I'm too deep in this, There's no coming back
Yeah the choice that I made that night
It decided my future

I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart
It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart
I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars
With you and never go anywhere else
I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart
It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart
I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars
With you and never go anywhere else

I tried, To make it work out
Oh I tried yeah I tried yeah I tried again
But it was never enough for you
It wasn't part of the plan for it to end like this
But I'm over, I'm over, I'm over you
I'm in disarray
I left my mind in the hotel room where everything started

disarray

@k4rson 
@jichuuu
------
is there something wrong w me?
baby what u wanna be?
i get a little confused
by the way u treating me
and baby what u want
baby what u want
i got a couple racks yea hidin in the back
x2
how much u wanna spend tonight 
cocaine in ur bag
everywhere we go ye we stayin high
and when i comedown u stay on my mind
but when i sober up dont call me back

(and oh, she was looking perfect
but i know, why its not worth it)

@k4rson
it's not worth it anymore
when i call you just ignore me 
i'm not asking for support 
i just don't want this to be boring 
you tear me apart
you gave me scars 
want you in my arms 
i thought we'd go far
you know you 
let me down a few times
you made me feel safe and i dropped my guard
when you fell into my arms 
it's not my fault 
i gave my all 
you broke me

confused w/ karson (jichu)

Jaded Eyes featuring many artists! Produced by Vails & Secre & prophecy 
lyrics down below: Adlibs by Ford 

(Yungcray)
surfacing my mind, all the time, all the time
i really wanna leave, im gonna win im gonna shine
im stuck up near a field, in a forest, im gonna die
im far away from home, just take me back to the times
i been feeling sick, feeling neuseous
i just feel like shit, im a liar
when the time will come i will tell you
the love we have is strong, but we cant lose this no
cuz ur my only hope, im surroudned by snow

(Vails)
Fornicate in the back seat
Poisoned lips like a fake treat 
Scratching my chest and it bleeds down my torso 
And I’m Blinded by pain interrupting my blood flow 
Keep it a secret, we hiding reality 
Seeing the truth makes me nauseous but happily scared 
Drugs are kicking in 
Feel my eyes begin to sink 
I’m Possesed by this bad bitch 
And she’s making me savage 
I wasn’t a liar but now I’m a fraud 
And Forgiveness is something I’ll find on the drawing board 

(Epitome)
i’d like to get passed this
but you’ve sent me into madness
my minds lost and it’s tragic 
that when i look into your eyes, i don’t recognize you anymore
i’ve been finding myself in the bottom of a bottle
the pills on the shelf, they were never hard to swallow 
now i’m all alone, and you don’t know

(vails, epitome & Ford)
I’m crying out 
I’m bleeding now
Fade away
Into the grey 
Im coming up
eyes roll over 
Fucking jaded 
Yeah I’m not sober 

(Blxde)
I fade away
My vision goes black, imma fall in my grave
I been feeling so numb from the inside it's fucked up
I'm feeling no pain every time that I'm drugged up
I take all of those fucking pills
All damn day, wish I could escape
My insanity's imminent
Every day's so damn difficult
Don't act like you're innocent
You're another reason that I'm not feeling well
Never have I ever
Oh, stop bitch, you did
You're another damn cause for me wanting to kill myself
There ain't no escape for me, I ain't need no help
Trynna hurt me more, but I'm not feeling it
Oh, I am jaded I don't give a shit

(Cineraria)
Promise I tried 
Always been addicted
My scars don’t lie
Always been jaded
Give me some time
Words won’t reverse this
I swear I’ve been trying
I’ve always been trying
Fuck I’ve broken your heart
Blood seeps thru my scars
Tearing myself apart
I’m dying
Trauma you now hold
‘Cause I held it to my throat
You watched each time I came close
Look at me like I’m a ghost

(vails)
IM SO FAKE, IM SO DELUDED 
I LET DEMONS ON MY SHOULDER TAKE OVER MY HEAD 
KILL ME IF I DONT REPENT FOR MY ACTIONS
ILL SEE HER IN HELL,  IF I SEE HER REACTION 
all this regret, guess these drugs took me away
Before I put them in my body, said I’d make no mistake 
I’m an asshole, two faced, jaded and dead 
Can’t  I handle my life , I’m a liar instead 

(Ford)
always jaded 
you gotta face it
I’m like this forever you won’t see me changing
wont lip lock then you get lost
no chit chat I don’t wanna talk
wanna get inside cuz I’m all alone
don’t take ur time jus pick up the phone
easy does it now
i don’t wanna lose you
pick up the phone pls 
i been so lonely

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Jaded eyes (feat. yungcray, Epitomeoffailure, Blxde, Cineraria, Brecken)

visions - pac(k) man (prod. pr37)

do what you want - living dead boy

Brighter Days is the result of a long stretch of overthinking, refining, doubting, and quietly asking myself what “good enough” really means. Maybe it isn’t, or maybe it always was, I’m still not sure. I’ve realised the only way to actually move forward is to accept that something is finished, even if it never feels perfect.

I once read a quote that said all great art is abandoned, not completed, and that idea stuck with me. So in that spirit, I’m abandoning Brighter Days here for you to listen to. It’s a small step, but an important one, and hopefully the start of letting more music go out into the world instead of holding it hostage on my hard drive.

disarray

keni