[lyrics]:

[chorus]:
don't know what you're talkin bout
always tryna make a scene
maybe you should tell your friends
you turn your back on everything

first in line to fall behind
never follow through with shit
first day on the job
and you already wanna call it quits

easy come and easy go
it's not that hard to let you go
you act like you're made of gold
but really you're not valuable 

one of you in every town
there's people like you everywhere
used to see me in your dreams
but now i'm in your nightmares

[bridge]
let 
me go

i'm up to here with everything
and i'm about to blow

put me
down

bury me and make sure
that i'm far beneath the ground

put me
down

i'm nothin but a rabid dog
so lock me in a pound

let me
go

snare me with a trap
and keep me caged up like an animal

[verse]
you're just like the other ones
you're all the same there's nothing new
honestly i hate the fact 
i ever put my dick in you

you're just like the other ones
you're all the same there's nothing new
maybe you should try to change
and people might just like you

you're just like the other ones
you're all the same there's nothing new
how are you so comfortable?
i'd kill myself if i were you

you're just like the other ones
you're all the same there's nothing new
you should try and find some help
and save whatever's left of you

[chorus]:
don't know what you're talkin bout
always tryna make a scene
maybe you should tell your friends
you turn your back on everything

first in line to fall behind
never follow through with shit
first day on the job
and you already wanna call it quits

easy come and easy go
it's not that hard to let you go
you act like you're made of gold
but really you're not valuable 

one of you in every town
there's people like you everywhere
used to see me in your dreams
but now i'm in your nightmares

one in a million, and you're the million

lyrics:

tell me if you runnin out of
things to say when i’m around
you don’t even talk that much
but dam you got a stupid mouth

you would be a perfect 10
 if you would learn to shut it up
i'll just learn to play pretend
and act like i'm the stupid one

tell me if you’re getting bored 
and need somewhere to occupy 
we can argue back and forth 
the whole entire car ride 

maybe i’m a piece a shit, 
a hypocrite, an idiot
but tell me if I’m wrong 
when i say you’re the one who wanted this

you can call me anything 
if you would ever call me back
heard you’re in my hometown 
getting laid, imagine that

really i’m not too surprised 
you’re not that hard to get in bed
but now you’ve got me worried 
that you gave me an infection 

don’t know how you act like that 
and look yourself right in the mirror
you say you’re eccentric 
but I think you’re just fucking weird 

you can blame your horoscope 
but I think you’re degenerate 
and while you’re out in Frisco, 
why don’t you jump off a bridge?

if I knew you were gonna leave 
I would’ve kept my sweaters 
don’t know why I didn’t see 
and put it all together

I remember hearing things 
from people you would call friends
I go back on everything 
I wish I would’ve listened to them 

If I knew you wouldn’t stay 
I wouldn’t save your contact 
you said we would talk it out 
i’m waiting for a call back

guess it’s in your blood 
cuz you’re just nothin but a deadbeat
go ahead find another guy 
and live your life on repeat

i just want my sweater back

lyrics:

don't worry
it's not about you
your insecurities
or face value 

so take a step back
and catch a breather
you don't like me?
well me neither

i don't care about
what your friends say
and don't act like
you know everything

i'm not a learner
you're not a teacher
i think you're best friends
with your mirror

in love with everything
that has to do with vanity
you'd make a grown man cry
with your apathy

i don't miss you
i practice accuracy
i wrote a book about
why you're unhappy

i'm not a scholar
but you're not smarter
i'm reading books about
how to get sharper

i read the lesson
about people 
and why it feels like
i'm walking on needles

i got and SUV
but i'm a loner
so take front seat
and sit closer 

i'm not worried 
about the gas price
so don't worry 
about my gas light

peddle to the metal
i don't wanna be last
i'm goin over the speed 
i got a brick on the gas 
(hey!)

trailing lights fly by
as we pass 
hold onto your seat
cuz we're about to crash

don't worry
it's not about you
your insecurities
or face value 

so take a step back
and catch a breather
you don't like me?
well me neither
(x2)

you remind me of a car crash without airbags

lyrics:

Don’t act smart
Because you’re not
You talk and talk
And never stop 

I would pay
An awful lot 
For you to finally
Knock it off 

How much
Till you learn a thing
About your own
Uncertainty 

You act like you
Dance on strings
But shit, 
That couldn’t be me 


Put my brain
Into a box 
And tie my insides 
Into knots

Dirty shoes
And ugly socks 
I start my day 
With cough drops

Stupid thoughts 
Inside my head 
I lost my vape
Inside my bed 

Read her message,
Still on read
Hopefully 
She thinks I’m dead

I don’t try 
To overdose 
I just don’t wanna 
Feel this low 

But if that means
I overdose 
Then I guess that’s 
Just how it goes 

I’m not happy 
But I try 
I do my best
And wiggle by 

I just wanna
Feel alive 
Even if I have to
Die

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

Tr1st4n Mtc

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go to beach with friends it is summertime
wheres your swimsuit dude your late like all the time
small talk lets have a popsicle by the shrine
its so hot today its melted before its in my mouth

no clouds on the sky
everything feels alright
what a fucking shame
that i need to die
i cant stand here any longer

summer suicide
summer summer suicide yeah
i will take my life
i will fucking take my life yeah

you cant stop me now
its too late to stop me now yeah
dont wanna be alive
i dont wanna see another day yeah
x2

zoey:

vampire claws please cut my legs
i can’t get her out of my head.
vampire claws please cut my legs
i didn’t that know u were upset.

u taste so sweet. and i’m so red.
im feeling sick maybe im just mad.
i am so mad. now do i know you.
look at her walk past like a fuckin fag.

summer suicide w/ zoey is ded

Song is Pity Party by @PROXOXIE
https://soundcloud.com/proxoxie/proxoxie-pity-party
AYAYAAYAY IM A LITTLE BUTTERFLYYY

💖 Cats N Butterflies 🦄(Proxoxie Mix)

(Verse 1)
I tore the stars out of my chest,
To see if heaven ever wept.
All I found was hollow sound,
And echoes where your faith once slept.

I kissed the fire just to feel,
A little closer to what’s real.
Every scar I tried to hide,
Now sings your name from deep inside.

(Pre-Chorus)
The angels choke on rust and rain,
Their songs dissolve in silent pain.
If this is love, then love’s disease —
I’m on my knees… just begging, please.

(Chorus)
Gods don’t bleed, but I still do,
For every ghost that looks like you.
My tears are black, my hands are numb,
I built this hell I can’t outrun.
And if salvation’s just a lie,
Then let me fall and never die.

(Verse 2)
I hear your voice inside my head,
Whispering prayers the dead have said.
You said I’d find my peace in time,
But peace was never yours or mine.

I carved your face into the wall,
To prove I ever lived at all.
Now every line bleeds like a vow,
I’d trade the light to have you now.

(Pre-Chorus)
Your grace was just a sharpened blade,
A mercy that refused to fade.
I scream your name through broken teeth,
And curse the god I used to believe.

(Chorus)
Gods don’t bleed, but I still do,
For every ghost that looks like you.
My tears are black, my hands are numb,
I built this hell I can’t outrun.
And if salvation’s just a lie,
Then let me fall and never die.

(Bridge)
I’m just the shadow of a prayer,
The echo left when no one cares.
The cross you kissed, the love you broke,
Still burns my lungs with holy smoke.

(Breakdown)
Bury me beneath your shame!
Say my name, say my name!
Every sin was meant for me —
Every wound, a symphony!

(Final Chorus)
Gods don’t bleed, but I still do,
For every ghost that looks like you.
My tears are black, my faith is gone,
I’m what you made, I’m what went wrong.
And if redemption turns away,
Then let me rot where angels pray.

(Outro)
Gods don’t bleed…
But I still do…

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

nerve.