@46b photo by @zzoos

and i know, that i talk too much
like how im supposed to gaf
ion-ion love nun but funds
ye-yea like ion love nun but dru-
shit not even fun
wake up dont remember nun
i think one thing bout myself and then its changin
she calls my name out for help but i feel hated
bring it up she pushes back im like the plaintiff
she gets her way no matter what why am i complaining?

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

it takes a while to get used to the solace
sun up to sunset im just surrounded by the silence
hide out in my bed im disheveled wont recognize me
whyd i get upset why am i so worried about the obvious?
obviously one day i'll look back and remember how
how i felt that day when there was nothing to talk about
the day that i realized that it was all gon crumble down
i feel pain everyday cause of that day i heard you out

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she-she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

her way prod. edyn

{updated mix old one was bad}

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

selfprod @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in u
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for u
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
u said u wanted silence said ur good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
said u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face (ur making that)

yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act like u dont know) 
yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act u dont -)


i dont care about those people
u step back and its all uneven 
u said ud stay but u dont mean it (oh-oh)
got ur get back now u tripping
i saw ur waiting, i saw u waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
say u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face 
said u wanna talk

said u wanna talk
y-yh
said u wanna talk

real in you

this song is actually called minecraft for free dot com

lyrics:
stick to the plot i made
wont you tell me something new so the time don't waste
i been known to miss every shot i take
wont you spare me your euphoria

feeling like my luck ran out
every time my lines get crossed im foaming at the mouth
wasnt looking when it came from the ashes of what i built
will i ever feel the same again?
when you pass by you're blurring my sight

wont you spare me your euphoria
wont you spare me your euphoria

stick to the plot i made
wont you tell me something new
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sorry that the mix is so saturated and sharp, that was totally intentional, blow your fucking ears out!!!!

many more drops soon <3
@elxnce @gmodravemix

yea (x3)
huh, yea

i dn't have the time 2doubt myself rn
i gta lock this in
cn't afford to be begging 4help
already sunk this ship
been barred
n sprawled
out on the floor
i gta seal my lips

almost wish a different bitch
had seen me thru it all
cn't admit that to myself
if i look down i'll fall
>>> i >>>
dn't get ur emphasis on bein normal

i'd love 2empathize wit u
ik it's tender n brand new
n ur temptations get their best
thru ur impenetrable chest
i shut the door after u left

aaahhhhhhhh (_　_)。゜zｚＺ

if i cld change ur brain
didn't know those wires in me weld
until u turned me insane
js met the rabbit in ur magic hat
n she's not 2 tame
struggled 2feel avid at all
evr since what we became
wish i'd forget ur name

...

like u forgot mine
lost myself by proxy
guess i'm not surprised 
u left my contact behind
blocked me

but i still cn't
believe my eyes
when i c u talkin
consider my options
her hands on my body
hate shit that comes out
my mouth so bad
i almost
washed
it (@ . @ )

uuuuughhh ,,,

taking the beating under the bus
i cldn't see so dn't open up
forgot how 2breathe
smokin the blunt
my pockets
bleed
cop'n the 3.5
but shi i need it
wit a tied tongue

guess it's not so bad
i js wna glow
wna be a plant wit u
bby lets hide n grow

...

almost wish a different bitch
had seen me thru it all
cn't admit that to myself
if i look down i'll fall
<<< i <<<
dn't get ur emphasis on bein normal

i'd love 2empathize wit u
ik it's tender n brand new
n ur temptations get their best
thru ur impenetrable chest
i shut the door after u left

aaaahhhhhhhh (＃°Д°)

can't afford @elxnce @og

i laid on my side so long that now my fingers are numb, enjoy!!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sumotori_Dreams

writing on my flesh in the morning
writhing in my bed from distortion
crying is a trend i've been forcing (forced in way too long)
molecules collect my endorphins
follow with a text, i ignored it
follow with a text

follow with a text
i used to be ashamed of my silhouette
i'm so quick to say that "it's never my fault, quit playing"
i miss the shit that gave me sumotori dreams
you know the smallest things make me feel seen

writing on my flesh in the morning
writhing in my bed from distortion
crying is a trend i've been forcing (forced in way too long)
molecules collect my endorphins
follow with a text, i ignored it
follow with a
follow with a text

sumotori

prod me nd @f3arme ft @tropes777

#speakoutwithkensander

bad bitch from Corpus Christi
we snuffed him js like C________
that boy is not the same think 223 done turned him pissy
lil boy stay in yo lane b4 we spin nd leave u dizzy
ts not a game he thinking this xbox 360
u cant get no fame up off of me bro u can miss me
wit that weak ass chain might snatch ts off of yo titties
i feed off of the pain and suffering straight from the bity

sorry baby ima ballhog
my homeboy throw them hard bitches like he balrog
twink tried to press up on me but they too soft
everyone i link walkin wit fye like balrog
all my niggas carry weapons aint it tragic?
if i shoot dat bit its goin inna basket
he turned to dream he was so scared he had to mask it
i dont kid my gango goats my gang Damascus

᲼᲼Corpus Christi + Tropes᲼᲼Feardorian Sydney

carrOS is live on https://carrophobia.com

viral moments caught up in my visions
aiming at my head right through my screen
broken mic pick up my vocals

grasping to you through my braces
gnashing teeth from evil faces
never hearing what im saying
im so patient, wish i wasnt
lie in meadows with surveillance

my lifeline out
is in my spine
i ache and cry
make it alive

biome

i know u can hear me, im falling from love like no one ever
i cry on my own cus i know i can weep if i keep the door shut

im fighting for my home, my soul, my love
im fighting for my home, my soul, my love

sumotori

𖣂 Carrophobia