lyrics:

spent up all my money on some alcohol and nicotine 
i can’t feel a thing till ur here baby kiss me 
clothes dough hos all my vices feel the same now 
turn the lights low drive slow blow my brains out 

spent up all my money on belt and some tripp jeans 
blowing up my phone 3 days and she miss me 
solace in the nothingness devoid of time in blacking out
broken wine glass in my wrist don’t remember how

don’t remember how 
try to call a name i don’t remember now
bottom of the lake she wanna pull me out 
water in my lungs i cannot cough it up 
i don’t want the love she thinks fill me up
i don’t really think that i can be the one 
she blacking out i don’t think this is having

bottom of the lake [the ushanka boy]

r u gnna do me drty feat. p!nkcasperr (knotchej)

are u upset? tell me, are u mad?
i don’t know if i’ll ever come back
i been lying baby i been doing bad
did u really have to do me like that?

sunshine thru my blinds i better close em
photo of us in a frame the glass is broken
told me that she loved me i laughed like she was joking
i was never meant to be what u were hoping

and it all comes falling down
doesn’t matter if u scream and shout
u ain’t care then why u care now
show me baby i know u can get loud

we both got problems and we knew it from the baseline
u try to face urs i try to escape mine
i be up all night like i’m scared of the daytime
only feel alive when i’m underneath her canines

baby girl for u i’m foolish
ur the only one that makes me feel human
head straight but for u id lose it
id lose it

cut me off cold turkey im having withdrawals
she won’t say a word now i’m talking to the walls
i don’t understand but i think it’s my fault
somehow it always ends up my fault

are u upset? tell me, are u mad?
i don’t know if i’ll ever come back
i been lying baby i been doing bad
did u really have to do me like that?

sunshine thru my blinds i better close em
photo of us in a frame the glass is broken
told me that she loved me i laughed like she was joking
i was never meant to be what u were hoping

skylight (flesh x jolst)

okay, okay baby dont u start
u only get me like this once i been giving way too much
she's afraid of love we'll be strangers in a month
this glock is all i trust this vodka line my gut
said she wont break my heart thats all i ever want
now she dont know what she want told her do whatever u want
cause i know whats for me n i cant let u fuck it up
thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

aint know u last month i bet that i wont know u next
feel like an asshole, how u fall in love over text?
u said u care then we gon put it to the test
i dont chase a thing except for hollow points n checks

right here, patiently waiting
too fucked up, too gone for saving
give me back all the energy i gave it
head exploding, chest ab to cave in

thought it was different but it all turns out the same
u dont get it, u aint listen to my pain
why u switching? how u turn out so lame
i aint mad i chalk it up to the game

okay, okay baby dont u start
u only get me like this once i been giving way too much
she's afraid of love we'll be strangers in a month
this glock is all i trust this vodka line my gut
said she wont break my heart thats all i ever want
now she dont know what she want told her do whatever u want
cause i know whats for me n i cant let u fuck it up
thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

strangers in a month (taurs x bbmevis x shynemoonlight)

avery freestyle (pipe bomb)

prod me
cover art me x @heartavenue

im so 
im so locked in
i cant
i cant play pretend
all im
all im tryna do is get these fucking wins
talking all that shit on the internet
if i pull up he gone fold so quick
if i pull up he gone run so fast
if i pull up he gone fold like these racks
but i cant even trip i cant trip bout that
ion like to do math i was skipping class
ion like to do math but i cant count a check
bitch im big hollow yeah thats my set
what the fuck you talking bout
ion even know what you saying
i dont speak lame all we know is winning
on our way to the top all we do is get it
if anyone ever said that we wasnt forget it

im so 
im so locked in
i cant
i cant play pretend
all im
all im tryna do is get these fucking wins
talking all that shit on the internet
if i pull up he gone fold so quick
if i pull up he gone run so fast
if i pull up he gone fold like these racks
but i cant even trip i cant trip bout that
ion like to do math i was skipping class
ion like to do math but i cant count a check
bitch im big hollow yeah thats my set
what the fuck you talking bout
ion even know what you saying
i dont speak lame all we know is winning
on our way to the top all we do is get it
if anyone ever said that we wasnt forget it

Im So

prod. @bloodcryy @taurs

we dont gotta talk abt it i got this night vision on
and ill be gone when the sun is rising
promise you dont even want it
theres nothing left in my heart if you want ill let u look inside it

i dont wanna hurt nobody
i dont wanna let it come to violence
i need some space some times i need to go away
i need some space some times i need to go away

red sky in my mind i wanna see that
i been on this road so long i cant turn back

im not sure if anything means anything to anybody
switched on so many times u need to show me something
cause i dont wanna get caught up again
i dont wanna play those games again
if its off i wont think twice abt it
if its off i guess its up then

we dont gotta talk abt it i got this night vision on
and ill be gone when the sun is rising
promise you dont even want it
theres nothing left in my heart if you want ill let u look inside it

i dont wanna hurt nobody
i dont wanna let it come to violence
i need some space some times i need to go away
i need some space some times i need to go away

i need 2 go away (bloodcryy x taurs)

w @usbhalo
prod @bloodcryy

i see blood in the sky, love in ur eyes
how i feel rn im okay to die

blood in my mouth, red sky
she ask me what my pronouns are bitch we them/guys

rare sight, one last kiss goodbye
i wont be here in the morning imma chase the light

im chasing after the light like a moth at night time
im stacking my bread up, im tryna stay alive

staying alive but the doors suicidal
he ran up on me now he fighting for survival
u should stay in school lil bro go focus on ur finals
fucking round w me no second chances, no revival

pull up w the whole team hanging like bats
hating on us like howd u get so wack
pull up on us n there aint no spawning back

i see blood in the sky, love in ur eyes
how i feel rn im okay to die

blood in my mouth, red sky
she ask me what my pronouns are bitch we them/guys

rare sight, one last kiss goodbye
i wont be here in the morning imma chase the light

im chasing after the light like a moth at night time
im stacking my bread up, im tryna stay alive

haunted house w/ usbhalo (bloodcryy x radkoun)

new skin, not even new clothes
i took my sweet time to see where that goes
to see without eyes, does anyone know?
to truly be blind you'd have to lose hope
lights in my eyes, kinda like how it blinds me
i stand aside til you push from behind me
onto the tracks and it kinda reminds me
of in the past, only held on to bind me
but i'm proud that you could let go, it isn't easy
i'll be hard to find, harder than it was to please me
i just hope you know in the end what it means to me
taking my life in your hands so to speak
so it’s cheap like everything you talk
i’d buy it at the store but it’s just way too far to walk
and i don’t want you anymore cause i cannot be stalked
and i cannot be stopped, and you can never stop me now
i’m on tour, you got yours, i got more
i got everything i ever asked for
you got left in the dust that’s for sure
come and see what the dirt has washed up ashore
kinda fitting now how i’m washed up of course
i just sent a message in a bottle to your door
and you won’t even read it lest the glass hit the floor

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the microwave
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lightsinmyeyes2

444ever changing
@444jet
@pa6es

short desc: i made these end 2023 early 2024 final exports were a little rough so i decided to remix them into a short compilation i hope u enjoy <333

1) have a nice day (444jet)
2) itsoktocry (444jet + pa6es)
3) snow (444jet)
4) bad weather (444jet)

444ever changing (EP) [444jet + pa6es]

sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
u play that petty shit like the olympics
ill bury a bitch where the garden is
hollowbody branded opulence
try it but u couldnt copy it
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

sleep w a semi aint pinching a-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny wont-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

wait, i got roses in the back
way im sliding in this porsche they think im frozen to the track
ill find a u, u fumbled tho
not too high till im comatose
gen 5 on me, always close
hollow like a flock of crows

im wearing bape but my bitch in celine
if u wanna talk better get a subpoena
i got a hundred rounds next to a beam
state of emergency better call FEMA

i know i got a limit, ill just make the most of it
she block my number but she still watch when im posting shit

sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
u play that petty shit like the olympics
ill bury a bitch where the garden is
hollowbody branded opulence
try it but u couldnt copy it
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

sleep w a semi aint pinching a-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny wont-
aye, aye 
sleep w a semi aint pinching a penny
wont let her post pics of the car we in
ride thru the city the girl im w pretty
she give me a lil more confidence

uber black (bloodcryy)

Sanctuary Soulja 

“through my head” MV out now

Im So

usbHalo