Und wieder geht's ums Warten...

Entschuldigung ich muss direkt erwähnen
Hier wird es sich wieder nur um mich drehen
Da hab ich immerhin ne halbe Ahnung 
Und spekuliere auf eine Offenbarung


So mach ich das schon eine ganze Weile 
Zerlege mich in meine Einzelteile
Und hoffe ständig auf die Epiphane
Aber erfolgreich war ich damit 

Nie
wollt ich darin versinken wo ich bin 
Und ich finde keinen gottverdammten Sinn 
Darin 

Darin befind ich mich und ich 
Finde mich hier  nicht gut
Zurecht ,beklag ich mich und nichts passiert und ich erfrier
Und implodier 
In mir 
Erwarten mich nur leere Stühle
Die sind wohl schuld das ich nichts fühlen kann
Nichts fühlen will 
Und am Ende darin
Versunken bin wo ich nun 

Bin
Ich warte nur auf mich alleine hier (wo ich nun bin)
Und sterbe meinetwegen aber hier  (wo ich nun bin)
War ich oft und daher bleib ich hier wo ich nun bin und immer war für immer hier und niemals da


Aber jetzt mal ehrlich ,
Und ohne Ironie 
Ich bin für mich gefährlich 
Aber leb noch irgendwie
Ich hab zu viele Jahre
Allein mit mir verbracht 
Und glaube mittlerweile 
Es wäre angebracht
Angreifbar zu sein:
Ich schaff das nicht allein 

Oh nein, iss schon ok, am Ende wirds ja gut
denn
Nie
wollt ich darin versinken wo ich bin 
Und ich finde keinen gottverdammten Sinn 
Darin  jeden Tag nur einen Tag älter zu werden
Da gibt's mehr und ich will es sehen
Ich will es sehen usw... 

Dortmund ,2021

Und Wieder Gehts Ums Warten

An indie pop anthem celebrating nights out and friends with benefits.

Wednesday Night Distractions

Wild Horse - Wednesday Night Distractions

Amor de invierno
Así se titula el cuarto Ep
Esto es Freddy Krueger V2, la última canción del Ep. Este tema lleva en la recamara desde que salió la otra versión de Freddy Krueger. Personalmente me encanta, pero no estaba seguro de sacarla. 
Espero que la disfrutéis!
Pa contacto de lo que sea dejo mi correo:
Frsf4p@gmail.com

Grasias al señor Blisser por el beat, se agradece que la peñita suba cosas al yutubi pal resto de gente. 

Aquí el enlace del beat, por si os ha molado
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fbGVBfAXDW4

Y aquí su canal
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.blisser

Freddy Krueger V2 [prod. Blisser]

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Entrevista Con Juan Manuel Marín, Secretario General De Caldas

A Hora do Mução #03 29.01.24

Get the whole recording (total length: 1:30:43) on Bandcamp now:
https://randyedgewood.bandcamp.com/album/expedition-18-unleash-kulture

Ok this is a special one. When Canine invited me to her Unleash residency at la Kulture, she proposed me to warmup the party from 11:30pm to 1am. It was the very first time I had to create an ephemeral piece more than an hour long so it was a little challenging, especially because I design each of these ephemeral pieces to be like one, continuous, giant escalation. The fact that this liveset was so long did create some very interesting moments in my opinion, especially in the beginning, like if all these synth arps were diluted in some ethereal space or something.

Believe it or not, someone even told me that this performance would fit in a contemporary art museum. Don't know how to take it really, so let's say this is an awesome compliment.

Thank you very much Canine for inviting me, it was a great night. I would also thank Zoe and Laurent for the beautiful conversation we had together after the bar did close its doors. Good and powerful memories.

Live setup: Reason + MIDI controllers
Recording: Zoom H5

Expedition 18: Unleash (Kulture) [Intro]

A Hora do Mução #02 29.01.24

A Hora do Mução #01 29.01.24

This month of February we explore the world of lesbian love and relationships with Leaf & Firewalker, a lesbian couple who have been together for 39 years and are thriving.

First up in the podcast, hear Emily Faye greet the listener before Thistle delivers the WLRN World News segment that includes stories about the World Health Organization's "Trans and Gender Diverse" guidelines, the plight of Ann Menasche in San Diego, CA, and new restrictions put in place for women and girls by the Taliban, among other stories.

Next, after enjoying Dolly Parton's song "All I Can Do", stay tuned for a 40-minute interview segment with Leaf & Firewalker, a lesbian couple Emily met at a women-only gathering a few years back that impressed her due to their love and devotion to one another and lesbian community. They founded WomonTown, a lesbian neighborhood that caught the attention of Kansas City Public Television which made a documentary about their project. https://www.kansascitypbs.org/local-shows/womontown/ Below, find the bios of these two amazing women they turned in to WLRN for publication.

B. Leaf Cronewrite is Maryann Hopper’s crone name. She hangs out with djembe drummers, creative writers, and old crones who inspire her wit and willingness to confront invisibility. Since the Womontown documentary about her activist pursuits with her partner, Drea Firewalker, was released, she's finding film festivals to show it and spread the word of lesbian community building. She is a writer and a storyteller who grew up in Mississippi. Her short story collection, Don’t Let the Flies In and her first novel, A Lineage of Deception, can be found on Amazon. Her next collection of lesbian adventure stories, Where Risky Women Travel, will be released in the spring. She is a member of the Georgia Writers Registry. She has a Master of Arts degree from the University of Memphis.

Drea Firewalker: As a crone, I realize standing in my power gives me the right to be bold, claim my wisdom, and pursue my life as I wish. I've traveled the world and listened and learned from many people while sharing what makes this life worth it all. I graduated from the University of Missouri at Kansas City. I spent many years in property management and investment. I am one of the founders, along with my partner B. Leaf Cronewrite, of Womontown, an intentional womyn’s community that existed in Kansas City for a few years in the early 1990s. I enjoy reclaiming childhood stories. By introducing a fictional character, MyTe Dyke, into these tales, I empower the heroines and add magical communication with many beings. I hope to challenge many to retell their tales with inspiration from MyTe Dyke. Today, I create my glass art, tend my flower gardens, hold powerful rituals for womyn, and love this life.

Finally, stay tuned 'til the very end for Sekhmet SheOwl's commentary that gets to the heart of the matter of lesbian love which is to say that it can only happen in a healthy way if we find our own self-love first.

Thanks, as ever, dear listeners, for tuning in to WLRN's monthly podcast. Please consider donating to the cause of feminist-powered community radio by clicking on the donate button at wlrnmedia.com. #lesbianlove #ValentinesDay #RomanticLove

Edition 94: Lesbian Love & Relationships with Leaf & Firewalker

Unprofessionelle ,chaotische Demoaufnahmen in Überlänge, die sich in den letzten Jahren angehäuft haben.
Billiges Equipment und spärliche Erfahrungswerte, aber mir liegt was an dem Scheiß 🤷🏻‍♂️

Und Wieder Gehts Ums Warten

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