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small heartfelt guitar song inspired by introvert by brakence
thank you to my dear friends @corefish and @dylanlongworth for getting vocals on this one :3 

lyrics:
i think I could try it, 
through the thunder and the lightning
in my head I try to fight it 
hold my stare before dividing
you left me no hole to hide in
circle back towards the dryland
babe I couldn't take the mileage
brain been rotting through the violence

but you won't stand down
through the brain rot, bloodclot, emptiness 
your head wound
i thought that I was better now I'm spellbound 
trapped inside the sediment in hell now 
(over and out)

i suffer through your vanity 
you drive me to insanity 
i guess i couldn't take the chaos
and the feelings gone, it's evident
i'm buried in the sediment 
and you conduct a brutal seance 

but i made no obligations, swimming through manipulations 
and i think that my frustrations have validity, it's limiting my 
brain functions, feeling reductions,
tied tongues and making assumptions
and we fight, i wish it was for something 
i keep trying but it's all for nothing

i think I could try it, 
through the thunder and the lightning
in my head I try to fight it 
hold my stare before dividing
you left me no hole to hide in
circle back towards the dryland
babe I couldn't take the mileage
brain been rotting through the violence
but you won't stand down

stand down (ft. corefish & dylan longworth)

idk who produced da beat tbh, its an old ass song

even when im with my booski

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)



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OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

When I was with you I was playing games on my phone (Clash Of Clans Sound xDDDD)
I should've paid more attention to you
But all the memories ain't gone
We've been through a lot of ups and downs

I'm guna make it better with my next one
Altho I thought that you were guna be the one

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

"Don't do this and don't do that"
You just had enough...
I've waited couple months but now I'm guna move on
With someone else...

OH MY GOD! (Greyrock)

prod by me
mastered by me
mixed by me
feat @lilcheo
first single :)

fine w/ eights

sprains (drmabeats x sadpra)

prod. nio

jihoon
say you mean it dont you lie
know you feel it everynight
dont hit my phone
baby leave me alone
i just want you to go
and i dont know why

@user-592405802-921205295
Tell me will you ride or die?
Tell me why we fight and cry
Hurt you once hurt you twice
Baby you’re outta my mind
Baby I just can’t be that
Boutta make me go and relapse 
I just wanted you so damn bad
Maybe you can can just come back..

@meantyyy
yeah im sick and tired of your lies
tired of running on a tightrope
yeah i dont really wanna die
but i dont wanna keep my eyes close
yeah i think i just won a lotty
and after that you wanna fight bro?
keep your hands off my body
i know its hard for you to let go

yeah im sick and tired of your lies
tired of running on a tightrope
yeah i dont really wanna die
but i dont wanna keep my eyes close
yeah i think i just won a lotty
and after that you wanna fight bro?
keep your hands off my body
i know its hard for you to let go

jihoon
say you mean it dont you lie
know you feel it everynight
dont hit my phone
baby leave me alone
i just want you to go
and i dont know why

@shoko
Give me a chance baby
We’ll go and see the world alone
Patiently I’ll be here 
Singing your words so sweet
Won’t you just come with me
Baby I’ll be your dream,
Nothing is stopping me you’re my sweet melody.
Patiently I’ll be here waiting for you my dear
I’ll be writing you songs all night
Until I see those eyes
Patiently I’ll be right here
Whisper into my ear
Tell me you want it some more 
Tell me you want it some more.

phone ft shoko meanty

RUN, RABBIT RUN!

tude by hsm & tropes & jane & sammy33 & cru & eliot

down the rabbit hole

@lilpurpleukulele on instagram

RUN, RABBIT RUN!

ELL4

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