The Visceral Insanity Fueled By Love

not mine

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP1i9VyIhK8

V4Flower / Optical Garden 【Original Remake by OrgansDotOrg】

todays my birthday !!!  :)
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lyrics:

Ah, my head's spinning 'round 
Another year laying down, awake at 2 AM 
Scrolling through, when will it end? 

I've been waiting for end times 
A passerby closed my eyes 
Counting walls, every doll abides 

But I'm holding on so tight 
Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
I'm waiting through the days 
Hands waving, screaming surrender 
Won't you take me, if it's no bother? 

Out of bed, settle down 
Drink another Rockstar just to to think now 
There's guests waiting at the door 
Make it count, don't ask for more 

Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away 
Still counting down the days, there has to be a different way 

Yet, I'm holding on so tight 
'Cause I'm about to fall beneath the buildings I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
I'm wading through the daze 
Still counting, mark the disaster 
Can't you tell me when it burns out? 

On my knees, will I see that light I was promised? 
Gnawing on mirrors, it's all for naught 
I've hid behind my teens, counting strings for nobody 
Obituaries march to the clock 

Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away 
Counting down the days, there has to be a different way 

Yet, I'm holding on so tight 
Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
My head is spinning through each fear 
Please, don't take much longer! 

I'm holding on so tight 
I'm running through the maze beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
Breathing the scent of candles burning, melting with laughter 

Can't this moment last forever? 
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