songs originally released under the name white silas (now ethel cain)

White Silas

ethel cain ♰

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White Silas - Apostate

White Silas - Stomping Ground (demo)

White Silas - No Rest For The Wicked

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

acoustic demo found on Ethel Cain's tumblr

Ethel Cain - Western Nights (live demo)

White Silas - Plague

Age Of Delilah

A Portrait Of My Love On Her Knees Ethel Cain

doe hunting (demo) – ethel cain

Ad Nauseam

debut single predating atlas / white silas / ethel cain, released around september 2018

Witchcest - Just Snorted a Pill

(i think this was made under ethel cain but idk)

six weeks we’ve been taught
six weeks the phone’s been ringing 
and now the sheriff’s at the door
at two weeks my insides screamed
i was coughing up blood by three
by four my father couldn’t take it 
and hung himself in the yard from the oak tree
my mother said be patient
it’s what god said to her
get down on your knees and pray with me 
you won’t get blessings you don’t deserve
see how long 
see how far
a little will go
jesus christ, he loves me
this i know
the bedsheets stained with my sister’s waste
my brother’s eyes crusted shut
the dogs stopped crying weeks ago
with my hands digging deep inside their guts
i ache all over
i can’t get clean
my bones start to bend inside of me 
but god forbid i question what he asks me to do
i just hope he gets here soon
see how long 
see how far
a little will go
jesus christ, he loves me
this i know
i hold my mother she won’t hold me back
they cut down my father and his broken neck
they found the baby in a dirty cloth upstairs
while my brother and my sister just rot 
one takes me in his arms and then he runs outside
but they are too late now, i’m already in the light
i’m the only one jesus comes to take
as he takes my hand and i waste away

Witchcest - Just Snorted a Pill

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