anguish & chill

love/aesthetic songs

killedmyself

💛

Sample: Running Shoes - Quinterlude

download: https://killedmyself.bandcamp.com/album/the-next-time-you-see-me-you-wont-album

but until then

a rough draft off a project farther down the line.

Thank you guys for 1 million plays here, more soon.

Art by: John Bolly

for her,

spotify

that kindled look in her eyes

still numb

@guccihighwaters
@killedmyself

lyrics:
check the clock, 2 am and i cant sleep
scrollin down our photo album just to see our last week
ghosts up in my bed like you were laying in them last week
counting faces in my head like what you said is on repeat
i hope you feel the same in the morning

she said its over like it couldnt be
who knew itd end so cowardly
cant look me in the eyes
guess my stare is so damn heavenly
her kisses on my neck used to show my love so publicly
i miss her on my chest
like my heart, thats where it used to be
ive sown it on my vest
crawls away just like a centipede
i always tried my best
even that just wasnt good enough
she came through to confess
locked her up and threw away the key
depression will infest
hang me up just like a center piece
eroding at my brain
like she try and put the blame on me
but i never claimed to be
the one you wanted me to be
going through the motions
but i feel fucking emotionless
a minute to get mad, then ill get back to destruction
my head is blowing up just like a volcanic erruption
im always fucking up like an nes corruption
blowing down the ounces like i blow away my brain
i get out to escape from whats causing all this pain
friends and substance i abuse
in hopes to keep me all together
cuz without them i would fucking die
nobody lasts forever

i hope you feel the same in the morning
cus i don’t feel the same way any more bitch
im a ghost watch the rain while its pouring
2am i need u but you’re snoring
i need rest prefer a death bed
i need a hollow tip to penetrate my chest
i need to leave maybe then you’d be impressed
too far gone imma sleep on the grass
i stay lone and i hate it
i hate it
but your lips 
still taste still taste them
like come back ill buy u a gucci bag
u can play ur games if u let me hold your hand
please dont 
(please dont break my heart) 
ohh please dont
well is this not enough of destruction 
my body is sick of convulsing

Follow me <3

i hope you feel the same in the morning (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. killedmyself]

coffee breath

Download: 
https://clairo.lnk.to/diary001
https://www.clairo.com
https://www.faderlabel.com

Pretty Girl

I walked her home, for the first time

Save Someone

didn't matter, still doesn't

folding the pages

there's only so much i can do

before i go

like or like like - miniature tigers

-LYRICS ON GENIUS
-Official Visualizer and Audio Video is on YouTube 
-Beat by matzingerr. Vocal mixing by @IlyZiZi.