i question a lot whether people actually like me or if im good enough. all these worries can sometimes obstruct me from being in the moment with other people and i end up feeling spaced out, like im floating. 

lyrics:
am i enough
or am i just a shame?
should i go?
or should i stay?

silence is creeping
think of something to say
you stutter and mumble
today's just not ur day 

they smile and laugh like people do
yet you're standing there without clue 

i'm floating away just like a balloon
i'm fit to burst
but they can't see that its you
they say they'll hold on tight
but is that the truth?
if i'm let go now i'll just fade to blue

"how was ur day?"
"it was fine i guess"
the words say
don't match whats in your head

do they like me?
am i their friend?
or am i a nuisance
that they have to attend?

{back to "they smile"}

*note: i'm aware that the lyrics change pronouns "i" and "you" sometimes, but as i was writing, it just naturally flowed like that. its kinda of like an internal monologue u kno?
*i want to get some real string instruments in this song, so i might record again. but for now, enjoy the string synths :')

floating (2017 ver.)

This was awhile ago. It was just some minor thing that was just brought into a huge thing that it really didn't need to be in. It's over with now, so that's good. 

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Lyrics:
I just wanted one thing nice, something I could enjoy, but nothing for me no, nothing for me.

Turn off the water works there is no time, you'll be fine, yeah you'll be fine you just can't be nice or polite, You'll just get slapped in the face every time.

Chorus:
All I get now are shadow eyes, little spiders creeping up my spine, don't stare at my back, stare into my eyes, I know you don't like me so just speak your mind. 

What do you even want from me, I can't give you anything, cause you did this to me.

Keep talking, keep snaring, right behind my back, it won't change the fact that your a rat.

Chorus

So many people already hate me, one more wouldn't hurt, I'm so sorry, for nothing, You jerk.

A Bad Apology

Just a little piano cover I made of Giorno's theme! A bit slowed. Hope you enjoy :) (sorry for the bad quality)

Giorno's Theme (Modified Piano Cover)

Primer beat que hago ya iré improvisando más adelante :) (sorry que sea tan corto)

A Bad Apology

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