Artwork by: June 🖼💚🎶
“Dear Dad….”

Mixed media: pencil, ink, and watercolor markers

(Second piano lesson/ May 2022)

“Beyond the Notes” - Miss Heidi & June - age 11 (improvisational duet)

Glowstick Disco King

BAGATELLE - MONSTROUS

I was playing with the dj table

Check out @flamingo-jones pages, tons of good music there!

Syndicate Cargo Pt.1 (feat. Flamingo Jones)

Remix of Insatiable Void's Forgotten Path
https://soundcloud.com/insatiable-void

https://soundcloud.com/insatiable-void/sets/forgotten-path-open-collab

Forgotten Path -Insatiable Void (AudioBake Mix)

Da Funk

Web Of Deception

The Cunning One

Written/Produced by: R.J. Dobben (RoTen)
Released on: 3/31/2023


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Chewing

dec152023.m4a

When I was little, my parents divorced and we moved with my mother to the other side of the world. My parents always stayed on good terms, and we could call and write, so it wasn't like he had died or anything - but suddenly our father was just... gone from our everyday world. Over the decades, we have been able to catch up every couple of years or so, but parting each time always feels like losing him all over again, and no matter how old I get, that little girl inside me rises to the surface, re-living the confusion, hurt and loss. 

A few years ago, my father showed me a poem that little girl had written and sent to him during those first few years apart:
"I miss you like the pages of a book
I miss you like the shadow of a lion
I miss you like a bird up a flyin'
But when I think of you the sun shines through my tears"


SONG LYRICS:

Like the pages of a book you told me stories
Like the shadow of a lion you made me feel strong by your side
Like a bird up a flyin' in the sky you gave me fearlessness of heights
 
I miss you (I wish, wish you were here)
I miss you (I wish we were together again )
I miss you (Just wish you’d never gone) 
But when I think of you the sun shines through 

Like a step upon the footpath, you showed me how to get by - one foot in front of the other
Like a hug from someone special you gave me comfort when I was frightened
And like nothing else in this world you gave me endless, boundless love

I miss you (I wish, wish  you were here)
I miss you (I wish we were together again )
I miss you (Just wish you’d never gone) 
But when I think of you the sun shines through

I Miss You (a cappella)

Making beats instrumentals hardcore rap and beats  A lot of editing and streaming on twitch ig is b.I.g.k.l.l.e.r993

I was playing with the dj table

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