cover art by @mad.xviii on ig <3

Lyrics :

Brand new day
Feelling the pain
Looking at sunrays 

That's a shame
Won't get a taste
Of it, no way
That's... 

Verse :
Hiding from the rain
You call me umbrella
Too far with the pain
My tits red pandas
When I go in a plain
You know i feel better
But put one dude in there
I'll be like see you later
Gimme fog, gimme time
Gimme that solitude
Where I dont gotta think about my attitude
Where i don't gotta hide my fucking swinging moods
Letting silence acting like i take shrooms
Woblling basses in my ear, sweet flood
Losing myself with a scream at the moon
They pressing
One by one all my buttons
So
Killing them all with no blicky, no guns
Putting that shit on the cloud and they stunned
When the lights out, you know chan gon go dumb
Got the new karmamob blasting my room
Fresh new Ominvs max volume 

I be dancing all alone in my cave
Like I'm Gaspard, yeah I crave
Those moments where I can feel safe
Those instant where i can be lame
Feeling the flame
Feeling the strength
Feeling the nen
Like I'm Gon
I'll be done in a second but first
If you're like my dad
Saying I ain't really living
i should got outside
And socialize
That it's not a life to be a introvert
Well fuck you 

Outro :
When I'm at night
I do not care bout the hymes 

Wanna got nuts
Or chilling to feel sublime 

I cannot breath
I cannot sleep
Too early 

I gotta write
I gotta make a new bangy

solitude's.blissfulness (prod. Speed Decline)

Lyrics :
Looking through your eyes
I feel like falling up
What's real or what is not ? 

I'm thinking bout the past
It drips on me like raindrops 
Everything is going too fast
Tell me
What's to come ? 

Deep inside my skull
You
Could find that tree
It's 
Pushing out the walls
It
Hurts but I can't see it 

Why do I hear 
Girl it's too late ?
Why do I fear
My own music ? 

I'm finding my own route
Oh I should make this count
Oh I should make it matter
Oh I'll make y'all linger 

In the dirt I'll go back
Eventually, i know that
I won't ever stay intact
So I just gotta ransack
But I
Wither
Away
I wither away

the.damn.ceiling

Lyrics :
Verse 1 :
On the ground
I don't make a sound 

Tried to talk it out
But don't wanna shout 

My head's gone, a drought
Full of echoes, I'll 

Get up one last time
Try to keep on miming 

Their codes, their smiles
In the back, I'm striving
To maintain the mask
Pushing gain till crashing my 

Chorus :
Tympan
So dumb
When they making fun
They're right
Infant
Even
In a century
I won't sublime
Myself 

Crawling in the backseat
Watching night lights
Making a new stim
No wealth
You gon say "still free"
Oh is it really ?
Just a day dream 

Break 01 :
Day dreaming 
Night crawling
But no party
Too crowded
In the light I laugh
In the dark I laugh
But you can't tell when I mean it 

Verse 2 :
We fight or
Fight or
Fight or flight 

Tell me did you pick how you will die ? 

CRYING
Crying
Crying to hide
Our eyes from all the deads around 

It's getting colder
Getting colder
It's getting colder
Getting colder
Every day
Every person I meet
Afraid
Of how they'll look at me
Or what they'll say
Will I need to fight again ?
Telling them my pain
Isn't fake ? 

Break 02 :
OH
SHUT EVERYTHING  UP
I'M BOUTTA BREAK THAT
LUCK
YOUR TIME IS UP
NOW I FEEL RUTHLESS 
IMMA TAKE THAT CUP
AND THROW IT OUT
SO
YOU CAN FEEL THE VOICE
OF ALL THE VOICELESS 

Bridge :
Voice the voiceless 

Chorus :
Why I'm piercing
My tympan
So dumb
When they making fun
They're right
Infant
Even
In a century
I won't sublime 

Myself
Crawling in the backseat
Watching night lights
Making a new stim
No wealth
You gon say "still free"
Oh is it really ?
Just a day dream


JUST.A.DAY.DREAM (prod. kickflip)

Lyrics :
Verse 1 :
Ok dac
You wanna talk on me
But cannot do it right
I'm way too far above you
Chan feeling like a kite
But you can't play with me
Boy, I can see right through your eyes
All you hate for yourself 
Now you pissed when we rise 

Doing medley with your words
But ain't Lindsey with your verse
Cuz ain't got no violin
Or a cute face like her
Ok first
You don't need that to be a hit
Wait, don't burst
Second, who don't gives a shit ?
The universe !
So go find your path queen
I'm acting like I'm Mesrine
Yeah robing your dark thoughts 
And making them my lean (ligne)
DIRECTRICE
Star on my wrist
To remember the child dreams
I'm pursuing
Since the day i said "fuck this"
I won't be like them, i wanna breath
On this
Life
I want the fem
To feel safe
Now cis guys
Finna be like "not all men"
For the billion time
They be saying that I'm hateful
Why I Changed Line 

[Break] 

Chorus :
Ouais
Let's cross
The gender line baby
I might get fucked in the butt
With you
Maybe
Mubbling, stuttering
Overthinking my ideas
Apposite when they finally shut up
Oh merci 

Talking all around, I can't focus, so now they give me
That look
Saying that they don't get it, well, maybe
You should take a time and step out of your reality
Small talking inducing pain
And anxiety 

Okay 

Break :
FUCK
I don't feel like talking right now
BUT
FUCK
They smiling to me, wanted to bound
JUST
FOUR
Minutes ago but now I'm into no words
AT
ALL
Wish I could turn into a bird
AND FLY OFF 

Chorus :
Ouais
Let's cross
The gender line baby
I might get fucked in the butt
With you
Maybe
Mubbling, stuttering
Overthinking my ideas
Apposite when they finally shut up
Oh merci 

Talking all around, I can't focus, so now they give me
That look
Saying that they don't get it, well, maybe
You should take a time and step out of your reality
Small talking inducing pain
And anxiety 

Okay 

Verse 3 :
Huh
Piercing my head
Call it lobotomy
I don't need no person
No mam'
Want some illegal freedom
Never talking with friends or family about it
Making it a big ass deal
Could mean the end of me 

Debilitating me 
And missing what I'm meant to be
Cuz acting way too cowardly
But now I'm into therapy 

So imma give an enemy 
No look
Keeping the momentum
Until my name is written in a book
Making a proud mom 

Sticking to my values
Like I'm a fucking chew gum
They calling us fake news
So you know what ?
Be gone 

Neurodivergents
Oh with the bullshit
We done
We gon' make noise
So you feel what we live on
BIP
BOUP 

Chorus :
Ouais
Let's cross
The gender line baby
I might get fucked in the butt
With you
Maybe
Mubbling, stuttering
Overthinking my ideas
Apposite when they finally shut up
Oh merci 

Talking all around, I can't focus, so now they give me
That look
Saying that they don't get it, well, maybe
You should take a time and step out of your reality
Small talking inducing pain
And anxiety 

Okay

SMALL.TALKING (interlude)

Lyrics :
I be waiting with a bat
Like you picked the wrong house
Thinking bout a girl
A chick, but no spouse
I ain't never need rules
You better watch your mouth
Turning you to cheese
Then eating you like a mouse 

I'm ruling
That
Place
No care
Bout no bitch ass fuck
Outta pace
Ducking then leaving
But can't out run my chase
You boutta feel my finger digging deep in your face
Chan saying 

Chorus :
I'm ruling
That
Place
No care
Bout no bitch ass fuck
Outta pace
Ducking then leaving
But can't out run my chase
You boutta feel my finger digging deep in your face 

Verse 1 :
Took a loss
Imma be killing it
To makeup for bad times sake
I might be in the wrong
But you won't ever see me fake
It til i make it
Americans wanna see me on stage
So maybe I should sell my house
And fly to the states
Oh hell nah
You should take a minute and look at Florida
Soon finna hear me say "hola"
To scare those bitch like I'm le fucking Horla
Yeah my flow ectic like a fucking vocal bebop
Thinking too much, when I should be going dumb dumb
Might get better if you give me a rooftop
A city with no cops
And well, a laptop
You feel me ?
Like
Now bow down
Listen to me for a second
I feel upside down
Like Eleven meditating
Wrong damn town
Why I started medicating
City of love
Chan frown
Won't get what you wanted
In that rotting place
You think im a nutcase
But you be searching grace
In a gold necklace
Or the sweet embrace
Of the paper, all poors
Thought one day
That they could try to do porn
And make it a living
When their rights we torn
I mean I could do it
Girl dick be a horn
Now for the horny trends
Imma go bitting, you're warned
I been a bitter since the day I was born
Been a fighter since the very first second
A smiler, see me creep in the night
All my traumas finally i deaden
A dead end, for you bitch, get out my sight 

Chorus :
I'm ruling
That
Place
No care
Bout no bitch ass fuck
Outta pace
Ducking then leaving
But can't out run my chase
You boutta feel my finger digging deep in your face
Chan saying
X2

WRONG.HOUSE

Lyrics :

Chorus :
Paint it like a movie, a Wong Kar Wai
Make it less real, bad dream, making it mine
Traumatic
In a minute finna fall and cry
Congealing in my eyes
Till the end of times
How do I get to heal
When I know deep down
That I won't get apologies ?
Better go outta town
Taking a one way ticket
Leaving you here, passing
On the crosswalk
Always hearing you knock 

Verse 1 :
When I was 12, first time, first shock
He took me off the ground, then I got choked
No one looking, no one giving a fuck
And even if it was crowded, solitude soaked
A real friend back then
Wasn't somethint
And now still ashamed
For letting it happened
I should've fight back
Making a bloody scene
In my head
When the flashbacks kick in
And make me bend 

Hook :
And now brick by brick
I be turning
All
Of my feels
Into files
Fore I empty bin
X4 

Verse 2 :
I thought it was over
I thought it was in the past
But then I met you
Making me feel like I had a task
On this earth
Took a way too firm grasp
Didn't think twice
You broke my youth
By dragging me in the dirt
Crying for your forgiveness
While you were saying that I should do it less
You didn't believe it when i was talking bout death
And I'm still infected
Still in a mess
So I 

Chorus :
Paint it like a movie, a Wong Kar Wai
Make it less real, bad dream, making it mine
Traumatic
In a minute
Finna fall and cry
Congealing in my eyes
Till the end of times
How do I get to heal
When I know deep down
That I won't get apologies ?
Better go outta town
Taking a one way ticket
Leaving you here, passing
On the crosswalk
Always hearing you knock
Always

CHOKING.EXPRESS (prod. Saladman)

message03

Lyrics :

Intro :
Put a seed inside my brain, it will become a flower
That will guide me til it rot, still i won't get rid of her
When I wake up in the morning I feel like a hunter
Of cryptids, encrypting all my thoughts for hours 

Chorus :
Oh I'm overthinking again
Know it
But I cannot fucking stop
Amassing Ls on Ls on Ls
In my head, it will flop
I'm
Making up thousand omens
And now they slop
Over the edge of my brain
While I say "brainless thot"
To myself 

Verse 1 :
By myself
I'm all free
But so scared
While breaking my chains
With no help or no friends
Am I making it real ?
A good name ?
Baking a cake
With no taste
"I fuck on you bitch"
Should say
I wanna go back to the days
I could write all the stupidest shits
With no shame 

We sharing pain
And through the speakers
You feel like we connecting
Now I feel like Jesse, lost
Into what I called a blessing
Oh my
Face seems so foreign, a mapping
Of all my imperfections
On a rise
But I'm dreading 

This crowds
(This crowds)
Of smiles
(Of smiles)
This war
(This war)
Of mine
I'm hiding it too much
Even my therapist can't find
It
I want more light, but I'm blinded
Keep on the fight, did I started it ?
Afraid of the dark, but I blind date
Everytime I can laugh with them
You see the sign, I see nothing bad
And whatever i do, they wanna put a tag
on me
Been making me feel mad
Can't we just look at singularities ? 

Chorus :
Oh I'm overthinking again
Know it
But I cannot fucking stop
Amassing Ls on Ls on Ls
In my head, it will flop
I'm
Making up thousand omens
And now they slop
Over the edge of my brain
While I say "brainless thot"
To myself 

End :
Oh I'm sorry
I'm overthinking again

overthinking.again (prod. typhoon)

message04

Lyrics :

Chorus :
Honey it's not that bad
Maybe we could turn that weather
Into something nice to please her
You don't gotta be alone forever 

Honey it's no that bad
People telling you that you matter
Why don't you listen to them
And take it slower ?
Why do you drown in shame ?
You no liar 

Honey it's not that bad
Pick a nice dress
It make it all brighter
We don't care bout the gatekeepers
What's important is you
My lover 

Honey it's no that bad
Maybe we could be together
Imma be that corny girl
But hey
You just gotta wait
It finna get better
Better 

Verse :
Better, it always do
You know you strong
We got rendez vous
With the future you
But we ain't no foe
I never said it would go smoothly 

Listen, i think should
All get along
It's adulthood
You never needed that Hollywood
To wear that shoe
Cuz it fits easily 

Go out and mess
With that cute face
You gon see that life is
Tasty like a piece a cake
I know why you think you a 2
But you a damn ace
Of spades
Heavy like Motorhead
No chance 

Of failing
Baby you rock
You the cherry
The cream of the crop
The change
You wanna see
You incarnate it
With such a beauty 

Break :
I know you been hurting yourself
But it's ok
It happens
I know you been stuck in bed
But it's ok
It happens
I know you been thinking bout the end
Even though you don't want it
You're thinking you got no friends
But you go plenty
And they care about you 

Honey it's not that bad 

We could change the weather 

We could make it better 

We'll stay together 

Honey it's not that bad 

Thinking that you don't matter 

But you matter 

You matter

NOT.THAT.BAD (prod. EinBaer)

Lyrics :

Verse 1 :
Yeah I want
Self love as a revenue
I'll make this my income
Need more then a few
When I get up
Smile shining
Wanna see what's new
I can make whatever the fuck
I don't need no crew
But wait
Maybe I do
Been contemplating 
It been sickening
Like i got the flu
Not used to missing
Into bed
I won't go back
Cuz I'll be wasting
If I lose anymore time
I'll sure be wasted
In the wind
So weak
You say not bad
I'll crumble
Writings on my notepad
I don't finish
If you're making me mad
I'll bottle
All my anger til
It turn to me to ashes 

Chorus :
Don't know when I'll get the boat
I've been dreaming of
And then say ciao
To the humans
In my phone been stacking some notes
Bout a seed in my brain
Water it but I fucking hate it
I hate it 

Verse 2 :
I hate it
Fuck 

I hate it when i block
And I get stunned
In my living room
I cannot go to sleep
Or move my tongue
Vision into gloom 
Need a fucking fix
A sugar rush
To get back to booming
Into life
I'll be waiting
(Cough) 

I been waiting for too long
Now
Been feeling like a shelless snail
Gon fight
Now
Finna put em in the fucking dirt 

Nah
See me crying
Fore I blast
All my opps
Call it respect
Still gon crush
Under my boots
All those insects 
Cis white boy
Defending us
Still pledging
To the status quo
Cuz all they want sex
Hah
You got
Roasted day one
Like a triple A game
Oh that's so fun
To see
That you got no shame in
Calling yourself
A nerd
Now to get a girl
While i was getting beat up
For it
Hold a sec
That was a bit
Too personnal
We giving up
On life
To make us
Bankable
I wanna feel alright
But I ain't so gullible 
To think that current state of our minds
Aint detrimental
Huh 

End :
No one wants to hear the truth 

CHOKING.EXPRESS (prod. Saladman)

Changeline

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